Part 2
Portsmouth 1803
Charlie Hammond pulled the collar
of his heavy great coat close around
his throat and bent into the stiff wind that had gone from gusting to a
steady blow as he walked along the Hard. The whole world was gray in
this final hour before dusk, with a sky the color of thin buttermilk,
and a sea, dark as slate, that was whipped into a rough chop of sharp,
frothy peaks.
In the harbor the ships at anchor
were bouncing on the chop. He could
not see her, but somewhere was his own "Calypso". Tomorrow he'd be back
aboard her. For nearly ten years she'd been his, and to say that she
was not his pride, and that the men who served her were not as stout of
heart, as brave and fine as any captain could ever wish for would be a
betrayal in itself. To say that the course he had set for himself, the
events he was about to set in motion, did not raise a conflict still in
his mind and his heart would simply be a lie.
Ten years the master of a frigate,
twenty-five years in command of
King's ships that had killed hundred's of England's enemies, taken many
thousands of pounds in prizes. His body bore a map of scars that told
the story in grim detail of his bravery and of the sacrifices he had
made. He had money, but he had always had money. It was recognition
that eluded him. Commodores, admirals, peers were made above his head
while he fought and served year after year, men who had done no more,
and indeed sometimes far less than he. He had his ideas as to why it
might be so. Interest, politics, rumor and prejudice ruled His
Majesty's Navy every bit as much as the quest for excellence and the
imperative for military success.
The irony of his desire for the
approval of the very body that he'd
come to disdain, persisting so long after his allegiance had finally,
irrevocably turned, was not lost on him, and he laughed out loud at
himself, for there was no one to hear him. He quickened his pace. He'd
promised Mary a quiet dinner, just the two of them alone. This would be
their final night together for a length of time he could not know. The
die would soon be cast. The circle would close, and the conflict and
the lies would come to an end, one way or another.
He stopped suddenly, turning and
looking out at the water where a flash
of light had taken his eye. The winter sun, pale and shrouded and so
far away, was dropping, but for a moment the veil of gray broke, and a
ribbon of pale gold glittered on the surface of the shifting sea, and
in that strange and unpredictable way of memory, he found himself
looking out over another sea, on another day…
********
Ireland 1801
"And that one?" Daniel Hammond
pointed at the largest of three men 'o
war which lay at anchor in the great sheltered bay. From his vantage
point atop the massive headlands, the Cove of Cork spread out below,
shining blue and silver in the sun of a rare, clear morning.
"'Carmarthen, first-rate, a
seventy-four, Captain Grenville, I think,"
Charlie replied, fumbling with his reins. He'd not been on a horse in
quite some time, and he felt top-heavy and ungainly. The horse, excited
by the freshness of the wind could not stand still, and Charlie felt
that the broad back of the beast was pitching like a top deck in a
gale. Beside him, his cousin Dan smiled and sat his own mount as calmly
as would any country doctor who spent his days riding from village to
village in all weathers.
"An inspiring sight," said Dan.
"Aye." Charlie stared out at the
great harbour. It was vast, the sheer
size of the anchorage nearly unmatched, but gaining it could be tricky
in bad weather with Gowan's Head on the lee shore. Still, this would
have been the place, had he been the one to choose, to land a fleet.
Bad weather, though, had prevented the landing of forty-three French
ships and fifteen thousand troops at Bantry Bay, to the South and West
in the spring of '96. And when the French came again in '98, landing at
Killala in County Mayo, far to the North, they were already too late
and too far away to aid the Irish rebels in Leinster and Munster,
slaughtered in a fierce, bloody rout by British troops.
"Never again, Charlie," said Dan
softly, as if reading his thoughts.
"Dan?" Charlie turned to look at
him, a little startled.
The other man shook his head, his
mouth forming a grim, close-lipped
smile. Dan was a dozen years younger than Charlie, but his hair was
just as white, his face careworn.
"Looking at the ships," he sighed,
" I could not help but think of
Jamie."
James Hammond had been Daniel's
stepson, his true son in all but blood,
and Dan had given the lad, and his sister, Mary, his own name when he'd
married their mother. A wild, handsome boy with a restless spirit and a
passionate temper, he'd joined with the United Irishmen at eighteen,
and at twenty-one he'd been aboard the French ship that was carrying
the Irish republican leader, Wolfe Tone, to join the rebellion. Their
small fleet had barely made it past the British blockade at Brest, only
to be caught off the coast of Donegal. Tried and found guilty of
treason, Tone committed suicide in prison before he could be hanged.
