======================================================== Unnumbered Episode #206: It Never Rains in Crystal Tokyo ======================================================== Jennifer Sakachi opened her eyes at 07:30. She saw a mix of blurry shapes that wouldn't resolve themselves no matter how much she blinked. This was, of course, normal. She reached over to the nightstand to grab her eyeglasses. She was naturally an early riser, and was alert from the moment she awoke. So when her hand grabbed nothing but empty air, she realized that the nightstand wasn't there. By luck her hand swung down and hit the floor, and she felt the familiar coolness of the black frames. In a practiced motion she put them on, and the scene before her became a lot clearer. It was her living room. And just as quickly as that, she remembered *why* she was in her living room. 'Kami-sama, what the hell was I thinking last night?' It had all seemed to move at a paralyzing speed, up until the moment Eileen had walked in on them. Then everything had gone to hell. She sprang up, just noticing that she was still wearing her clothes from the previous night. Almost running to the bedroom, she stopped when she found the door was partly open. 'Not like last night,' she thought. Last night she was locked out, wouldn't talk . . . but the thought of that brought tears to her eyes, and she had no time for tears at the moment. She had to know where Eileen was. "Eileen?" No answer. She looked under the covers and in the closet, but her instincts were telling her that she'd already left. "Maxfield?" "Yes, Sakachi-san?" answered the AI. "Where's Eileen?" A pause. "Sailor America is presently awaiting Her Majesty's audience in the throne room." She blinked. "Why?" "Presumably to have an audience with Her Majesty." "Bloody stupid AI . . . ." Jen went to the window and drew back the drapes. "Drat." It was raining. Crystal Tokyo wasn't a utopia, and most people of reasonable intelligence knew this. It rained, it snowed, it hailed; in short, all the normal precipitation that was typical of Japan. True, it wasn't quite like it had been in the twentieth century, but humans had been mucking about with Earth's climate for about five hundred years, and the resultant change made Crystal Tokyo a bit cooler in summer and a bit cooler in winter as well. This was a welcome change; in the twenty-first century, summers in Japan had been extremely punishing. In any case, it *did* rain in Crystal Tokyo. But this was a different kind of rain. An unscheduled rain. A rain that coincidentally matched Jen's mood at the moment. The wind was rather slight and blowing towards the window, so streaks of rain ran down the glass. She'd checked; it was about twenty- three degrees centigrade, and would probably get a bit warmer than that. Slightly atypical for summer, but still passable. "Forecast?" she asked the ceiling. She knew there was no point trying to go down to the throne room; even if Eileen was willing to talk to her, that wasn't the place to air one's dirty laundry. The word would be all over the palace in a matter of minutes. Then again, it just might be already. The Palace was a big place, but news traveled fast. It had to, when there were some people who never left the building for months on end. The AI broke in on her thoughts. "One hundred percent chance of precipitation from 08:00 to 22:30. Eight percent chance of severe thunderstorms, beginning approximately 15:00 and ending around 21:00. High temperature twenty-four degrees centigrade. Humidity one hundred percent. Dewpoint twenty-four degrees centigrade. Winds fourteen to twenty kilometers per hour, coming from the east and swinging to the southeast approximately 15:00. Insolation at eighty-two percent normal." Jen scowled; she was no meteorologist, a simple "rain all day" would have been good enough for her. She took one more look at the window and then headed for the bathroom to shower, hoping to wash away the memories of the previous night. Her strategy: ignore it, and hope Eileen returned to her senses when she came back. In the shower, Jen went over her plans for the day. Most of the changes she'd recommended for Seiza were either complete or in the process of implementation, and so her design work was basically finished. Now came the fun part: crew manifests. Since she rated more battle experience than quite a few commanders, she had quite a bit more leeway in choosing a crew than she had before. She was already determined to get her old bridge crew back, if at all possible. After all, they were supposed to have gotten a typical survey cruise, not a battle to defend Earth, and she felt that she owed them. Jen knew Sammy would be easy to pry away from the Moon, and Vanessa would love a chance to leave Earth and be back in space. Jen finished lathering her breasts and began working on her legs, her mind still racing. Kim, she knew, would