| We went to
Border’s Books tonight. Met Al, our neighbor and assistant manager of
the apartment complex we live at, and sat down and talked. While
Christina studied, I stole away to the fiction section. Checked out the
Kerouac books, Brautigan, Bukowski, Southern, Stahl. Brought two books
back to the table. Read. Christina busily scraping her beautiful nose
against her textbooks and notes. Run with the hunt. Chryslers bleeding at sundown. A dog chased me I crashed my bike into a car Flipped over the handle bars Felt like passing out Dragon green Cheeter Slick Ventura at twilight Midnight moons Mother Jones Santa Monica Pier all the people gone I’m the last to carry out my --stuff__ Where is the plaid sky? Where are the vowels? and syllables? Where are the Mackeral heads in downtown trashbins? Magic gravel window haven in the sky? If ever the policies of light, if night’s decision to fade to night the last lamb in the razor, may dawn fly philly-like important idiot mangoes. I Love You, Christina!! (Albert Estiamba Jr. Redondo Beach, California. February 28, 2004. 1:56 A.M.) |