Life...

Let's see.. Things are just crazy these days. I feel rather disconnected. My whole house is in boxes since we're preparing to move. Escrow closes on the 10th. Moving company comes on the 15th. I am really feeling very out of sorts. I knew that when things were messy and unorganized at home.. or any space I consider to be mine, I felt internally messy and unorganized as well, but this is getting ridiculous. I can't relax. It's chaotic. I'm going to be very glad when all this is over. The good thing about all this is it's forcing me to go through stacks of papers I have under my desk and organizing and throwing out what I don't need. I think I've been procrastinating on that for 3 years. heh

Now time for some whining. I really hate people who seem to suck the life out of you. I'm really tired of being around people who are way too damn needy. Needy emotionally, need help doing stuff.. GAH... And no matter how I try and get away from these needy people they seem to find me and LATCH on to me. Not to say, that I don't like being there for friends who need some help or someone to talk to. .. but you know those people... who can't seem to do anything for themselves... >.< It's making me even more bitchy than normal. I really don't like being mean to people, but for GAWD sakes.. Don't stop talking to me then lie to me about the most important things going on in your life because you're afraid i'm going to criticize you. You don't answer to me. I'm not your mommy. Then call me and tell me not to be mad because you want me to like you and be there for you.. thinking that "I'm sorry" is gonna fix everything. It's isn't. AND after I'm there for you time and time again at much personal expense.. I'm tired of this played out high school melodrama bullshit. >.<

Calgon... take me away~~


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