by Richard Flyer
I cannot take the well worn path.
For I can be as others misperceive me, playing the roles and games, or, I can learn to be myself, a Human Being.
I watch and listen to the little creeper creeping, the wind whispering, and the squirrel scurrying across the vast expanse of ice and snow.
'Tis a fair question, To be or not to be?
I sit here in the cold and feel numb as the wind howls and icicles fly through the air.
Where do I find the sacred Unity of the Universal Spirit while living as a human being?
What thread links me to the smallest atom, a crashing wave in the ocean, another person, or the largest galaxies?
The well worn paths are all too obvious.
My God, all I want to be is truly alive, to become a Human Being.
I want to serve, to share, to give, and to love.
How can I learn to serve groups that would have me sent out with my fellows to slaughter millions or destroy nature?
How can I learn to share myself and play mindless games of compromise, always smoothing over rough edges, never taking a stand as a man?
How can I learn to give to societies' "Big Lie", saying we are all separate, when the lie is magnified by my complicity?
How can I learn to love in a world where human beings are at constant battle with their brothers and sisters, and also at war with their natural Mother, the Earth, she who brings life?
Such are the dilemmas we face.
I will not find the answers outside of myself, in any group, cult, religion, or nation.
Within I must travel, deeper and deeper, to explore how the inside and outside are intimately related and actually one essence.
Then, arise, and touch another as you begin to touch yourself, genuinely, with conviction.
Discover that there is no fear.
Don't be confortable.
We must begin the world anew.
Can you see the light, the beauty, the perfect harmony?
Earth, heaven,and truth are inside and all around us.
Desire to see and feel this all pervasive unity, where everything has relationship to all else.
The light of spirit now spreads throughout the world, in an explosive chain reaction of moral force countering the nuclear chain reaction of physical force.
The Universal Spirit through Man, was at last becoming conscious.
Begin with a decision.
Act on what you perceive to be true.
Take the first step on the not so well worn path.
Let it begin with each of us
Please send comments to rflyer@earthlink.net