be a problem; those who ran Earth Fleet Command, that cavernous command center under the Palace, said that she was absolutely indispensable. Jen knew that; that was precisely why she wanted her on Seiza. She would probably have to enlist the assistance of a few of her senshi friends. She truly hated politicking in order to get what she wanted, but she had to admit that she had no choice. She counted on a big boost, anyway, from an unexpected quarter. Rinsing her legs, she reached for the shampoo and began to rub it into her red hair, careful to get it all: thick shoulder-length hair looked great, but was a pain to maintain. She didn't expect Small Lady to be her first officer again. Her duties as Princess would doubtless override any case Jen could make for bringing Small Lady aboard, and so she had resigned herself to having to find a new XO. However, she was counting on getting the Princess's support in whatever personnel choices she made. And then there was the matter of an AI. In theory, which one she got didn't matter, and she didn't really have a choice anyway. AIs stayed with particular ships, and that was that. But she had every intention of breaking that rule; Antares had a genuine personality, and despite the fact that he was sometimes a genuine pain in the ass, she knew she could always count on him for advice in difficult situations. Just like she could always count on Eileen. Unbidden, images from the night before played over and over in her head. How she'd been on the verge of breakdown, and had found comfort with Kanomi. How Eileen had walked in on the two as they shared a kiss . . . a kiss the significance of which she was still unsure. How she'd run after the crying Eileen, who had gotten in her car and driven away much faster than Jen could go, even as Sailor Orion. How she'd gotten to their apartment . . . . She blinked, and realized that she'd been lathering her hair for longer than she could remember. 'I'm going to turn into a prune,' she thought, hurriedly rinsing out the shampoo and stepping out of the shower. Once dressed in a standard uniform jumpsuit, she grabbed some toast and tea. Munching on the toast, she punched up some of the news headlines and scrolled through them. More unrest in Africa, and once again the Southeast Asian Alliance was going to try and step in. They really had no choice; South Africa was part of the SEAA, and Pretoria was probably howling over the danger they were in. Rightfully so; if the rest of the continent ever got their act together, they would probably have little trouble rolling over South Africa. She read on a bit more. Elections were being held in the Chinese Confederation. The incumbent Mao Tsing Liu was expected to win in a landslide. Emington, a small town in what was once the Yukon had been awarded the 3036 Olympic Winter Games. The European Union had made public its plans to begin a colony on one of the moons of Saturn, quite possibly Titan. Crystal Tokyo had made no claims to the moon, but it was generally accepted that they had free rein of the solar system. But it seemed that Alistair Cabot, the prime minister of the EU, had other ideas. And in an apartment in the Crystal Palace, a young woman had terribly upset her closest friend for a reason she didn't even know herself. What a world. *** If you took the throne room of the czar's old palace in Moscow, and the throne that was at Britain's House of Lords, and the old palace at Versailles, and put them all together, you'd have something that bore a striking resemblance to the throne room of Neo-Queen Serenity, provided you only considered the placing of the throne itself. Everything else was different. The ceiling wasn't terribly high, but filigreed with gold, and where there wasn't gold there was crystal glowing with a strange, warm, comforting light that reflected off all the other crystal in the room. The overall effect was that there were no shadows in the throne room, a feat that lighting experts born before 2197 would have found very hard to duplicate without blinding everyone. The room was a crystal floor, covered by a polymer that prevented slipping and felt like carpet to the touch. It was perhaps twenty meters long, and just as wide, with the throne occupying the front and center position. Although the area immediately surrounding it wasn't marked off in any special way, those who were gathered knew the protocols, and gave the throne a five meter berth. After that, there were rows of people, arranged according to the order in which they would speak with Serenity. Although the walls appeared solid crystal, they knew that behind them were the galleries, filled with tourists or citizens eager to see the government at work. Against the front wall stood the senshi. Today there were about half a dozen of them, which was normal. Against the rather drab crystal wall, their fuku were a welcome splash of color. Sailor