Jamie had no such opportunity to claim his own fate.
"I am sorry, Dan," Charlie said.
"I never should have—"
Daniel leaned forward to stroke
his horse's neck as the animal dipped
its head to scratch at a foreleg. "I don't blame you, Charlie. God
knows, if a few heated political discussions over a little too much
whiskey could have influenced that boy, he'd have been as just as
likely to hold my opinions as yours. And you are an officer of the
King! Politics is one thing, practicality and the harsh truth, quite
another, and I believe you have always known it, Charlie, however you
might like to argue."
He could say nothing. The anger
and self-loathing he felt was like a
little poisonous black spot on his soul that was always with him, and
he imagined he could see it inside him, spreading like a dark stain.
Duality and deception had long since become a way of life, but there
were times, such as now, speaking with this good man whom he loved like
a brother, when the lie was especially painful to bear.
"Jamie always knew his own
mind," Daniel said. "And I never knew
a one that could change it, save Mary, perhaps, but even she could not
have kept him home when he wanted to go. It's hard on her still, his
loss, and for such a hopeless cause. I can only thank the Lord that my
Cait was not alive to see it."
Charlie looked at the opposing
bluff, a high sheer wall of rock, topped
by a sentinel of newly mounted gun batteries. Ireland was the great,
swinging back door to Britain, and Britain knew it, and though England
and France talked of peace, she was nervous still. And if she was
nervous, that meant there was still the awesome possibility, that
chance, if only fate would take a hand.
"It is not, you know," Charlie
said finally, quietly. "Not hopeless.
The French were as much slaves as the Irish, and the French are free.
The Americans—"
"Were never under the thumb of the
British the way we are," Daniel
finished the sentence for him. "For all their wailing. Well you should
know it, and I lived there too, remember? No Catholics at Trinity
College, and no sons of a Catholic mother. It was America or
France for me to study medicine, and my French was never any good."
"The French gave the Americans
their freedom," Charlie said.
Daniel gave a humorless laugh and
shook his head again.
"Thirty-thousand dead in what we are now calling 'The Year of the
French', Charlie. Not to mention the countless dead in the countless
struggles of a thousand years of bloody history. Ireland is too small,
too weak, too divided, too important ever to be free. And I submit to
you, sir, that those French were not these French. Do you mean to
exchange one tyrant for another?"
Again, Charlie could say nothing.
The ambition of Bonaparte was indeed
enough to give pause. But he could not believe that the bright flame of
the Revolution, the overwhelming tide of freedom could be so quickly
turned by one man.
"It's over, Charlie. Look at
that flag."
Daniel pointed out over the water,
to the ensign that flew, bow and
stern, off the big seventy-four.
"The final cross on the Union Jack
is complete," Dan said. "We are
British now." He gathered up his reins and began to turn his horse.
Reaching over to clap a hand on Charlie's shoulder, he smiled his
generous grin.
"Damn it to hell, Charlie, let's
change the subject and let's go home.
I'll wager Mary's laid on a monstrous great tea just to impress you. I
wish you'd just marry the girl and stop her mooning."
Charlie laughed.
"You think I'm not serious?"
Daniel asked as Charlie fell in beside him
and they started down the green slope towards the village. "The poor
thing's been in love with you her whole life. I'd give you my blessing
in a moment if I thought you'd take her and make both yourselves
happy."
"And if I thought you were
serious, I'd simply remind you that I am
already married," Charlie replied.
"To a woman who left you years ago
and lives on the other side of the
ocean? You'd let her go if she asked it of you, Charlie, and I can't
think she wouldn't do the same."
Charlie laughed again, loudly, and
caught the front of his saddle as
his skittish mount startled. "Jesus, Dan! I'm old enough to be her
father! Damn near old enough to be her grandfather! And I ought to feel
like her uncle," he added, a little shamefully.
