The Mockingbird
It had been a tough week of work at
my university. A typical final exam week at
the end of the semester. I was tired and
ill-tempered. My students were tired and
ill-tempered, more so when they saw the exam I had
written for them. Even the office staff was
tired and ill-tempered. Everyone was
overworked and sleep-deprived.
This had been an especially
rough day. One of my bosses had just dumped
a huge last-minute project on me, guaranteed to
tie up my entire weekend, when I had hoped to get
some rest. Our Department had sent out a
memo asking how we felt about being cut to
three-quarters of our salary if the budget
problems became worse. And I had had a
couple of difficult meetings with students who
were unhappy with the grade they received --
tears, insults, screaming, and so forth. The
end of my work day couldn't possibly arrive fast
enough for me, and I knew that I had a one-hour
drive in heavy traffic ahead of me before I would
arrive home.
I left my building and starting
walking up the busy street toward the lot where my
car was parked. It was a blistering hot,
humid day. My shoulders were drooping, my
head was down. What a day! What a
week!
As I started to walk into the
parking lot, I was startled by a loud sound above
my head. I stopped and looked up.
There, sitting at the very top of a telephone
pole, was a mockingbird, and he had just begun to
sing. I remember having the absurd thought
that he must have been waiting for me before he
started.
This little mockingbird
proceeded to sing his heart out for me. I
counted at least a dozen different songs.
There may have been more; I lost track after a
while. He even threw in some comic relief --
after a sequence of particularly beautiful songs,
he let out a crow's loud, "Caw! Caw!" which caught
me by surprise. I laughed out loud as he
continued with more beautiful songs.
For fifteen minutes, I stood
there and listened to my own private concert,
oblivious to the people walking past me on the
sidewalk and the cars driving past, honking their
horns, with blaring radios. When the little
bird finished he looked around and then gave a
quick nod of his head, bowing to his audience of
one, and flew away.
When I finally continued walking
toward my car, I had a smile on my face.
We are all busy with our lives,
trying to keep up with our work, our family, our
relationships, our responsibilities. The
pace can be hectic, and it can seem as if we never
have a single moment that is our own. And in
the middle of it all, a little mockingbird may
begin to sing for you.
Do you ever listen?
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