Saturn was next to the throne, holding the Glaive in a slightly defensive manner but otherwise showing no emotion. The rest of the senshi stood at more or less attention, though they were free to chat amongst themselves. Sailor America was in no mood to talk. She absently fingered the white and blue hem of her red skirt, with just one thing on her mind. "Nervous?" America turned around to face Sailor Deneb. Deneb was one of the shortest senshi; she was a bit shorter than Sailor Moon had been when she first came on the scene. She looked like a pixy, an image reinforced by her cheerful yellow skirt, pink bows, and impish face framed by short black hair. America had rarely run into her, but on those occasions she did, she never regretted it; Deneb had a wonderful sense of humor. Deneb also happened to be one of the two senshi who had been born and raised in Wales. As such, she, along with Sailor Procyon, Sailor America, and three others, were the only senshi who had *not* been born in Japan. They formed a sort of sorority . . . except that they didn't. The six gaijin senshi, as they were occasionally called, but never in public, generally stayed apart, as if to avoid any possible suspicions that they were somehow plotting against Serenity. For those two to be standing next to each other ordinarily would have made America start wondering about it. But, as previously noted, she had other things on her mind. "Um . . . no, why do you say that?" asked America. "Well, you're wringing your fuku like it's a dishrag! Anything I can help you with?" Forty years in Japan had taken away some of her Welsh accent, but not all. "I've got a lot to think about right now," replied America shortly. "Yes," said Deneb. "Your first audience?" "No, I've been here a few times, actually. Usually I don't have a petition to put forth, though." Deneb's eyes widened. "You've got a petition?" "Yeah. Well, it's more a proposal . . . ." She took a handlink out of her pocketspace and began punching buttons, grateful for something to take her mind off of Jennifer. "You see-" She never finished. At the rear of the chamber, the heavy gold-and-crystal double doors flew open. It was no coincidence that the path they swung was also clear of people; crowd control personnel had taken care of that. Sailor Mars then went forward ten strides and stopped. "All hail her grace, Her Serene Highness, Serenity, the Second of her Name, born unto this Earth as Tsukino Usagi, the First of that Name, Princess of the Moon Kingdom of the Silver Millennium, Eternal Sailor Senshi of the Moon, Defender of Love and Justice, and Neo-Queen of the City of Crystal Tokyo of the Crystal Millennium!" All eyes turned towards the door. Mars stood stock still, seemingly ignorant of what was going on behind her. As for what was going on behind her, it was simply the execution of protocol that had been in place for hundreds of years. Neo-Queen Serenity walked in. She wore the same simple white dress she had worn for centuries. She looked as calm and serene as ever. Not cold, not by any definition of the word. She had a warm smile for all, took the time to look children in the audience straight in the eye, making them feel that she had gone to all this trouble, all this pomp and circumstance, just to say hi to that child alone. Behind her was Sailor Venus, who constantly looked right and left. There hadn't been an assassination attempt inside the throne room in three hundred forty years, but the planet senshi would never let down their guard. When Serenity came within two meters of Mars, the senshi of fire started walking again. The three formed a sort of mini-procession as they walked the distance to the throne. As they passed, the members of the audience bowed or curtsied according to their gender, not rising until Serenity had passed. A rule change made in the late 2400s gave a blanket procedure for everyone; before that, every millimeter a person bowed and every microsecond of how long they stayed down was carefully prescribed according to seniority and social standing. Once at the throne, Mars made a sharp turn to the right, making way for Serenity, who climbed up the three steps and turned to face the audience. Sailor Venus kept walking until just before the throne, where she sharply turned left and took up a position mirroring Mars's on the side of the throne. Serenity emitted a small sigh that was only noticed by the two planet senshi at her side, and sat. Everyone else in the room immediately relaxed to varying degrees. "What do we have today?" asked Serenity. A flunky stepped up to the queen and bowed. "The usual, Your Majesty. Several petitions for acquittal, a zoning dispute, a couple dozen budget requests, a personal interview, and the usual host of grievances." "I see." It was typical fare; she only held audiences once a week, and left most of the day-to-day operations of the Palace to the