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AFTER EIGHT DAYS
On the eighth day (of consecration] Moses called Aaron and his sons and the elders of Israel... And Moses and Aaron went into
the tent of meeting,. and when they came out they blessed the people, and the glory of the Lord appeared to all the people."
(Lev 9: 1,23)
February 1, 1997:
Dearest God My Father:
I feel as if something is missing. I don't know, as if I still don't fully understand the significance of the 8 or octave.
...Please give me direction. Please.
Come to Me, little one. You are so confused. Why? Have I not drawn you to My own Breast--there to feed you on My Will? Inside
you there beats a tender, muffled cry of one who wants to fly to the Father. Do not muffle that cry. It is written in Scripture,
My decree for that which is denied Me—true love from My children. The number 8 is the path on which you must tread to
reach the greatest treasures of My Grace. Listen, listen now so intently and you will hear the place which you shall find
these words: The Tree of Life. Leviticus 3:14 is what you live by.
[Lev 3:14- "And they shall take of it for the food of the Lord's fire, the fat that covereth the belly, and that covereth
all the vital parts. ..for the food of the fire, and of a most sweet savour. All the fat shall be the Lord's. ..neither blood
nor fat shall you eat at all."]
It is My Word emblazoned on your heart—now and forever. Time presses, My little one, played upon the drum of My Octave.
Do you think there is no sense in this? No, little one. Seep, let it seep into your heart. DRINK FROM THE SPRING OF WISDOM
AND KNOWLEDGE. THE KNOWLEDGE OF YOUR GOD.
Look up.
[I see a ceramic horse on my bookshelf.]
The "Steed."
The time is upon us when all questions will be answered. From your side drops the Blood of My Son Jesus, for you are with
Us. Immolate the sacrifice. Be one with Us. Sleep now and remember My Words: ALL THAT IS PRESENT WILL CEASE AND BECOME NEW.
All will be transformed in Me, your One True God—now and forever. Be not ashamed if you wander in confusion. The time
has come for impact. All is thrown in disarray. BU'I' ALL THAT IS MINE WILL BE DRAWN TO ME. Through you, some will be saved.
Ask for them by name. This is your responsibility before your Lord.
The Octave is My Chord of Harmony—My Will. The Octave is My Will. Jesus will take you to this chord, resonating in Heaven--through
Him only. Hold tight, much is upon you. Read My Word.
[Reading: Sir. 8: 16—Not riding with a quick tempered man in the desert, for when I am alone, he'll kill me.]
February 2, 1997:
Dearest Father:
I am saying the Holy Rosary for insight, clarity, and courage regarding Your Chaplet and Consecration. I see Our Lady and
she is brushing my hair to calm me, and I walked with St. Peter on the side of the valley with sheep, and I kept the brisk
pace but he told me not to run ahead. Then I saw ...Jesus next to My Mother, Mary, and I wondered where the Holy Spirit was
and You told me He was in me. That the Holy Spirit brings US into the Trinity. The Holy Spirit is separate, other than us,
but He lives in us and thereby draws us into the Trinity to You.
You then become a Temple of the Holy Spirit so I can live in you, as does My Son.
EIGHT DAYS SIGNIFIES A PERIOD OF TIME MAN LIVES THROUGH AND THEN A TRANS-FORMATION OR NEW PERIOD BEGINS. Through these periods,
I have saved man many, many times.
Scripture starts out with Noah and the EIGHT on the Ark. Because of those "EIGHT" safely carried in My Ark, mankind was saved,
and so it was again and again.
After EIGHT days, through My circumcision covenant, you became My children and were saved. Even My Son Jesus underwent this
ritual. Then He became the sign of My Covenant. Through the purification rituals, you were healed and saved from sin.
Through EIGHT days or prayer, purification, and dedication, I came to be in and with My children.
My Son, on the Feast of Dedication (8-day feast), announced that He and I were One, that I was with you and among you—in
Him.
After EIGHT days, I revealed to Peter, James, and John on Mount Tabor who My Son Jesus was—God, My Son. This was transformation
and the beginning of a new period.
After EIGHT days, My Son was victorious in saving My children—He conquered sin and death by rising on the EIGHTH day
of His Passion Week.
After EIGHT days, Jesus came to His frightened, doubting Apostles to show His Risen Self.
IT POINTS TO A NEW TIME, A NEW TRANSFORMATION WHEN I WILL BE WITH YOU ALL IN A NEW WAY.
You must prepare yourselves for Me to come. YOU MUST PURIFY AND DEDICATE YOUR TEMPLES.
