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*5*
"I'm going to need your help,"
Bob said to Denise. Denise, an enlightened beauty, always wore just slightly
revealing dresses, luminous earrings with a subtle statement, occasionally
a brooch. Bob and Denise had been to lunch twice. "I have to walk
around the building, seal up its soul. It's time to move the company's
soul."
Denise answered nonchalant. "What do you
need me to do?"
"Well," Bob continued, "I'm not sure yet, but I think I
need to make the walk backwards. Walking backwards. I mainly need you
to walk next to me to clear the way, to make sure I don't walk into a
pole or get run over by a car."
"Okay," Denise said, "when do you want to go?"
"Maybe after lunch today."
Bob just wanted to get the whole thing over with
already. He tried to sink himself into his work. His mind drifted. Lord,
help me collect the spirituality of Aurora, Bob prayed. And help me be
patient.
Denise met Bob's eyes. She telepathed to him
- is it time? Bob got up from his chair and went over to Denise.
"It's time," Bob said.
Bob waited for Denise to finish her reconciliations,
making checkmarks on a greenbar report, scrolling through mainframe screens,
Bob leaning over the cubicle. Denise grabbed her pocketbook from the floor
and stood up. They walked over to the elevator, Denise with a curiosity
hook in the back of Bob's brain.
Outdoors, they were greeted with bright sun and
haze. Reaching into his pocket, Bob pulled out the talisman and clipped
it to his pants, on the lip of his pocket. It sparkled with the sun. Bob
turned toward Denise.
"I read a quotation last night that I thought
was pretty enlightening," Bob said. "God made the world out
of the void, but the void shows through."
"Hmm," said Denise.
"Well," Bob continued, "today we're moving the void."
Denise shrugged her shoulders, "Okay."
Bob said, "for some reason, I felt like
I had to make this walk backwards around the building. Now I'm not so
sure. But I still need your psychic protection. Don't let any cars run
over me."
Bob started to walk, with Denise by his side.
He pulled the soul, sucked it off from the outside of the building. With
full psychic force, he ripped apart its glue, its edges, feeding the talisman.
Denise watched for cars as they crossed the parking entrance. They walked
down to the corner of the block and followed the turn of the sidewalk.
The back of the building, just a parking garage, had vines trailing down
its side. Bob pulled the soul off from the parking garage, into the talisman.
It felt like stripping hundreds of layers of old paint from relic furniture.
They walked up to the next corner and turned again. The Tower Building
held the seat of investment power. Bob sucked out the soul, twisty, convoluted,
pseudo-powerful and self-deceived with false importance. Into the talisman.
Then past the fountain, swoosh, suck. They were
now traversing the street facade and the signage. Bob grabbed ahold of
all four corners of the lot and wrestled them to a distant point, a focus,
a heart. They were approaching the front entry again. Bob slowed down
his pace. The void became gummy: taffy, resistant, a baby sucking back
on the nipple of the bottle and clamping tightly down. Denise slowed beside
him. Bob felt strife-ridden with the closure. The spiritual field-lines
jumped and twirled; Bob clenched his grip, slowing more. Up ahead, the
VP of Annuities exited the building, looked up to see Denise and Bob,
and smiled. He headed toward them, silent, effecting the last fifteen
yards of closure. He metaphysically handed Bob the last segment.
The talisman vibrated inside Bob's pocket. He
drove with the utmost care. This strange, awesome responsibility distracted
him - Bob would be glad when the whole thing was over and done with. Lord,
please guide me safely to the talisman destination. He drove more or less
completely on faith. He knew that Aurora was moving to the MGM campus,
somewhere off of Colorado street. That was about it. He found Colorado
on a map before he left, so he knew that he was generally heading in the
right direction.
Up ahead he saw the sign: MGM. Well, clearly
then, this is the place. He parked on the street, exited his car and patted
the talisman in his pocket. He recognized risk: the intangible threatening
of obscure powers that might take advantage of his vulnerable distraction.
Lord, please protect me and guide me in the execution
of your tasks. He walked onto the campus.
Wearing his work clothes, he blended right in,
indistinguishable from the other professionals. Accountants, editors and
marketing folks were wandering around, on their way home from work, talking
on cell phones or sitting on benches savoring coffee. Bob wasn't sure
what building would be theirs, so he strolled the campus. One of the buildings
looked vacant - yes, this must be the place. Once around the building
should be enough to unload the talisman.
Bob reached in for the talisman and clipped it
back onto his pants pocket. He began to walk around the building, offloading
spirituality and power as fast as he could. He raised imaginary projected
arms, throwing and expulsing the Aurora void. He wrestled it into the
crevices, the walls, the ceiling of the new building. He encountered some
resistance, vestiges from previous residents that he would have to tackle
later. Lord, help me send all of this soul into this building. The rush
of spirit from the talisman temporarily deluged him. Thank you, God.
When he finished, he returned the plastic pin
to his pocket. On Monday, when they would actually occupy the building,
he would bring the pin along and affix it to a partition as a token reminder.
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*6*
Bob slid into bed and instinctively reached for Denise. His lips met
hers, his hands gliding across her body, caressing her breasts. He slipped
inside of her. Her soul, majestic but irregular, tailed out to nearby
stars, but with grievous indentations, erosions and bites. Bob explored
its borders. Ragged here, missing pieces with holes there; Bob did what
he could to clarify her fluctuating edges. Many wounds were caused by
former lovers; many she had inflicted upon herself. Her intelligence and
complexity led her to frequently deceive herself with false objectives.
She chased the trappings of love, did what she had been taught to advance
her soul, rather than fully experience the intensity of the infinite contemporary
now.
Here was the bolus of her religion. Bob would treat it with respect.
He scanned its surface, but it was clear of misdirections - her faith
was pure. Deep inside, she was genuine. He tunneled back into her past:
murky, unsettled by drugs and off-color men. Former lovers had taken pieces
as payment for misperceived wrongs. Here, what was this - something from
her father. Callous, dark and black, Denise had shielded it from the outside
world, forever closed it off from inspection. He found the hook, the psychic
anchor her father had placed, drawn to distant stars. He must practice
courtesy: he resisted his inclination to yank it free.
Denise grabbed for his soul, Bob dodging. No. Denise felt confused,
challenged and slightly lost. Bob tried to psychically explain. Denise
pushed him away, moved her head down to his penis, and stroked it, sucking
on it, moving in and out. Her mouth and tongue felt intense: Bob felt
torn between protecting his soul, his concern about the cleanliness of
the whole thing, and his amazement at her beauty and independence. He
came deep inside of her mouth, Denise swallowing.
"Mmm, that's good," Denise said.
Bob, confused, tried to make sense of what had happened. How could Denise
receive any personal enjoyment from blowing him? Unless she was confusing
his feelings with hers. Denise read his thoughts and responded aloud.
"I do it because it's what I like to do," Denise smiled.
Bob felt angry and befuddled. Here I am, forty years old, and this is
the first time any woman has gone out of her way to give me a blow job.
Despite his concerns about cleanliness, he had to admit, it had felt awfully
wonderful. So why has it taken forty years for someone to give me such
pleasure? Oddly enough, Denise's affections made him angry at the lack
of affection he had received from anyone else. But, at the same time,
he recognized that Denise, less a slave to his own desires, had given
him pleasure independently, completely of her own will, without even loving
him.
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