appropriate departments. But this was her one day in the week that she herself ran the country, the navy, and all the worlds that owed allegiance to her. "Well, let us begin." The flunky turned to another flunky, who dashed out of the room. In this, the most technologically advanced city in the world, messages left the room by messenger. He returned a moment later and handed a slip of paper to the first one, who read: "Petition number 434-8999-B. A request for a zoning variance, by one Atsuko Mitsuragi." An average-looking woman stepped out from the crowd and curtsied. "Your Majesty?" "You are Atsuko Mitsuragi?" "Yes, Serenity-sama." Serenity made a nearly imperceptible grimace. "And I see," she said, looking at the paper, "that you would like to build an . . . internal combustion engine, is it?" "Yes, Serenity-sama." "Could you please explain?" "Well, Your Majesty, an internal combustion engine is a relic. It hasn't been used to any great degree since the late twenty-second century, and-" "I am familiar with such engines, believe me." Sailors Mars and Venus shared a smirk. "Now, why do you need such a thing?" Atsuko colored. "Well, it's sort of for my interest . . . I sort of like antique automobiles." A couple of people in the crowd who knew their history murmured at this. Most of them remained silent, because they weren't exactly sure what an ICE was supposed to be or what it was supposed to do. "Automobiles? An interesting occupation, to be sure. What brought on this interest?" Atsuko began to relate her story of how she'd gotten into the field, gradually growing more and more relaxed. That, reflected America, was Serenity's strength, in being able to put conversants totally at ease, to make them feel that they, and not anyone else, totally occupied her time. As it went on, Atsuko began to forget her "Your Majesty's" and "Serenity-sama's," which was of course exactly what Serenity was aiming for: to speak to her as a human, and not as the most powerful woman on Earth. After they had passed a bit more than half an hour in this pursuit, Serenity gave Atsuko permission, with a few sidebars about how Sailor Uranus had liked cars in the olden days and how she might want to look her up. That taken care of, it was time for the next matter of business. The clerk read the order. "Petition number 434-9000-A. A request for disbursement of funds from the Treasury and immediate application of same for the commencement of construction of a visitor's center and gift shop on the ground floor of the Crystal Palace." America left the line of senshi and bowed before the Queen, briefly congratulating the clerk on getting out the rather unwieldy title of the proposal that had been foisted upon it by the bean counters. "Your Majesty?" "Yes, Sailor America?" "Your Majesty, I have before you a proposal that I, along with my department, and that of the treasury, have been working on for some time." The words seemed hollow in her mouth; she'd been fired up for this project a mere week ago. That was, of course, before she had walked in on Jen and Kanomi. "As you know, we currently have a visitor's center on the ground floor of the Palace. However, it has come to my attention, and the attention of others, that this center is woefully lacking. At the moment, it only serves to rent datapads out to visitors, which are nothing but rather superfluous maps of the ground floor, pointing out items anyone should be able to find by simply opening their eyes." She forced herself to relax, and with a bit of work even managed to fake the brilliant Sailor America smile that made her such a hit in Japan and back in North America. "This certainly doesn't help our image. As you know, we place a great deal of emphasis on tourism revenue, and of course the treasury places a *very* great deal of emphasis on it." This was quite true; Crystal Tokyo currency didn't exist as much as a means of transferring goods in Japan as it did to provide something to trade with other countries. The details required a doctorate in economics tounderstand, but it boiled down to this: Japan, as always, depended on other nations for imports. It couldn't grow enough food on its own, and shipping it in from its colony worlds was still too expensive. And there was of course what was probably the most important reason for the Crystal Tokyo yen: by changing its exchange rate at will, it gave the Crystal Palace the power to bring any confederation to its economic knees. "Therefore, I have before you a proposal for the expansion of the visitor's center. The numbers and expenditures are all well-explained in the paper." She gulped, hoping her false confidence would pay off. "Do you have any questions, Your Majesty?" A couple minutes passed in silence as Serenity eyed the proposal. This wasn't the first she had heard of it, but in such a formal setting she had to keep up with appearances. And to be truthful, it