[Our Lady is holding the Chaplet. The Father ...says: This is the means back to Me. These are the EIGHT STEPS INWARD, to the
indwelling presence of My Holy Spirit.]
Their "No"—In the Old Testament, Adam and Eve chose to step outside God's Will and lost His presence.
Their "Yes"-Feast of Tabernacles. (Solomon and Machabees) Feast of Dedication— Purification, Dedication, Offering,
Praise, Thanksgiving—God came to dwell with them, manifested Himself.
Their "Yes"—Mary said Yes—God came to dwell--took Jesus on the eighth day to be circumcised.
Their "Yes"—Jesus said Yes—God came to dwell--crucified, rose, transformed, revealed.
Holy Spirit Came--Came to dwell with Man and Church
Our "Yes"—We are prodigal children—Yes, return to Father's House We are sons of the Father—Temples—God
comes to dwell.
New Jerusalem—God comes to dwell and transforms everything into a new Heaven and Earth.
February 8 , 1997:
Dear Father:
I love You and I want to do Your Will. ...
Daughter:
...You must cling to Me and hold tight so that you are not blown about in the winds of change that are upon you. Do you sense
them? Of course you do. It is none other than My Decree. I desire change at this time. I call My children to Me. I MUST have
their attention. I clap My Hands to cause alarm and surprise so they will stop and listen.
This is the call. "THE" call, child. THERE WILL BE NO OTHER AFTER THIS. Into My Arms you must all run so that I may gather
you up and take you home. You have sensed this. This is what makes you feel anxious. Pray, Barbara, pray, that your brothers
will hear Me.
The rhapsody played out on the strings of My Heart play a sorrowful tune for those who are lost to Me through their choice.
But pray. Pray, Barbara, that all will seek their Father, God of Heaven and Earth. FATHER OF ALL.
Deep within the recesses of the soul is a quiet spot where only I can reside. All are born with it. Here you can and must
meet Me so that I can draw you to Myself. Spend time with Me, daughter. For I am a good and loving Father. I give My own what
they deserve truly from their only Father—My legacy—My Love. MY OWN DO NOT DEPART FROM ME.
Write: Inside an of you is a tabernacle designed by Me. It has been buried and medicated and covered with the distractions
of the world. Uncover it, child. This secret place.
Say: I LOVE YOU, FATHER AND I GIVE MYSELF TO YOU!
In this way, they will find Me--in the Love they bear Me in their Hearts.
...You are My treasure. My true servant. Chin up, little one. Your service is good. Your love is better. Stay near Me in your
quiet place. Daughter, I am in control of all. Give to Me as I am giving to You—responsibility, fidelity, and trust.
Rest your family in My Heart and stay with Me. Sleep now. I am with you. Always—
I love You, Father, and I give myself to You.
February 9, 1997:
...Barbara. ...Listen and be attentive. For soon I will manifest Myself in away that was unknown to My children before. Look
to My Heavens and stand at attention. Cock your ears and listen. My Voice bellows in the clouds. I AM with My children, O
Israel. And Mine shall not be lost—now and forever.
Take up your pen and write of Me, O Daughter. You are Mine. Whisper in My Ear. Hear My Voice. Little one—there is none
other than Me. Listen—
Write this down:
I AM the Tree of Life.
I AM all My Creation.
I AM in you, Barbara.
I AM everywhere—in everything that lives.
The Rhythm of My Will—Listen for the Rhythm of My Will.
God speaks to those that listen. Will you listen ?
Where I AM, you are—you are Mine—My Love.
I AM LIFE!
[The Father paid too with the Crucifixion—He felt sorrow that things hadn't gone right in the beginning. But He loved
us because we were His children. And that bond can never be broken. But it had to be this way. Only the healthy cells will
survive. The nucleus (the Temple) must contain God to survive the Transformation. The core, the powerhouse, has to be God—Life!]
Barbara:
The issue of whether or not this book should be written—you've taken on a heavy load. Yes, I have given you an important
Mission—far more important than you know. And it is not finished. Do you have regrets, My little one? I thought not.
This work binds you to Me. Through this work you are close to Me. You are a Warrior. Those close to you may not see this.
But your strength knows no bounds because you have My strength in you to do what you are called to do. This has not been an
easy road has it?
I AM in you, Barbara. I live in you. You are never alone. You are sealed with My Mark, with My Blood, with My Life. So Be
It!
February 11, 1997:
Oh, God My Father:
...I keep saying, "I'm Your child! I LOVE YOU AND I GIVE MYSELF TO YOU!" But ...all I can think of is that You MUST come and
transform everything—Soon. Please restore Life, Health, Hope, and Joy to this ailing planet. You are Life. And LIFE
is good; it's the promise of all things wonderful.
