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To understand profoundly through intuition or empathy.

This weblog is my online journal. You'll find my opinions on a variety of topics as well as links to other things on the web that I find interesting. When the spirit moves me, I may also include longer essays. Of note is that I will not necescarily spell correctly, use coreckt grammer or politikally korect points of view... this is an attempt at just leting flow ideas into an areana that mostly people I care about only know... Now, if I see my stuff being quoted elsewere.. then I will go GULP and perhaps put up a better disclaimer. My goal is to be genuine, sanguine, and a little obtuse at times.

The listings below are the archives, my web log is set to show 5 entries and then the rest go into archive by month. Enjoy, remember the only thing real in life is that we are born, we breath, we die. The rest is just a dream, don't take it all too seriously, making mistakes is like reprograming your EPROM chips (stays with you even after a reboot), learning by book is like loading knowledge into RAM... (easily forgotten. needs to be reloaded every time you reboot) ... um, he he, yeah, Carpe Diem................................................ yeah and some photo albums

2006.01.01 | 2005.05.01 | 2005.04.01 | 2005.03.01 | 2005.02.01 | 2005.01.01 | 2004.12.01 | 2004.11.01 | 2004.10.01 | 2004.09.01 | 2004.08.01 | 2004.07.01 | 2004.06.01 | 2004.05.01 | 2004.04.01 | 2004.03.01

Friday, December 31, 2004

starting a rambling blog
 
starting ramblin there.. why? uh? butIdon'tknow?
1:26 pm mst

Saturday, December 25, 2004

see what i mean?
this paragraph....
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[29] The Solution of Knowledge/Enlightenment. This duality between the matrix and the reality beyond it sets up the ultimate goal of the rebels, which is to free all minds from the matrix and allow humans to live out their lives in the real world beyond. In making this point, the film-makers draw on both Theravada and Mahayana Buddhist ideas. Alluding to the Theravada ideal of the arhat, the film suggests that enlightenment is achieved through individual effort. As his initial guide, Morpheus makes it clear that Neo cannot depend upon him for enlightenment. Morpheus explains, "no one can be told what the matrix is. You have to see it for yourself." Morpheus tells Neo he must make the final shift in perception entirely on his own. He says: "I’m trying to free your mind, Neo. But I can only show you the door. You’re the one that has to walk through it." For Theravada Buddhists, "man’s emancipation depends on his own realization of the Truth, and not on the benevolent grace of a god or any external power as a reward for his obedient good behavior." The Dhammapada urges the one seeking enlightenment to "Free thyself from the past, free thyself from the future, free thyself from the present. Crossing to the farther shore of existence, with mind released everywhere, no more shalt thou come to birth and decay." As Morpheus says to Neo, "There’s a difference between knowing the path and walking the path." And as the Buddha taught his followers, "You yourselves should make the effort; the Awakened Ones are only teachers." As one already on the path to enlightenment, Morpheus is only a guide; ultimately Neo must recognize the truth for himself.
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speaks to me...He says: "I’m trying to free your mind, Neo. But I can only show you the door. You’re the one that has to walk through it." For Theravada Buddhists, "man’s emancipation depends on his own realization of the Truth, and not on the benevolent grace of a god or any external power as a reward for his obedient good behavior." ...
 
knock knock
 
1:52 pm mst

what day is it and ahh, time what time is it?
i followed the white rabbit last night. i drank all the red ... one bottle of the worst ... gallo makes crap wine really, the shit is too young and acidic... so i looked at that red and thought, blimey it will only get worse... so i drank it all through the trinity of the matrix, matrix reloaded and matrix revolutions..... by the time i spun down... took a long shower/bath soak thinkging about the concept of you can do anything unplug can you handle it go for it dreams reality lack of passion in the present numb zone of today and the daze......
 
I was online while watching and found some good philisophical postings related to the matrix and can not find the same ones today as i type... but here are some interesting links
 
http://www.onwardoverland.com/matrix/philosophy.html especially this section http://www.onwardoverland.com/matrix/philosophy.html#wakeup in which the issue is to wake up. to know thyself to break free of the shackles of the material...
 
seems the players in the movie that caused change to the expected, had love ... LOVE. the oracle loved candy, the Frenchman (Merovingian) has escalated his love from his wife Persophenes (bellucci (yum))to the french passion for food wine and the orgasmic effect of chocolate on blonds (:^p) all these debauchery or attatchments skew the predicable... LOVE ... what is it? ... ahhh
 
man ... the more i dig into that movie the deeper i go down the rabbit hole.
 
 
 
1:19 pm mst

Thursday, December 23, 2004

found pictures of me! on some guys blog
the picuters are here:
 
 
i was looking for my old nieghbor to see if i can locate an email for him and found pics of his send off party ... and hey there is a guy that looks like me in the pics too! ... wait.. tis me! gosh.
10:23 pm mst

Sunday, December 12, 2004

ack, underselling oneself
ok like as in aw man as in sacre blur as in i just sold short in the aim target goal of paying janruary mortgage.
 
i quoted a programming job, and what i thought was low to get the work, the guy said, that is a lot higher then we normally pay... shit. i have a payment due in jan i need to account for and damn it just need to agree to list and do it so i can get a check in time to turn to mortgage.
 
i told him such...
 
my quote included time to methodically review logic of each request, make fix, QC  loop with sample data, document, deliver.
 
doing it cheaper i told him, you know, i can just do some code to the problem and hope it works and hand it off, he aggreed that is likely what his other guys do. well... it sure can make for a hodgepodge of code and style and approach....
 
i am sitting here on the couch surrounded by dog (who is very happy with rice chicken chew bone gunk all over her face and paws like a 1 yr old baby)newspaper books and empty coffee mug and scratching my chin... ok, i can not just hack this, i would like to establish good practice before i slide down this slippery slope and get hodgepodged on versions and fixes and what i did, and if i shotgun it i can not quote later... X HOURS accomplished ... wait i just CRANKED some noise on 93.3 ... can not even tell what they are saying ... just loud beets and screams .... aighaaaaiiiiiaaaaaaacccckkcaaaaaaoouoghh   thump thump thumpa thumpa thump thump RUMP thump
 
8^p
 
.... better get to it...... http://www.area93.com/main.html
Now Playing: Take Me Out - Franz Ferdinand
 
12:34 pm mst

Friday, December 3, 2004

wired's furthermore archive has some odd bits....
Talk!
The next time you watch a war movie where a monocle-wearing Nazi says "Ve haff vays of making you talk," realize that his tactics are now endorsed by the U.S. government, which is in court defending the use of evidence gained by torture. Although statements obtained by torture have been inadmissible in American courts for 70 years, the government and the military are arguing that information obtained from foreign enemy combatants subjected to the so-called third degree should be allowed. Military panels reviewing the detention of 550 prisoners at Guantanamo, Cuba, have been accepting evidence gotten by torture to justify holding the men without due process.
-- Tony Long
Furthermore Archive » http://www.wired.com/news/furthermore
 
does this make your blood boil? It does mine, imagine if Bush's kids were in a camp, caught and held as combatants... how fast this rule would change? The whole comandment 'do unto others' idea misses these right wing conservative goats? when did people in power stop reading Machiavelli  (the prince) and Zen and the Art of War and classic texts on ethics?
 
Blimey... I see a need to draw a cartoon of bush in college sitting at a desk, in an ethics class, the next frame we see he is looking at girl nudes in playboy like magazine instead of listening to class or doing the work....
 
where is the deal of world government global issues need for a federated
1:56 pm mst

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