was a rather complex proposal. There were all sorts of security and crowd-control issues to be dealt with. The departments had made studies of those problems, however. "Well," said Serenity at length, "if there are no other considerations of the issue that anyone feels needs to be brought up-" "Actually, Your Majesty, I believe I have a couple of questions that I would like to ask Sailor America." "Sailor Mars?" The queen raised her left eyebrow imperceptibly. "You have a question?" "Yes." She bowed deferentially. "With your leave." "Of course." "Thank you." Mars stepped down from her position at Serenity's side and walked up to America, stopping three meters away. "Sailor America." "Yes?" "Just how many tourists enter Crystal Tokyo each year? A liberal estimate, if you please?" "Er . . . between one and two million, if I remember the figures correctly." "And do you happen to have the breakdowns of just who comes from which confederations?" 'What the hell is she driving at?' she thought. "Um, no I don't, Sailor Mars." Mars nodded to herself. "I do. About three percent come from the Southeast Asian Alliance. Another eight percent come from Russia. Twenty percent from China; rather high, but understandable. Just one point five percent from the European Union, and around three percent from Africa, mostly at our expense. And another four percent from the Arab Union. "The remaining sixty point five percent come from the North American Confederation." America took care not to flinch. "Yes, Sailor Mars?" Mars turned to the throne. "Your Majesty will remember that just this last summer, the North American Confederation's diplomatic attempts to enter a union with the United States of South America failed. That fall, the NAC began a full-scale assault on the Panamanian land bridge, and even as we speak, American forces are conducting mop-up operations in Patagonia. "Your Majesty, I feel that at this time when the NAC is openly carrying out a policy of expand and conquer, and when it clearly poses a threat to the peace of the planet, the idea of actually inviting *more* Americans to our shores is just short of complete folly." Sailor America had every right to be upset. Mars had just insinuated that America, her former home, her birthplace, was so dangerous that its people shouldn't be allowed in Crystal Tokyo. There was no mistaking the personal slant Mars had put on the situation; she knew just as well as anyone from where Sailor America had come. Therefore, it was rather surprising when Sailor America did nothing. Mars looked at her junior for a moment. No anger, no resentment. Nothing. "I see," said America, more to herself than to Serenity. "Your Majesty," she added without raising her voice, "in light of Sailor Mars's security concerns, I respectfully withdraw my request." There were a few gasps, the loudest coming from the few people in the chamber who had helped in making the proposal. Over a year's worth of work, all to be given up without a fight? Near the edge of the room, an aide scurried for a phone, hoping to contact Artemis and get him to help, but it was too late. "Are you sure of this?" Serenity asked. Sailor Mars stepped back, slightly chastened. She'd meant to point out a simple flaw in the plan, nothing more. Heck, she didn't think it would be a half-bad idea, as long as strict limitations on who got in were made. "Quite sure," came the murmur. "Very well," and Serenity couldn't keep the disappointment out of her voice as she spoke, "you may go." "Your Majesty." She bowed, pivoted on her left heel, and walked out, ignoring the rising tone of conversation in the room. She worked in PR and knew just what an effect this would have. Perhaps the most brash and most outspoken of the junior senshi, giving up without a fight. This would not help her toy sales, to say the least. Toys were the last thing on her mind, however, as the heavy doors swung open and she stepped outside the throne room. *** Several dozen floors below, Jen Sakachi popped open her dark green umbrella and walked out from under the protection of the awning. She was in her shipboard uniform jumpsuit; her flamboyant sailor fuku was more than a little out of place, and certainly not in keeping with her mood. Besides, there really wasn't anything in the rules about having to wear her fuku when she was away from the palace. For a few minutes she was alone with nature, strolling through the few acres of park land that surrounded the Palace. It was truly beautiful in springtime when the cherry blossoms bloomed. In fall it was equally spectacular, with all the different colors that the leaves took on. Now, in summer, the lush, full leaves of the trees provided a verdant canopy which was occasionally broken by a small clearing of grass. At any other time she would have enjoyed the beauty, even if rain streamed down her umbrella and dripped from the leaves. But this wasn't any other time. A few more minutes' walking got her to a fence and a set of gates. She nodded to a security guard and went past; they recognized her as a senshi, and people leaving the Palace grounds weren't watched too closely anyway. Those entering were an entirely different matter. A few more minutes and she was on one of the major thoroughfares of Crystal Tokyo. The road was four lanes here, but the interesting things were on the sides. Some of the most finest and most expensive shops in the world were in the next kilometer or so of street. But there weren't many people walking along the sidewalks. Most people were at work, or decided to stay home rather than brave the rain. 