Rain: nigh shade drips blood-red tears into puddles of forgotten
memories
sanzo is sad...
sanzo does not know why
sanzo has much meditation to do
sanzo has much penitence to make up for some 'vow' trangressions
sanzo did not meditate on sunday 3x
sanzo got scolded by sensei at dojo today for being lax in meditation
sanzo had to write out 2 sutras to make up for it
the rain makes sanzo sad
the rain makes sanzo remember 'victor' killing himself
the rain makes sanzo cry
sanzo doesn't cry
sanzo shed a tear today, something sanzo has not done in like 5
years
sanzo does not know why....
