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Dr. Ismail Omar Hindash
November 5, 1947 (January 18, 1948) - January 18 2006
Beloved husband, son, father, and friend

Born of Omar and Zaghluli in Palestine. The family was displaced in the 1950s and settled in Amman, Jordan.  Ismail went to college in Cairo Egypt before coming the US in 1975.  Ismail attended college at the University of Colorado, Denver, and the University of New Mexico, Albequerque.  He  completed a PhD in Aerospace Engineering from CUD in 1985.  Ismail became a proud and loving father to Alexandra in June 1986.  His employment included McDonnell Douglas in St. Louis Missouri and Chair of the Computer Programming Department in Devner, CO.  Ismail and I came together in 2000 and married in June 2001. 
 
Ismail was preceded in death by his father Omar, sister Horia, and brother Yusef.  He is survived by his mother Zaghluli, 97, brothers Abdullah, Ahmed, and Abbas and families all of Jeddah, Saudi Arabia; his daughter Alex, step-daughter Sara and all of our special foster children!
 
Ismail is greatly missed.

I sit and wonder -

 Did the sun still rise before there was you?
 Did the birds sing as sweetly in the morn?
 Did the grasses moist with morning dew
 make the bed for sweet roses born?
 
 Did the wind whisper quiet secrets of love?
 Did the air, its sweetness bring?
 Did the clouds that float so white above,
 make the soft beds where angels sing?
 
 Did the trees reach out with loving bough?
 Did the heart alone feel the blessed unity?
 Did the love that grows within us now
 make our lovers bed through infiniti?

Your loving and devoted wife, 
     MEg     05/07/2001

 
 

   February Dust

February dust settles all around
    a quiet calm lives here
the peace before the raging winds
    will sweep the dusting clear
After the rush of winter's fun
    to catch our breath, we pause
the dust can settle for a rest
    before a spring breath draws
Take a moment to know the peace
    move quietly through the day
gather strength for awakening
    to melt the dust away

        MEg  2/28/2001

The Light
I lay here in this darkened room
the candle is burning low;
shadows cast across the wall
that dance beyond the glow.
As candles flames she dances
with a rhythm that is free;
in a movement with the soul
they dance so gracefully.
Reaching towards the heavens
the candles flame grows bright;
to send s dream, a secret wish
to the magic of the night.
I lay here in this darkened room
the candles light is through;
my soul is warmed from deep within
with loving thought of you.
.
MEg 5/12/2000

                         REFLECTED
I remember, my love, the times we would share
when stars of night would bring light in darkened skies
I remember, my love, the cool morning air
when two united, entwined as one, our body lies
I remember, my love, when I would see you there
I saw the beauty of our love reflected in your eyes

I remember, my love, the days we had together
when joy filled the heart and soul as one we comprise
I remember, my love, the storms we would weather
when our minds together without words were so wise
I remember, my love, when we pledged our love forever
I saw the beauty of our life reflected in your eyes

I remember, my love, the moments we held dear
when we comforted for each, our deepest soulful cries
I remember, my love, the times we had here
when you treasured me as your pearl and greatest prize
I remember, my love, when I held you near
I saw the beauty you saw in me reflected in your eyes

MEg - 08/11/2006

Where has the time gone - it passed before I knew?
Have my eyes been blinded from this world without you?
How can it be that the year will soon be through?

Where did you go - that you are so far from me?
No matter how I search why your face I cannot see?
How can it disappear - this love we shared so free?

Where will I go - as I journey on my way?
What will I find without you in everyday?
How can it still go on with you so far away?
MEg 12/18/2006

        Awakening

Awakening my soul, her slumber once was deep
Just below my navel, in silence she would sleep
Waiting for the time, when love would impart
My soul now quivers with the dream of your heart
Your voice, so softly, it echoes within me
Your words reveal new wisdom my soul can see
Your love a great reflection of the love that I hold
Your promise of eternity, soul to soul, is told
Surging through my body, heart throbs ever-strong
Keeping perfect rhythm with love's eternal song
The waves send tingles through, to fingers and to toes
My body to be filled with what my soul now knows

          MEg  1/21/2001

Beloved
Can the devotion of our everlasting union
transcend beyond the borders of this world?
I believe our union is limitless and
will endure beyond the boundaries of this world!
Can we in spite of your physical departure
retain the perpetual synthesis of our hearts?
I believe there is no finish to our love
to the everlasting union of our hearts!
My beloved - always and forever
MEg 12/18/2006

     Whispers

In the quiet night I listen
to the secrets of the trees
I hear their quiet laughter
as they dance within the breeze
their branches reaching onward
the loving touch they share
their journey growing upwards
into the open air
their trunks so strong and wise
for with the force the bend
their roots to keep them grounded
to the earth - a friend
In the quiet night I listen
to the secrets of the trees
to be as wise and strong
as I dance in my life’s breeze

MEg
7/18/2000

To

To recall every word
you whispered in my ear
To feel every touch
as you warmly held me near
To hold every moment
of time when you were here
To keep every memory
to always love you dear

MEg - 06/29/06

      ... you ...

The melody that sings with you
to harmonize with my soul ...
The virtues that behold you
to meld with virtues I extol ...
The energy that emits from you
to mingle with my own ...
The completeness that I see in you
to match the completeness I have known ...

The tears that I bare to you
to dry those tears you shed ...
The truth that I reveal to you
to understand all that you've said ...
The laughter that I share with you
to warm a gladdened heart ...
The love that I give to you
to join, and never to part ...

MEg  1/8/2001

     Moving with the Water
    So calm the surface seems
      small ripples from the breeze
    deep are the hidden dreams
      that only my heart sees

    The waves crash to the shore
      with no where else to go
    the dreams can be no more
    this is the truth I know

    So deep the water flows
      to the soul of all that's free
    yesterday draws to a close
      and a new day welcomes me

    The river still moves on
      and carries me on its way
    new dreams come with dawn
      as I begin a brand new day

            MEg   05/21/2007

Missing you
day after day
foolishly wishing magic were true
waiting for you to reappear

Missing you
night after night
holding on to you in dreams
wanting to still hold you when I wake

Missing you
week after week
trying to live in this world
knowing your absence everywhere

Missing you
month after month
watching the seasons change
realizing you will never return

Missing you
time after time
traveling forward with faith that I will be
meeting you once more in the heavens

MEg- July 28, 2006

     BEYOND
To look beyond the sunrise
and see into the day
To hold with all its promise
of what will come my way
To have the truth permeate
through all the things I say
To know the sky is bright and blue
beyond the deepening gray

To look beyond the sunset
and see into the night
To hold with all its memories
of treasures I hold tight
To have the truth resonate
through all I know is right
To know the sky is deep & dark
beyond the scope of sight

To see what is around me
and live in what is real
To hold with all its fullness
the happiness I feel
To have the truth within me
as a joy in laughter’s peal
to know the sky is all around
new truths it will reveal

MEg 6/27/2000

She Dances ...
 
She dances with a graceful ease
each step with heavenly care
to move within the gentle breeze
that perfumes the springtime air

Her movements carry with the heart
and dance with its joyful song
to know that sorrow will depart
and with peace she does belong

She dances with the butterfly
made new with the changing sun
happiness grows - no tears to cry
in beauty life has begun

MEg
05/22/2007

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