Between Friends Part Six Lantis walked through the halls of Accord University, thinking. He seemed to be doing that a lot recently. Eagle, smiling, filled his mind. Eagle sat in his Advanced Mechanical Engineering class, listening to his professor with only half of his attention, possibly less. It was really unneccesary for him to take the class although he generally did well in it. If he ever needed to know anything or to fix anything, he could ask Zazu for advice and help. That was what friends were for, and Geo, Zazu, and he all planned to remain friends for a long time, and to be stationed together wherever they ended up. Lantis, of course, was the completely random factor in that he was not from Autozam, and in many ways did not fit in with the neat organization of its inhabitants' lives. His disquieting way of looking at a problem and coming up with an unusual solution that was entirely feasable and often better than the ones the professors expected of their students had made Eagle take a good look at his own life. It was a good life by Autozam standards, and he had been told for as long as he could remember that he was "a bright young man with a promising future." However, once he had begun to examine that future in greater detail, Eagle had realized that he really didn't *want* to settle down and raise children, slowly growing older until one day all traces of cream were gone from his hair and it was left the stark white of an old man. The onset of his illness, several months before, had made him confirm this decision. Eagle had a fear of dying, and he was scared that that was exactly what the disease was doing, slowly killing him. The tests the doctor had run showed that there was no explainable cause for the coughing attacks. Genetically, his body was sound, and there were no traces whatsoever of the illness. Without a determined cause, even Autozam's best physicians would be unable to fathom a cure. Eagle had come to the conclusion that he wanted to live as full a life as he could for however long he did live. What he felt for Lantis was only part of it. Eagle had decided that he wanted to learn everything he could learn and do everything he could do. Over the past few months, he had felt more alive than he could ever remember being before. And if it was paid for with the constant reminder of his mortality, it was almost worth the price. It was only a few days until the first break, and the four of them had planned a trip to the deep forests, farther from the cities than any of them had ever gone before. Zazu's parents had agreed to it, as had Eagle's. Geo was a full adult, twenty summers old, and did not need to consult with anyone to go his own way, and Lantis was also twenty, and had no one on Autozam to dictate his actions in any case. Eagle sighed under his breath, his attention brought back to the seminar as the teacher listed off chapters they needed to read by the next test. Eagle entered the data into his personal screen and drifted off again, wondering what the cafeteria's synthesized specialty would be that day. He checked his chronometer. Only half an hour until the class was over and lunch began. Lantis and Zazu should both be there today, as neither had a study group during that hour.... Geo smiled to himself, sitting a few seats behind and to the right of Eagle. Eagle was daydreaming, and the odds were ten to one that he would need to borrow Geo's notes to make up for it. Geo covertly keyed a message into his screen and sent it to Eagle. /Need to borrow my notes?/ it read. /You're drifting./ It took Eagle a few minutes to actually notice the message, but when he did, he replied /Yes. Thank you, Geo! I suppose I really am drifting, aren't I?/ /You are,/ Geo wrote back. /Just don't let him notice, or he'll freak out./ /Professor Civic?/ /No! Lantis!/ Geo could practically see Eagle blush. It took a few minutes, but eventually he responded /I guess I am rather obvious, aren't I?/ /Like a space cruiser, but that's only because I know you so well. Now quit wasting energy and pay attention to the lecture./ /..../ Geo grumbled to himself as he downloaded information into his personal notes screen for the class. Zazu looked warily at his three friends before taking the first bite of his huge sandwich. Something had changed. What? Zazu pondered to himself as he munched on his meal. Eagle was looking at Lantis more obviously now, not just watching him covertly as he had been doing before. Lantis was ignoring the fact, just as he had before. Geo, interestingly enough, looked amused at both of their behaviors. Zazu took another bite and wondered some more. Eagle sighed as he looked at the notes Geo had just sent him. He was already regretting not paying attention in class. He would need to put in several extra hours at the simulator just to make up for it, not to mention the extra time he would need to do the assignments. "Problems?" Lantis asked. "My A.M.E. class," Eagle explained, looking up. "These assignments and reading sets look like they're going to take a while." "Professor Civic?" Zazu asked around a mouthful of whatever his mother had sent with him that day. Eagle nodded. "If