Barbara, My rose, My sweet, gentle child: Listen. You must ...listen. All around you there is evil. Evil came into the world
with the first sin. Since then there has been a battle for SOULS! This could not be avoided. What comes back to Me is Mine.
But you—you My little one—must be a witness to this battle. Your role is to lay quiet and watch and to tell My
children that their God is with them. This is your job!
Soon all this will be over. You are right in assuming that by yourself you can do nothing. I AM with you. But the transformation
must take place. Without this, My children will continue to lose their way and be lost.
Hold tight. Look only to Me. And call Me. I will come. I am the Balm, the Healing that My children need. But they must ask
for it!
Ask for it! Bring them to Me. Introduce them. Physical and spiritual realms must "collide!" I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN AMONG MY CHILDREN—NOW
THEY MUST COME TO ME! It must be their choice. Time is indeed running out! The sands are almost empty. Reach out for Me! I
am there. Show your brothers and sisters how this must be done. By a sweet and gentle phrase: FATHER, I LOVE YOU AND I GIVE
MYSELF TO YOU—now and forever!
Then they are mine and none can snatch them from Me. The world will be transformed—in and through Me. Look! Look at
Me NOW! I AM THE LORD YOUR GOD! You are seeing Me through the Spirit. Feel My Presence? Let Me pass through you. The suffering
is a sign that you are with Me. I am nestled close to your Heart. When no other human being can possibly know what you feel—I
do. Because I am IN you. Treasure Me as I treasure you. All will be transformed!
[He (the Father) shows me the Tree of Life and says that "The Harp" has more meaning than I know. It is also a Bow! And it
is made from the wood of the Tree of Life. There is power in the Octave of Consecration which sends an arrow straight to His
Heart and combats the evil around us. Only after all EIGHT strings are plucked can the bow be drawn back and the arrow flies—straight
to His Heart.]
The Father:
I AM THE IMMORTAL ONE,
YOUR FATHER. I AM LIFE!
I GIVE ALL THAT IS TO THOSE WHO
ARE. I AM YOUR LIFE,
THE IMMORTAL ONE.
FROM YOUR LIPS, PRAISE
THE EVERLASTING TUNE OF
MY GLORY.
YOU—YOU ARE MY CHILDREN.
THE VERY HEART OF GOD.
RESPOND!
THE CHORD HAS BEEN STRUCK.
LET IT REVERBERATE
THROUGHOUT THE HEAVENS.
MY CHILDREN CRY OUT TO ME—
PAPA, I AM SORRY!
I WANT TO COME HOME
TO YOU-ONLY YOU!
And I will rain down upon them such Heavenly Harmony—My Will.
Communicate. Communicate through My Will—The Rhythm and Harmony of My Will! This is the communication.
Now, children, speak. And you will lay your head on My Breast and I will wipe away all your tears and take you unto Myself.
Give Me your suffering—you are not alone.
Peace be with you, My Sweet one—rose petal of My Heart.
February 12, 1997:
Dearest Sweetest Father:
The complete draft of Your Consecration Book is done. ...I love You.
[I get brief instances of insight—flashes that something good might ...happen.]
February 12, 1997:
Dearest Father:
Speak to me, Papa. Feed my soul.
[I am lead to read Is. 4:4—I am your God and Redeemer, no idols; Hosea 3—Thou shalt "wait"; Psalm 134—no
idols, judges the people in favor of his servants; Judges 2-—generations which knew not the Lord; Ecc. 24: 36—Wisdom
is Fear of the, Lord; Jer. 17:26—Offerings to the Lord, sacrifices, holocausts, victims.]
February 14, 1997:
Dearest Father:
We are now living in a world without God's Will. The only antidote? To live in God's Will—with God living in us! This
is where I believe the Consecration comes in—preparing us collectively as we move through the ...darkness.
...I'm going to sleep now. If there's anything You want to say, I'm listening. If not, it's O.K. Good night. I love You.
Awakening. This is a time of AWAKENING and RENEWAL. Make use of all I put in your path. Time is limited. Look to Me for your
solace and comfort.
There is a door that is yet unopened. It remains closed because of your lack of Faith. You must believe in miracles. And I
will bless you with them. Life is short. Please do what I ask of you, daughter. What is My Will? What do I Will for My children?
I Will that they inherit My Kingdom.
Smile and speak no more of troubles. I will lift your sorrow on the mourn. Smile and speak no more. think only of Me. Say
the Chaplet. This is strong and will bring My Mercy and Tenderness—it brings Me! ...Don't weep. Give all to Me and sleep
now. You ARE loved.
