| 01/23/02 | |
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I have been constantly on line. So the life of a Hobo. I am kind of stressed a bit at the moment because I had all of this Hobo paper work to fill out. That always makes me nervous, because I usually miss something important. I also missed my appointment because I was in another part of the building getting all the information so I can start school. How's that for a pisser? I am worried that they will be mean to me like they were this morning on the phone.
So I think if I try to sleep right now I will toss and turn. Glad I came back to the computer, though-I left it online by mistake. Still deliver pizza, still madly in love. My social butterflights have dwindled since I have this new schedule, though. And my apartment is messy a lot more often than it used to be. Off to go find something fun. |
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| 12/02/01 | |
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Yep, it has been a while since I have written. And even longer since I have said anything to the masses. And you may notice that I went and hid everything said before this.
I started this particular page just over a year ago, and events have happened that changed just about every aspect of my life. So last year's chapter has closed, and it is time for me to officially begin a new one-on this site at least. To start at the beginning of this new chapter, I have fallen in love. Upon checking my list of what I wanted, he meets about all criteria of what I was looking for, without trying too hard. So far in my dating life, I have taken the helm and tried to make the relationship go in the direction that I wanted. And so far, I have come up short. Or I have been settling for less. Or something. Whatever way, I have decided to hand the helm over to him, because obviously, I have been doing something wrong. And I like the way he drives. I tell him if a wrong turn is being made, because I know these roads, but so far, he is doing well. In other news, I have been laid off of my job. So no more whining, at least for now, that someone is uglying up my pages at work. Nor do I have to deal with certain issues that grated on my nerves to no end. But I am also scared that nothing will come up. I wish this lease was not so hard to get out of, and I wish it was not so close to the holidays, because it has really run a Mack truck through my Christmas shopping. For the first time in a long time, I can't get anybody anything for Christmas and that sucks. That's one of my favorite parts about the holidays, dammit. So I am back in the pizza-delivering saddle, and that part is really not that bad. I actually enjoy it. I just wish I could make what I did before I lost my real job. And I miss having a career and feeling quite successful. Welcome to the new chapter. There's a lot of stuff that is going to happen, I just don't know what. |