you get stuck, I can probably help." "Thank you, Zazu," Eagle said, smiling. "I hope I can get through them on my own, though." An airplane made out of data paper sailed neatly through the air and landed in front of Eagle. He glanced around, hoping to catch sight of its sender, but was disappointed. Every student within sight was quite thoroughly involved with their meals. That meant that the note could only contain one message, if no one was willing to admit to sending it. Eagle unfolded it, already knowing what he would see. /Barbarian/ was the only thing on the page. Eagle angrily crumpled the paper before anyone else at the table could see what was written on it. It was never subtle, what the other students said about Lantis. It didn't need to be. There was quite a large faction on Autozam that felt that Lantis' mere presence contaminated their world. That he should be enrolled as a legitimate student at Accord University offended and infuriated them to no end. Only the facts that Lantis' friends were fellow Autozamians, quite willing to protect him, and his own demonstrated ability to defend himself, both with his fighting skills and his superior usage of mental energy, kept him out of their reach. Still, the harrassment never ended. Eagle suddenly wished that the four of them were able to leave Autozam far, far, behind them, and go somewhere where there were no bigots. The other night he had gone home to find, painted on the door of his parents' home, /Barbarian Lovers/, in large red letters. The crumpled paper in the middle of the table silenced all conversation between the four of them. Geo's face hardened. "Jerks," Zazu mumbled. Lantis merely looked at the paper, his face impassive. Suddenly Eagle felt sick to his stomach. "Excuse me," he murmured quietly, standing. "I don't feel well. Please continue with your meals." He took his tray and the paper, dropping the latter into a vaporizer bin on the way to returning his dishes. Lantis caught up with Eagle half-way across campus in the direction of their next class, which they shared. "You shouldn't let them bother you, you know," he said. "I know," Eagle said, sighing. "I just can't stand to think that I live on the same planet as people like that. It makes me sick." "Wherever you go, Eagle, there will be people who don't like you just because of where you come from, or what you are," Lantis consoled him. "You simply have to be better than them, and not give in. That's all you can do." "It doesn't make me feel any better," Eagle murmured. "It doesn't have to," Lantis corrected. "It's simply the way it is, and it will take a lot more than one person to change it." Eagle was silent for a long moment, then asked "What do you really think of my world, Lantis?" Lantis pondered for a second. "Autozam is highly advanced," he said slowly, trying to vocalize what he felt for this world, a difficult task, given his mixed emotions. "In some respects, it is far more magnificent than Cephiro. However, the air is harder to breathe, and blocks off the raw energy of your world; it feels 'distant' to me. The magic does not flow as strongly here, and I miss that." "I would like to visit your world someday, Lantis," Eagle said, looking at him. "Your 'magic' is the most vibrant form of mental energy I have ever seen. I would like to learn more of it, since you refuse to elaborate on it in class." "I can't elaborate on something that is instinctual and out of your range of experience and expect you to understand it, Eagle," Lantis replied, going over what they had already covered. What annoyed him was that he would be more than happy to teach Eagle what he knew, but that it was impossible. Eagle stopped suddenly, in the middle of a patch of trees. Lantis followed suit and looked at the boy curiously. "Lantis," Eagle said, his voice now serious and completely lacking in any of his usual degrees of self-deprecation, "what do you think of me?" "Eagle..." Lantis said, stalling. For various reasons, he did not want to give Eagle a comprehensive answer. So instead he gave the simplest version of the truth he knew. "I don't know." "I see," Eagle said slowly. "If I had asked you a week ago, would you have been able to give me a more complete answer?" "Yes," Lantis replied, seeing no reason not to give an honest reply. Eagle closed his eyes for a long second, then opened them again. "You have changed my life, Lantis. Even had I not felt for you what I do, my life would be different because of you. I want to thank you for that." "Eagle...." With a touch almost as strong and direct as telepathy, Eagle Vision of Autozam opened his mind to Lantis, not drowning him in the images and sensations, but rather surrounding him with them, showing him everything he felt and thought. :This is what I am, Lantis. A large part of this is due to you. Thank you for entering my life and changing it.: Lantis stood still, unsure of what to make of all this. Eagle's contact with him was the strongest of any he had felt since leaving Cephiro, possessing a vividness and sharpness that made Lantis almost able to feel the magic of his homeworld around him. This vivacity... was Eagle? Amazing....