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A Message From Me To You.Fear to me is any negative emotion. Frustration.. anger.. hatred.. even a bad mood. I believe that all fear stems from being attached to a specific outcome. Fear that the 'wrong' outcome will not be what I want, or what will make me happy... and on a much deeper level, fear that Spirit is not real, and therefore, there is no plan or higher reality. No meaning to life.
I always tell my kids.. "hate means fear", and to argue, my 13
year old son says to me, "Mom, i dont fear liver.. i just hate it",
Yes, maybe so.. but why? Fear that he might puke? Fear that he wont be able
to get the taste out of his mouth, or the smell out of nostrils? He had
to finally give in.. thats what he was afraid of, lol.
Fear shows up in many ways.. but seldom as actual 'fear'.
I believe that we are taught from the earliest ages that fear is not ok.
Especially for men. Better to be mad than afraid... Dont want to be a sissy..
better to yell or laugh it off. At a very early age we learn that being
afraid is not cool, but being indifferent is, or pissed off.. especially
if one can cover with clever sarcasm. Or be the class clown..yes, I believe
that humor is used also at times to hide fear. Whatever works right?
My theory is that fear works like this : If i am afraid that i wont make
it to my appointment on time, it's easier to show anger and frustration
and yell at the people driving by me on the road.. If i fear that i may
loose my job over being late, its better to act righteously angry than afraid.
To blame someone else.. to make sure no one thinks it was my fault, because
i may fear what people will think of me.
Fear that i wont make enough money can show up as anger at my kids playing on the floor when i just need a little bit of quiet so i can relax. Fear that i will miss out on something can show up as impatience and frustration. Fear that i dont control my own destiny, that my boss or my enemy or that driver in front of me can come between me and what i think i want or need can lead to depression or rage if that fear is not expressed honestly.
Let's say that my husband refuses to pick up his wet towel and i get pissed.. is that fear? Sure.. i fear that he may ruin the quilt on the bed.. i fear that i will have to do more work than i feel i should have too.. I fear that i cant afford to buy a new quilt, whatever.
Fear that i may lose something, or someone, turns up
as jealousy and being insecure. Self doubt. Grief. The list goes on and
on...
And yes, fear can be a very powerful motivator. I can get alot done out
of fear. Fear can even save my life when it's turned to anger and makes
my blood boil or makes me run.. The fight or flight instinct. I believe
it is still emotion based in fear. And i dont feel there's anything wrong
with being afraid as long as we recognize it and face it.
As we are manifesting all the time, we are manifesting either our fears or love. In this dual world, we are magnets attracting whatever polarity we are currently emitting. If i am in fear, then i will attract more fear, if i am in a state of Love, then i attract Love. All it takes is a change in perspective to turn it around.
My theory is that things go 'wrong' when we dont admit it's fear. And for me at least.. i stopped being so afraid of everything, when i died and realized that there is a Plan.. there is a good reason for everything that happens on this planet.. and nothing can happen in my world (in my belief system), unless i have already agreed to it on a higher level, or manifested it in my life. (same thing)
That doesnt mean i never feel fear.. but at least now,
when it happens.. i recognize it and call it what it really is.. Naming
it, admitting it honestly, and facing it makes it go away.. Pretty cool.
Peace, Light11
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