'More's the pity,' thought Jen darkly. Misery loves company. She stopped at one store window. It was a toy store, and on display were quite a few Sailor America dolls. They were still trying to sell them in Japan, but the real buyers were in North America. The children, and not a few adults, couldn't get enough of her. Eileen had told Jen that there were very tentative plans for her to accompany Serenity on a goodwill trip to America, although such a trip was several years down the road. She lost track of how long she stared at the dolls, and was interrupted from her reverie by a tap on her shoulder. Not turning around, she spoke. "Yes?" "She's beautiful, isn't she?" "Actually, she looks a hell of a lot better than-" She turned around, and froze when she saw her visitor. "Hi, Jen-chan." "Kanomi-chan . . . ." The blonde smiled under her umbrella. "How are you?" Jen turned away and continued to regard the dolls. "I don't think you need to ask that question." A silence, broken only by the occasional whoosh of a car driving by on the wet pavement, and the patter of raindrops. "Look, about last night-" "There's nothing to talk about," said Jen coldly. "What's done is done." Kanomi blinked, and the smile faded a bit from her face. "Then it's true." "What's true?" "You and Pearcy-san . . . you're no longer together?" "WHERE DID YOU . . . where did you hear something like that?" she finished, hoping it didn't come off as lame as she thought. 'That's pretty lame,' thought Kanomi. "It was just a rumor." "From who? I need names!" she cried, adding a bit of an edge in her voice. "I don't know. I read it on one of the gossip nets." Jen counted to ten in Japanese, then English, then Mandarin Chinese, then French, then the Welsh she was still learning. "So everyone thinks we're at each other's throats?" "No. But we all know something's wrong." "And what might that be?" "Jen-chan, don't make me say it." Jen began to walk away. Fast. Kanomi had to work a bit to keep up. After two blocks, Jen finally stopped at the entrance to another one of the ubiquitous parks. "Jen-chan, there's no point in trying to run away from me, so-" "And just what the hell do you know? Why are you even talking to me? Haven't you ruined my life enough?" "Jen-chan, listen to me. I've made some mistakes, but I certainly haven't 'ruined your life.'" She opened her mouth as if to add something, and then thought better of it. She began again. "Listen, that kiss . . . it was just a kiss." "Oh, really? And I suppose you just go around kissing every girl you meet?" "You're making this harder, Jen!" "And I think I have a right to!" From far away, a rumble of thunder came. The AI would seem to be dead on. Kanomi sighed. "I can see you're not being very rational today. I'm sorry." She began to walk away and then stopped five meters away, ready to cross the street. The few people on the sidewalks began to disappear into shops and restaurants and cars, seeking shelter from the storm that seemed to be building. "If you want to talk about anything, you know where to reach me. The Embassy, remember that. Bye." She turned her back to Jen, looked both ways, and hurried across the street. Jen simply stood, letting her hair get blown about by the winds blowing from the southwest. A few strands extended beyond the confines of the umbrella, and when they came back down, they were damp. *** Sailor America looked wearily at her secretary. "You have a visitor. Lord Artemis." "I told you not to use that name," came the complaint from the floor. "Oh, my apologies, My Lord." The secretary bowed and withdrew. A white cat sauntered into the room and leapt up on America's desk. He got right to the point. "Sailor America, just what the hell was with that performance this morning?" "What?" "I know exactly what happened, America. If I'd gotten there just a few seconds earlier . . . but why? You just folded up there! I mean, Sailor Mars had a point, but it wasn't irrefutable! You've been working just as hard on this as everyone else, and you just dropped the ball!" "I know. Sorry." She looked down at her folded arms. "Is it you and Orion?" America drew taut at that. "You know?" "Kami preserve us. Of course I know, the whole Palace