*5*

"I'm going to need your help," Bob said to Denise. Denise, an enlightened beauty, always wore just slightly revealing dresses, luminous earrings with a subtle statement, occasionally a brooch. Bob and Denise had been to lunch twice. "I have to walk around the building, seal up its soul. It's time to move the company's soul."

Denise answered nonchalant. "What do you need me to do?"
"Well," Bob continued, "I'm not sure yet, but I think I need to make the walk backwards. Walking backwards. I mainly need you to walk next to me to clear the way, to make sure I don't walk into a pole or get run over by a car."
"Okay," Denise said, "when do you want to go?"
"Maybe after lunch today."

Bob just wanted to get the whole thing over with already. He tried to sink himself into his work. His mind drifted. Lord, help me collect the spirituality of Aurora, Bob prayed. And help me be patient.

Denise met Bob's eyes. She telepathed to him - is it time? Bob got up from his chair and went over to Denise.
"It's time," Bob said.

Bob waited for Denise to finish her reconciliations, making checkmarks on a greenbar report, scrolling through mainframe screens, Bob leaning over the cubicle. Denise grabbed her pocketbook from the floor and stood up. They walked over to the elevator, Denise with a curiosity hook in the back of Bob's brain.

Outdoors, they were greeted with bright sun and haze. Reaching into his pocket, Bob pulled out the talisman and clipped it to his pants, on the lip of his pocket. It sparkled with the sun. Bob turned toward Denise.

"I read a quotation last night that I thought was pretty enlightening," Bob said. "God made the world out of the void, but the void shows through."
"Hmm," said Denise.
"Well," Bob continued, "today we're moving the void."
Denise shrugged her shoulders, "Okay."

Bob said, "for some reason, I felt like I had to make this walk backwards around the building. Now I'm not so sure. But I still need your psychic protection. Don't let any cars run over me."

Bob started to walk, with Denise by his side. He pulled the soul, sucked it off from the outside of the building. With full psychic force, he ripped apart its glue, its edges, feeding the talisman. Denise watched for cars as they crossed the parking entrance. They walked down to the corner of the block and followed the turn of the sidewalk. The back of the building, just a parking garage, had vines trailing down its side. Bob pulled the soul off from the parking garage, into the talisman. It felt like stripping hundreds of layers of old paint from relic furniture. They walked up to the next corner and turned again. The Tower Building held the seat of investment power. Bob sucked out the soul, twisty, convoluted, pseudo-powerful and self-deceived with false importance. Into the talisman.

Then past the fountain, swoosh, suck. They were now traversing the street facade and the signage. Bob grabbed ahold of all four corners of the lot and wrestled them to a distant point, a focus, a heart. They were approaching the front entry again. Bob slowed down his pace. The void became gummy: taffy, resistant, a baby sucking back on the nipple of the bottle and clamping tightly down. Denise slowed beside him. Bob felt strife-ridden with the closure. The spiritual field-lines jumped and twirled; Bob clenched his grip, slowing more. Up ahead, the VP of Annuities exited the building, looked up to see Denise and Bob, and smiled. He headed toward them, silent, effecting the last fifteen yards of closure. He metaphysically handed Bob the last segment.

The talisman vibrated inside Bob's pocket. He drove with the utmost care. This strange, awesome responsibility distracted him - Bob would be glad when the whole thing was over and done with. Lord, please guide me safely to the talisman destination. He drove more or less completely on faith. He knew that Aurora was moving to the MGM campus, somewhere off of Colorado street. That was about it. He found Colorado on a map before he left, so he knew that he was generally heading in the right direction.

Up ahead he saw the sign: MGM. Well, clearly then, this is the place. He parked on the street, exited his car and patted the talisman in his pocket. He recognized risk: the intangible threatening of obscure powers that might take advantage of his vulnerable distraction. Lord, please protect me and guide me in the execution of your tasks. He walked onto the campus.

Wearing his work clothes, he blended right in, indistinguishable from the other professionals. Accountants, editors and marketing folks were wandering around, on their way home from work, talking on cell phones or sitting on benches savoring coffee. Bob wasn't sure what building would be theirs, so he strolled the campus. One of the buildings looked vacant - yes, this must be the place. Once around the building should be enough to unload the talisman.

Bob reached in for the talisman and clipped it back onto his pants pocket. He began to walk around the building, offloading spirituality and power as fast as he could. He raised imaginary projected arms, throwing and expulsing the Aurora void. He wrestled it into the crevices, the walls, the ceiling of the new building. He encountered some resistance, vestiges from previous residents that he would have to tackle later. Lord, help me send all of this soul into this building. The rush of spirit from the talisman temporarily deluged him. Thank you, God.

When he finished, he returned the plastic pin to his pocket. On Monday, when they would actually occupy the building, he would bring the pin along and affix it to a partition as a token reminder.

 

 

*6*

Bob slid into bed and instinctively reached for Denise. His lips met hers, his hands gliding across her body, caressing her breasts. He slipped inside of her. Her soul, majestic but irregular, tailed out to nearby stars, but with grievous indentations, erosions and bites. Bob explored its borders. Ragged here, missing pieces with holes there; Bob did what he could to clarify her fluctuating edges. Many wounds were caused by former lovers; many she had inflicted upon herself. Her intelligence and complexity led her to frequently deceive herself with false objectives. She chased the trappings of love, did what she had been taught to advance her soul, rather than fully experience the intensity of the infinite contemporary now.

Here was the bolus of her religion. Bob would treat it with respect. He scanned its surface, but it was clear of misdirections - her faith was pure. Deep inside, she was genuine. He tunneled back into her past: murky, unsettled by drugs and off-color men. Former lovers had taken pieces as payment for misperceived wrongs. Here, what was this - something from her father. Callous, dark and black, Denise had shielded it from the outside world, forever closed it off from inspection. He found the hook, the psychic anchor her father had placed, drawn to distant stars. He must practice courtesy: he resisted his inclination to yank it free.

Denise grabbed for his soul, Bob dodging. No. Denise felt confused, challenged and slightly lost. Bob tried to psychically explain. Denise pushed him away, moved her head down to his penis, and stroked it, sucking on it, moving in and out. Her mouth and tongue felt intense: Bob felt torn between protecting his soul, his concern about the cleanliness of the whole thing, and his amazement at her beauty and independence. He came deep inside of her mouth, Denise swallowing.

"Mmm, that's good," Denise said.

Bob, confused, tried to make sense of what had happened. How could Denise receive any personal enjoyment from blowing him? Unless she was confusing his feelings with hers. Denise read his thoughts and responded aloud.

"I do it because it's what I like to do," Denise smiled.

Bob felt angry and befuddled. Here I am, forty years old, and this is the first time any woman has gone out of her way to give me a blow job. Despite his concerns about cleanliness, he had to admit, it had felt awfully wonderful. So why has it taken forty years for someone to give me such pleasure? Oddly enough, Denise's affections made him angry at the lack of affection he had received from anyone else. But, at the same time, he recognized that Denise, less a slave to his own desires, had given him pleasure independently, completely of her own will, without even loving him.