(Excerpt from The Watery Girl)
PROLOGUE
Something awful filled the world. It flapped, a wet fluttering, floated
and bound to everything dark and terrible, cleaved to the fear that
created fear, burbled and warbled and laughed across dead pools of nothing;
flashes of color mixed with the fear, blurring its edges, and the air
colored brown-red, then deep red, but soon faded to rose, then lighter,
lavender, then twilight blue, a glowing beautiful blue, and it stayed
like that, the color of the sky before dark, the day’s last color.
Misting around me, a profound stillness: all life, all breath, all potential
had fled, and on the bed--the body, draped in a lady’s silvery
dress, vastly too big. The scrawny chest, no longer lifted by the in
and out of life, collapsed, as if unsure what would come next. The uninhabited
body had forgotten everything. On the dress, a silver fabric flower
bloomed low in front, decorating the child’s torso. Another flower,
a rose of blood, plumed from the drape of the skirt, spreading down
its silvery surface. Swells of bruise remade the strange terrain of
the skull. Skin shimmered with pearly death surfacing. Bruises hollowed
the cheeks, so soon sunken, eyelids blanketed in the powder that the
skelly man had pressed on them, the color of cornflowers. Underneath
that hue was a blue less fancy, a mean, dead blue-black, the absence
of vision, a putrid color brought on by looking out, or looking in,
at nothing.
Then I heard the skelly man, stomping up the stairs.
The closet, like a cave, beckoned. Deep and inviting, it would shelter.
The door was bowed and drifted open so I pressed against the wall to
hide. It was dark inside the closet cave, but the wall inexplicably
burned with light, and colors, like sunlit glass. Fluttering panic spread
in my chest, he would see, he would see...
The skelly man came in to the bedroom, dirt-covered hands, arms, and
shirtsleeves, his good shirt darkened with perspiration, and an unabashedly
foul odor snaked off him, emanating from his being. He stopped on the
other side of the bed, facing the bed, facing the closet. How could
he not see me?
He looked at the body on the bed, and made a peculiar sound, like barking,
and scratched himself. His breath slid from the pit of him, snaked over
the bedclothes, whispered across the cold silver dress, threaded through
the room, even the cracks where the wind had stopped sneaking between
the walls and windows, for the wind itself was scared of his low, serpentine
breath, a breath flicking at fear, no sound, licking the silence, then,
the world stilled to listen to the skelly man’s song, which curled
from his lips and took the shape of a peculiar dog, sad, fearsome, cruel,
wounded...
Dreamed I saw a velvet chile,
All full of green, and wild.
Her breast begat a deathly love,
All chill and empty balm.
No longer ripe, cold turned to stone.
Tore open the earth, and dug it deep,
So she’ll be near her final sleep
Alone and not alone.
The words circled, echoing the path of the snaky breath that had sullied
every surface of the bedroom, filling the space with lurching emptiness.
He moved to the bed, slung the body, so small, over his shoulder, and
carried it from the room and down the stairs. I crept across the landing
to Nana’s bedroom window and looked out at the back yard. The
skelly man carried the silver-draped body toward the apple tree, toward
the place where he’d buried Nana just yesterday. Next to her grave,
there was a new hole. He slid the silvery body into the second hole
and tossed in a handful of dirt, then a shovelful, and another, and
onward until the hole became a low mound. A dark, fresh bruise on the
earth.