one more more

 

I hear you squeaking on the floor

before you speak

you carry a hammer

you may have my attention all night

it is fogged outside

we used to be best friends

and had the fullest love

I do miss everything you brought to the world

and your love

I learned later I learned everything from you

now Iím stupid

I say the stupidest things to people

they grade me on being normal, on normal ground,

but except nothingís normal as it once was

and Iím left so much different

I get

the soldiers who wake up after their dreaming of war

armless

legless

formless

I feel heartless, headless