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Friday, May 03, 2002


Pointless little update.

When will it end?


Frickin' BORED at work. Can't wait to get out of here. Just thirty more minutes of torture.

Blue skies, nothing but blue skies


Today the weather is luscious.

It certainly looks it. It's bright and sunny and making me itch to go on a photography jaunt. I think I may do that tonight after work. Or maybe tomorrow morning. Depends on how late I sleep.

This is pure salt!


Am horrified to discover I am turning into my mother. Love mom, but she can be damned annoying at times. Don't wanna be annoying. Damn.

KA-BLAM!


Tomorrow is free comic book day. Must remember to go to the comic book store tomorrow. I need to go anyway as I'm behind on Fray.

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Wednesday, May 01, 2002


May the farce be with you


Read all about it: Lucas admits Episode I was a disappointment.

Well. Maybe there's hope for Ep II after all. Still not very excited to see it, though I'm looking forward to throwing my usual "it's a big movie event!" party. Gah... gotta start working on that before it's too late. Anyone know when tickets go on sale?

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Tuesday, April 30, 2002


DAMN YOU, COLLEEN! Where have you been hiding all this time? Missed you, babe. Glad you've decided to come back.

Hit the road, Jack


I am slowly learning how to battle the Earl Collective.

Workwise, it's been a pretty good week so far. Moved lots of computers yesterday. Did five things asked of me today, one of which I had been putting off for two weeks. Also was only fifteen minutes late both days. WOOHOO! And Mound Doom was attacked this evening.

Yup, the Earls haven't been whispering in my ear as much lately. They won't give up without a fight, though, which is why they've called their cousin, the Jack Continuum.

The Earls are all about keeping you from doing things you should. The Jacks, though, they just want to make you feel bad. Make you doubt and question everything, make you feel worthless, etc.

Luckily I have a secret weapon against the Jacks. It's called (dum dum dum) THE PHONE. The Jacks almost had me beat tonight, but I was able to utilize my secret weapon and phone some friends. Said friends opened a can of whupass on the Jacks, and now the Jacks are regulated to lurking in the corner. TAKE THAT, YOU FIENDS!

And on that happy note, I am off to get some much-needed sleep.

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Temporary Insanity


If I do not post something I will go insane and lose everything.

I have no new words at the moment, so I give you the following words from the past:

12/11/01, 1:20 p.m.

I'm practicing insanity. Waiting for the punchline. The rain pours down in rivelets over my skin and I'm drenched but I'm home in this dark world. It's what I know, it's what I do, it's what I am and I don't want that taken away from me. Sad, isn't it? I don't want to change if change means a loss of the words. I need to find new ways to bleed.

I pause. The world stops and I'm awash in a pounding, angry sea, lost among the harsh cold of the stars, thrown down into the deepest dungeon. I pause and my world crumbles, all hopes fading from sight. I pause and the words fail me -- potentially never to return. There's sadness in every step forward. There's pain behind every victory. I am locked into poetry & symbolism. This is the cry of my soul. This is my life bleeding away before my eyes.


Something bloglike has been running around my head the past few days. Will try to capture and tame it for posting. Wish me luck.

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