| Twenty years ago, I drove a cab for a living. When
I arrived at 2:30 a.m., the building was dark except for a single light in a ground floor
window. Under these circumstances, many drivers would just honk once or twice, wait
a minute, then drive away. But, I had seen too many impoverished people who depended
on taxis as their only means of transportation. Unless a situation smelled of
danger, I always went to the door. This passenger might be someone who needs my
assistance, I reasoned to myself. So I walked to the door and knocked. "Just a
minute", answered a frail, elderly voice. I could hear something being dragged
across the floor. After a long pause, the door opened. A small woman in her
80's stood before me. She was wearing a print dress and a pillbox hat with a veil
pinned on it, like somebody out of a 1940s movie. By her side was a small nylon
suitcase.
The apartment looked as if no one had lived in it for years. All the furniture
was covered with sheets. There were no clocks on the walls, no knickknacks or
utensils on the counters. In the corner was a cardboard box filled with photos and
glassware.
"Would you carry my bag out to the car?" she said. I took the suitcase
to the cab, then returned to assist the woman. She took my arm and we walked slowly
toward the curb. She kept thanking me for my kindness. "It's
nothing", I told her. "I just try to treat my passengers the way I would
want my mother treated". "Oh, you're such a good boy", she said.
When we got in the cab, she gave me an address, then asked, "Could you drive
through downtown?" "It's not the shortest way," I answered
quickly. "Oh, I don't mind," she said. "I'm in no hurry.
I'm on my way to a hospice". I looked in the rear view mirror. Her eyes
were glistening. "I don't have any family left," she continued.
"The doctor says I don't have very long." I quietly reached over and
shut off the meter. "What route would you like me to take?" I asked.
For the next two hours, we drove through the city. She showed me the building
where she had once worked as an elevator operator. We drove through the
neighborhood where she and her husband had lived when they were newlyweds. She had
me pull up in front of a furniture warehouse that had once been a ballroom where she had
gone dancing as a girl. Sometimes she'd ask me to slow in front of a particular
building or corner and would sit staring into the darkness, saying nothing. As the
first hint of sun was creasing the horizon, she suddenly said, "I'm tired.
Let's go now."
We drove in silence to the address she had given me. It was a low building, like
a small convalescent home, with a driveway that passed under a portico. Two
orderlies came out to the cab as soon as we pulled up. They were solicitous and
intent, watching her every move. They must have been expecting her. I opened
the trunk and took the small suitcase to the door. The woman was already seated in a
wheelchair.
"How much do I owe you?" she asked, reaching into her purse.
"Nothing," I said. "You have to make a living," she answered.
"There are other passengers," I responded. Almost without thinking, I
bent and gave her a hug. She held onto me tightly. "You gave an old
woman a little moment of joy," she said. "Thank you." I squeezed her
hand, then walked into the dim morning light.
Behind me, a door shut. It was the sound of the closing of a life. I didn't
pick up any more passengers that shift. I drove aimlessly, lost in thought.
For the rest of that day, I could hardly talk. What if that woman had gotten an
angry driver, or one who was impatient to end his shift? What if I had refused to
take the run, or had honked once, then driven away?
On a quick review, I don't think that I have done anything more important in my
life. We're conditioned to think that our lives revolve around great moments.
But great moments often catch us unaware -- beautifully wrapped in what others may
consider a small one.
People may not remember exactly what you did, or
what you said, but they will always remember how you made them feel. |