Enrst Vogt, aka Ernest
We had climbed to a wooden seat above
the town.
"Do you believe Madeleine is dead?" he asked.
"Oh yes, Wassmer took her to Dachau . . ."
"It's not what I meant," he said. "I wondered
If you thought she was here now? She was so full
Of life. I still see her face and her eyes as she faced
Me. Her small clenched hands. I think she would join
Us, hearing us speak of her. You
Were a friend of hers, and I
Admired her in such a way that I would have liked
To have been her friend, if she had not been
My prisoner . . .
Why did she do it?" he burst out
Suddenly. "Why did she throw her beautiful
Life away? Why did she let herself be parachuted*
Where we were? I could be angry with her,
That she put herself where I had to arrest her . . . If I
Had let her escape me, she might not be dead. You knew her. Why
Did she do it?"
"To help liberate France from the Germans."
"To help liberate France from the Germans! I under-
Stand . . . Her sacrifice was for nothing. We played her radio
Back to London, and used it to lure new English and Frenchmen
Into out hands. I never told her this. They died
In Buchenwald. Do you believe
In immortality?"
He said that when he was young
He had almost been religious. But the Church said animals
Had no souls. This seemed to him unfair. He felt if they
Could have no afterlife, then we had none.
"Perhaps
They, too, survive", I said.
He drew a breath:
"It's all of us or none of us!" he said. "She was so alive
I cannot believe she is no more. Because of her,
I believe in immortality . . ."
- Jean Overton Fuller quoting, in poem form, the words of
'Ernest'--the man who arrested Noor.
*Ernest did not know Noor did not parachute into France.