Introducing....::drum roll:: James at:
Dude, wherez my car?Welcome to the wonderful world of weblogging ^^
I have a question for everyone... For some reason, yaccs' site won't come up on james' computer so i opted for a different commenting service. The down side to this one is that it doesn't have a comment count on it. :( If anyone knows of another commenting system with a counter, that is remotely hosted, different from yaccs leave me a note or email me! Thanks ^^;;

Scribbled by Jin @ 6:06 PM -
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Wednesday, March 06, 2002
Ugh.. Why don't some people listen?!?!
I said I'm not ready to talk to/hear about John yet.. not anywhere close. Then WHY do i keep hearing about him?!!?!? I understand if he has to be mentioned for practical reasons but, otherwise I don't want to know. Just because I look 'OK' to you and it seems like I'm dealing with it OK.. doesn't mean that when i'm not hanging around u guys it's all good either. I have a rather good capacity to hide what's going on inside me if I want to. I don't need to know that you talked to him on the phone... I don't need to know that you all went out/are going out to dinner... I'm not reading his weblog anymore... Getting over him is difficult as it is. >.< So, irl friends out there who are reading this.. *sigh* I just need more time ok? waaaay more... It's getting harder to deal with as the days go on >.< Now, if you get all extreme about avoiding the topic.. that's not helpful either. ie: "you know john.. OOPS.. I'M SO SORRY.. NEVERMIND... " (*side note* this isn't meant to hurt anyone's feelings or imply that you've been pissing me off... just take it at face value ok?)
I find that during my quiet moments, no matter how busy I try and keep myself to avoid...I feel so profoundly lonely...

Scribbled by Jin @ 5:57 PM -
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Tuesday, March 05, 2002
The Joys of Being Yuki's Mommy
Well.. I was woken up this morning 1/2 hr earlier than my alarm by a puppy tongue up my nose and then a wet nose in my ear.. >.< I guess Yuki had enough sleep and determined he wanted a playmate .. heh. We're beginning to adjust to having a puppy in the house. Everyone shuffles around now because we're afriad we're going to step on him accidentally. He has a tendancy to run underfoot. My whole family adores him... I went into PetsMart today to pick up some nutrical and doggy shampoo and conditioner and had to refrain from buying the whole damn toy section. Oh.. nutrical is a dietary supplement for doggies. It's just to have around in case Yuki seems like he has low blood suger to prevent a hypoglycemic attack. A hypoclycemic attack could kill him in a couple of hours if not treated immediately with nutrical. Apparently maltese and other small breed dogs are succeptible to hypoglycemic attacks at such a young age. He got his first bath from me today. He handled it better than i thought he would. My cousin had told me that he hated water but, he seemed ok, not thrilled.. but ok. Managed to get through the blowdrying of fur with little bits of puppy bisquits to keep him happy and rewarded for being so patient. He's passed out cold on the bed behind me right now from playing. I'm absolutely enchanted by him ::grin::
Ok.. enough about my furbaby >.< Well, getting ready for Korea has been stressful. I rushed to the post office today afterwork to apply for my passport only to find that the abstract of my birth certificate from the county registrar's office from '94 wouldn't be acceptable. Why??? because in '96 someone got a hold of the official paper they were printed on and now there are a ton of fakes. So, I drove 30 min there.. and was informed that I would have to come back in 24 hours to pick up my certified copy of my birth certificate. I have NO friggin clue why i have to wait 24 hours all they had to do was print the damn thing right there.. but there wasn't anyway i was going to change the clerk's mind. ugh... so i have to drive back tomorrow to get it and then on friday go to the post office pay $120~! and rush rush my passport. I just keep telling myself that i have to grit my teeth and bear it and before I know it I'll be in Korea for spring break.

Scribbled by Jin @ 9:12 PM -
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Monday, March 04, 2002
The New Man in My Life
hehehe I GOT A PUPPY!!!!!!!!!!!! I can't believe it.. he's adorable.. a maltese.. no not from a pet store.. NEVER from a pet store! My cousin's friend has a boy and girl malt. Well.. there was an accidental pregnancy and whoops.. there were 4 puppies... So, my cousin had him but her pomeranian was getting super jealous and I have been dying to get a maltese for over a year. He's 8 weeks old.. i know that is way too early to take him away from his mommy..but i can't do anything about that. In the meanwhile he's adorable, 4 lbs and I've named him Yuki, japanese for snow. ^^ In anycause it was a last minute deal, i just found out about him today and picked him up this evening. In my exitement and rush i totally forgot about DnD.. so matt OMG i am so sorry ::sheepish look:: .. it's totally ok if danira gets major xp deducted... >.< I have it totally coming to me... ::jin braces herself for the worst... ::

Scribbled by Jin @ 12:40 AM -
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Sunday, March 03, 2002
Game Plan.. Stay Insanely Busy!!
Well, I think I took that 'stay really really busy' idea a little too far >.< I've really been disgustingly busy since i last posted. Sorry for the lack of update. We got baby moved into her new place. Wednesday night I was at baby's with James packing and taking down the bed and other furniture until 4am. Wasn't a chance in hell I was going to make it into work the next day. So I dragged my ass home at slept for 2 hours and headed back to baby's place.. Did I mention the dang girl lives 45 min away from me?? >.< Joy of all joy's Gina left for korea that night too. So, we met to eat and took her to LAX at 10pm... I finally dragged my ass home at 2am and slept so soundly a screaming banshee couldn't have woken me up. Friday went by uneventfully and Saturday I went hiking... what i didn't plan was to hike the 13 miles that we hiked... hfs... i about died... I'm so damn out of shape... we were looking for some hidden waterfall that my friend took me up there to see.. ended up hiking waaaaay past it because the damn thing was dry.. so he didn't recognize it. It was still a nice hike.. for at least the first part.. when i wasn't in agony yet >.< So, today.. i'm in major pain.. I think i'm all hiked out for a while...

Scribbled by Jin @ 11:24 AM -
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