Patience
(A TEACHING I GAVE TO ONE OF MY STUDENTS TO READ AT THE CHURCH SHE BELONGED TO – 2001)
Patience is the only tool one needs.
It is a fruit of the spirit, (Galatians 5:22). Everything that is wrong with this world is here because of lack of patience.
Patience being a fruit of the Spirit, feeds the Spiritual, Godly momentums. The opposite of patience is frustration. Frustration
is the fruit of the ego and of the flesh. Frustration leads to irrationality, anger, fear and its many facets. Patience leads
one to fortitude, forbearance, Love and Love’s many facets.
“I want my new toy and I want
my new toy now, because life will be better when my new toy arrives.” This is an egoic lie straight from the pits of
hell! What would each and every one of you do if all the fast food restaurants
shut down?
If the DIVINE ONE opened a “Slow
Food Restaurant”, which one of us would sit there long enough to partake of God’s food?
If patience is a virtue then lack of
patience is a shame. People get aggravated in grocery lines. People get aggravated in gas lines. We don’t like to pull
up to a place and wait five minutes.
Each one of us needs to carry a pocket
New Testament and each time we have to wait in line we must pop it open and read it! Every time we are in line!
Without patience one cannot find the
stillness or silence, which is necessary to hear, see and feel the DIVINE ONE. Without patience, the mountain climber makes
mistakes, which can ultimately lead to failure when approaching the mountain of Spirituality and Growth. A mountain climber’s
best tool is patience, for without it, frustration, then despair set in, he missteps, falls, and the climb is anything but
easy. It is full of difficulty, torture, pain and worldly suffering.
With patience, you move slowly enough
through life so that the DIVINE ONE is working through you and with you for your individual growth and pathway to HEAVEN.
The minute you let frustration set in, you create a wall of fear based energies that continuously placate your self with the
fruits of the flesh and feed your self with frustrative fear, thus increasing the ego and fear-based walls around you. All
the while the DIVINE ONE waits patiently for you to tear this wall down.
Can God work with somebody who
is full of frustration, which is feeding the fruits of the flesh? No! God will however, allow that person to learn the hard
way. Only after God tears that person down and builds them anew, is God able to work with that person. If that’s the
path you choose, and you choose to make God tear you down (which is the hard way) it will be more painful than the easier
path of allowing God and asking God to build you anew. For willingness to work with God is ease and patience, and unwillingness
to work with God is fear and frustration. The choice is yours because choice is truly the only thing we own.
We patiently grow to the point when
we have enough dominionship to invoke our God given choice of Love and it’s many facets…or fear and it’s
many facets. Without patience Moses never would have received the Ten Commandments. Without patience, the people below fell
into a spirit of rebellion and got busted by God’s messenger. Thus they were made to wander for a generation until all
were wiped out who witnessed the blasphemous outcome of non-patience (except for Moses and his core group: Joshua, Aaron,
their wives and a few others.)
Without patience we succumb to the world
and worldliness. With patience we succumb to God and Godliness. How do we increase our patience? By putting forth a strong
concerted effort to see the light at the end of this worldly existence. Invoking within us, which is our birthright and choice,
obedience to God’s laws. Lack of patience is lack of obedience to God. Lack of Love is lack of obedience to God. Lack
of anyone of the fruits of the spirit is lack of obedience to God, for God is made up of all these things and we are made
in His Image. Therefore, all these things are available to us by a concerted effort to do right, to do good, to do God and
to make right choices. The next time you are placed in frustrating situation, choose to invoke the Divine Pick-Axe of patience
and chip away at the ice of fear that turns the heart cold.
Without patience you cannot put the
thread through the eye of a needle, and all people could get angry attempting to put the thread through the needle. Remember
what Isa / Jesus said “It is easier to get a camel through the eye of a needle than to get a rich man into the Kingdom
of Heaven.” The rich man fears, he clings onto the world. The rich man is frustrated when things don’t go his
way. The rich man is frustrated when one of his many cars brakes down. The rich man is frustrated when the stock market roller
coasters. The rich man is frustrated when whatever he wants is not available to him right now. Not all but a majority of the
rich are possessed by their possessions, thus forgetting that the DIVINE is the owner of all things and gives us stewardship
of what HE owns.
So, how can a rich man be Godly? It is up to the rich man
to maintain patience. It is up to the rich man to use his money properly and to maintain proper stewardship of his money.
A man who has not completed his first works and becomes rich is different than a man who has completed his first works and
becomes rich. Once more the differences are, the person who hasn’t completed their first works ends up possessed by
possessions. They would not recognize the Lord if He knocked on their door and said “Leave everything and come with
me.” Jesus said (see Mathew 10:34-38) “And he that not taketh his cross and follow after me, is not worthy of
me.” The only way you can follow a Divine embodiment of patience is with patience. How can you follow God who is all
things, including patience, if you do not have patience? Patience begets patience, only if you make the choice, to be the
only begotten sons and daughters of God that you are, will patience then manifest.
Lack of patience is lack of discernment. Without discernment
spiritual growth is like trudging through the swamps of life. So, patience ultimately leads one to discernment, therefore
one is able to recognize God’s will over their will. Thus they are able to live Jesus’ most powerful edict,
“Not my will but thine be done.” Since God’s Will is the fruit of the Spirit, then the start of patience
and discernment is living the fruits of the spirit. For how can you be a follower if you are not a practitioner?
REMEMBER, choice is the DIVINE GIFT GOD has given you. Place your hands
on your heart and say with me now: I am choosing patience. I am choosing Love. I am choosing to pick up my individualized cross of worldly burdens, that
with patience, will strengthen me. So in the end I will be found Holy, Worthy, Perfected, and Acceptable in the eyes of the
Lord. Amen.