February 14, 1997:
Dearest Father:
You told me to have Faith and believe:
I believe in miracles.
I am a child of God,
I love You, Father; and I give myself to You.
These are my ejaculations.
You do well, My child. You are learning. Your sighs reach My ears even now. Allow Me to work in Your life. Believe! Believe
that I can and will help you.
Repeat after Me: I am loved by My Father; He wishes only well for me. I believe this. In God I trust—He is My Father.
Twice now the Lord has asked me to look at Him, but I cannot see Him. I look prayerfully, but I don't over do it and strain
my eyes. The last time I got the sense that I could see Him in a different way.. Tonight, when I looked and I couldn't see,
I just kept staring and staring, transfixed. And then His voice seemed closer, louder and it “seemed” that I "was
seeing Him." And I felt filled and peaceful.
I wonder if we are to see and hear God in a new way and that this is a transition period. IT WAS AS IF MY SOUL WAS SEEING
SOMETHING THAT MY EYES WEREN'T. I feel as if He is with me always. Whenever I need Him He is there.
February 17, 1997:
Dearest Father:
I have finished the revisions on Your Consecration Book. ...
Barbara:
I am here. Don't you feel the touch of My Heart?
From the beginnings of the world, MAN HAS KNOWN ME AS AN OLD MAN. I AM NOTHING OF THE KIND. Life. I AM LIFE—strong
and vital! You have My Life in you. I AM in you. When My children, who contain this Life, choose to step outside My Will,
their existence becomes disordered. Do you feel the effects? Disordered passions—a long accumulation of disordered passions
outside My Will.
Why do the innocent suffer for this?
For generations these choices have resulted in "effects." ...Chosen among those few who can change, transform the destiny
of others who feel the effects of sin. You have been given this opportunity. How great it is. Someday you will see the glory
and joy of your efforts. You will be with Me, and those you love will be with Me. ...
You have the Light. You are a pathfinder. I deemed it so. Do not fear, little one, you are Mine. Smile,
The path to Me is thorny. There are many pains, though the way is clear. But at the end of your trials is life eternal with
Your Father Who loves you in a special way. You are His treasure. Be at peace. Let My "Life" flow through and in you. This
is where you will find joy and peace.
Lay down on My Breast tonight and sleep—on the shore, waters rhythmically lapping. This is Life. Hear it in your ears.
In you is My Life. Feel it with each breath. Rest in Your Father Who loves you.
February 20, 1997:
Dearest Father:
Lord, give me peace, balance, and strength right now. I beg You. I love You so much. Fill me with Your Spirit. I ask this
in Jesus' name. I send my kisses to my Mother, Mary. ...Dear God, please be with us and in us. Never leave me.
[I just said the Chaplet and afterward I spent quiet time with the Lord. He (the Father) showed me that all this suffering
is to be passed on to Him so it can be transformed in Love. He said an instrument, bridge, or conduit has to work both ways:
His love goes through us to the world; the sin has to come back through us to Him to be transformed. We feel "suffering,"
we "collect" or absorb the sin and pain around us so we can pass it on to the Father. Like a light passing in and going out.
Our job is not to wallow but to pass it on-both the love and the suffering. ...The (God the Father) Chaplet, I believe, is
very powerful (towards this end)!
Some of us are born with a greater capacity for "sensitivity" to picking up, feeling, or absorbing the sin and suffering around
us. Also our conduit can be "dilated" through prayer, suffering, purification, etc. Chosen conduits are for bigger work of
this type, although all God's children are capable of this. Depending on (1) how God made us and (2) spiritual growth and
purification, we are Little Jesus', little co-redeemers. We are conduits through which pass and are offered the disharmony
of the world.
This suffering was meant to PASS THROUGH, not be retained so it stagnates inside us. We need to keep passing it on: back and
forth. There must be a constant flow: when it gets stuck, it putrefies inside us and even Love can't get through. (TRANSDUCTIO—to
move across; to move back and forth through something (or someone).)
Jesus is in us—the connecting link. He attaches or grounds us at both ends, like a pipe or cable over us or in us. The
Holy Spirit prepares us, purifies us, is the energy that moves the suffering in to go to the Father. Our Father is the "Transformer."
We don't do the "Transforming," HE DOES. We are only the conduit through which it moves to Him, and then transformed, back
out to the world.]
This is how My Kingdom will come on earth as it is in Heaven—THROUGH MY CHILDREN!
[I was lead to read: Is. 49:23, Mich 7:17; Ps. 72:9]
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