knows! What kind of press secretary are you if you don't even keep up with the current rumors?" "I've been a bit distracted lately," she murmured, not looking up. "So I've noticed." America sighed lifelessly and stood, walking to her window and looking outside. The western sky was growing darker and darker, with frequent flashes of lightning. Even in the city itself the rain was falling more heavily, and lightning was more frequent. "Squall line," said Artemis softly. America turned around in surprise. "I'm a bit of a weather buff. The AIs say this'll be a pretty big storm. Haven't had one like this since . . . oh, the late 2700s, I suppose." "And this is all my fault? I guess this is all a large-scale version of what's going on with Jen and me? Well listen up, *my lord*. I'm perfectly capable of handling my personal business just like that: personally! I don't need you, or anyone else, coming around and acting as my moral compass, because I think I can do a just fine job of that myself, you hear me?" She screamed the last bit at the cat, but didn't realize it until she heard the echoes of her shouts reverberating from the walls. She stood for a moment, her chest heaving, face flushed, fists clenched at her sides. Artemis simply sat on her desk and looked at the senshi. "I was simply commenting on the weather. As you say, it's personal." He hopped down from the desk and began to pad over to the door. At the threshold, he paused. "Just trying to offer some advice. You're a lucky person. Once upon a time, I had a very strong love. I threw it away. I got it back. Not everyone gets a second chance, though, and you're certainly not helping your odds by sitting up here and moping about. "Good day." The cat walked out. America stood by the window for a moment, her form outlined against the now-black clouds by the more and more frequent lightning. "Hansu? Could you close the door, please?" *** Jen squished down the hallway, her shoes leaving wet footprints on the carpet. She imagined that in their centuries of use they had seen worse than rainwater, though. Why, during the Black Moon war alone the place had probably seen hell. She came to the correct door and paused. Was Eileen already there? If so, what to do? She opened the door. Most of the lights were off; she could only see by the faint glow that came from under the bedroom door. "Lights, please." The room lights came up to normal, and she gratefully plopped her umbrella on the floor. Taking off her boots and soaking-wet socks, she pondered what to do. Take a shower, or make it up to Eileen? She made her decision. Stripping off her fleet uniform top to leave the regulation white turtleneck, she strode down the hall to the door. No locked door would stop her; she'd break it down if she had to. And dammit, Eileen *would* listen to her. "Eileen? It's me, Jen. We need to talk." Silence. "Eileen, we can't go on like this, you know. Now let me in, please." Silence. "Eileen, I will stand out here all night, I will break down the door if necessary, but I will *not* spend another night alone. Now let's talk, PLEASE!" Silence. "This isn't like you, Eileen. You mean too much to me for me to just give up, and I know you feel the same way. Now, if . . . if the love we have means anything, open the door, and we'll get things settled." Silence. "Eileen . . . fine I guess I'll have to start things off. I ran into Kanomi this afterno-" The door flew open. "You were with Kanomi?" Jen opened her mouth in shock. "Kami-sama, Eileen . . . what happened? You're a mess!" It looked like she'd been to hell and back in the coach compartment. "You. Were. With. Kanomi." Jen realized her error. "No, you see, you didn't let me finish my-" "Get out." Eileen was crying, but her mouth was a thin line. "Eileen, I-" "Get out. Please." Jen took a step forward, eyes shining. "Don't come any closer. Just leave." Jen didn't move. "Leave. I . . . I don't want to see you anymore." It came out as a whisper. To Jen, it was the most excruciating pain she had ever felt. Forget a dagger in the heart, this felt far worse. All her battles against evil had never hurt like this. "Eileen . . . ." "Get out. Get out get out GET OUT GET OUT! OUT! OUT!" She was screaming at the top of her lungs, and felt sure that the entire Palace could hear her, even though someone at the back of her mind was telling her that the room was fully soundproofed. The same voice that was telling her that she was making the biggest mistake of her life. The same voice she was ignoring. Jen simply stood, weathering the storm. Then, at length, she spoke. "I'm sorry, Eileen." With that, she turned and walked out, ignoring her umbrella. She walked out of the door, carefully closing it behind her, and for just a second Eileen could hear her footsteps dwindling. Then she cried. *** "Good evening, miss. Where can I take you?" "The American embassy. Hurry." "Certainly."