"But you don't, do you?" Daniel
looked him in the eye. "You're never to
old to be happy at last. Hang politics, Charlie. No man lives in a
perfect world, and we must all make the best of things in our own small
ways. Sail your beautiful ship, serve the King, marry a young,
beautiful girl. Have a dozen children if you like. The future is
uncertain at the best of times, and happiness is precious and rare. I
learned that with Cait. And I learned it by losing Jamie."
*********
Less than one hour later, in a
event remarkably cruel in it's irony,
Daniel Hammond lay dying on the bare ground before a rude tenant
cottage, struck down by the flat of Dragoon Captain's sword as he tried
to stay the local magistrate's eviction crew from bringing a roof down
around the ears of an elderly woman who was a patient and an old friend.
"Hell," Dan had muttered as they
approached the cluster of cottages on
the outskirts of the village. "Bloody crowbar brigade."
It was not an unfamiliar sight. A
gang of some two-dozen men armed with
crowbars and sledgehammers, standing beside a wagon that was yoked to a
pair of draft horses, containing a contraption of pulleys and levers
that would be used to demolish the tenant dwelling.
"Why?" Charlie wondered.
"The land belongs to Lord
Blackbridge'," Daniel said. "He's had the
notion for years that this valley would profit him better were he to
run sheep over it."
"Sheep? Good lord, Dan, my brother
is selling the sheep off the estate
in Kilcrea for all they're worth, thinking that wool prices will fall
the minute the peace is declared. Clearing the valley for sheep is
hardly a sensible economy."
"Nonetheless, once the tenancies
run out, there's nothing to stop a
landlord doing as he pleases. Look at fat old Begley," Dan pointed to
the magistrate, red-faced and complacent, standing amid a cluster of
blue-coated dragoons. "Coward thinks he needs to call out the cavalry
just to toss a poor family out of their home. Idiot still thinks
there's rebellion crouching in every hedgerow. Come on." He clucked to
his horse and Charlie followed, trotting forward to meet the magistrate.
"Good day, Tom," Daniel addressed
the magistrate as he dismounted.
"Good day to you, Daniel," the fat
man puffed. "What brings you here
today?"
"I've come to look in on Dierdre
O'Dowd," Dan replied. "She's not been
at all well you know."
Out of the corner of his eye
Charlie saw the eviction gang going about
their work. Heavy iron hooks attached to ropes were being thrown onto
the cottage roof, and the ends secured to the pulleys. Two men came
forward with sledgehammers.
"Where has the family gone?" Dan
asked, his voice cool.
Begley pursed his lips. "Well,
they won't come out, will they? It's
always the way. Silly damned fools."
"You can't pull the roof down on
their heads, Tom." Daniel started
toward the door of the cottage. "Michael!" he called loudly. "Michael
O'Dowd! It's Dr. Hammond! Open up, man!"
"Stephens," the Captain of
Dragoons motioned to his corporal to
dismount, and Charlie watched as the young man moved towards Daniel.
The door of the cottage opened a crack, and he could see the pale face
of a young man.
"Jazus, Dr. Hammond," he heard the
man say in a low voice, "Mammy's
still so sick, I fear to move her! Can ye not do somethin' ta help?"
Dan was speaking quietly to the
man, but the door closed again quickly
as one of the men came forward, as if meaning to force the door. Daniel
turned. "Wait! Damn you!" he shouted at the man, who retreated a few
paces.
"Surely you can give them some
time?" Charlie said to the magistrate.
"What difference can another week make? This is monstrous, man!"
"The tenants have been given ample
warning to quit the estate," Begley
replied blandly. "I have an immediate eviction warrant and they shall
be evicted forthwith. Forcibly, if necessary."
There was a smashing of glass and
the sound of a child's scream as a
sledgehammer crashed through the cottage's one tiny window. The driver
of the wagon team snapped the reins on the backs of the dray horses.
"No!" Daniel yelled, and he turned
again, crashing into the dragoon
corporal who could not get out of his way. "Stop it! For God’s sake!"
Charlie saw the corporal trying to
restrain Daniel, and in a split
second, Dan had drawn the man's saber and broken away. Charlie saw that
he meant to slash the ropes that were attached to the roof of the
cottage, but the Captain clearly believed his man was in danger, and he
spurred his horse forward, drew his own sword and swung, striking
Daniel across the forehead with the flat of the heavy blade, sending
him spinning, drops of blood flying, to fall, motionless on the bare,
black earth.
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