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25 Dec 1887
from Maria Boyd [Mariah Jane (Winfrey) Boyd] - Poplar Creek, MS
to Mrs. M. A. Burton [Mabel Ann (Winfrey)
(Mecklin) Burton] - Opahoma, MS
My dear sister,
Although it is hardly necessary for me to write as Guy
[Mabel's son, Guy Clifton Burton] can tell you all the news, yet I feel so interested in your condition
of health, I can not refrain from doing so. You must take care of yourself and try to get well for the sake of all your
friends, especially your boys; who can train a child like a Mother? How can they spare you? How could our poor
afflicted Mother [deaf] spare her first born? Your yearly visits are one of a few bright
spots in her life, and you are Auntie's idol [blind]. Don't be so despondent,
Cheer up. Believe you have many things to get well for. Don't ever think that because you are frail and feeble that
you are useless and in the way. I have been there myself: but I see now that such feelings are all wrong, and I have
wounded my loved ones many times who were doing all they could for me by expressing those wrong feelings. I think it is woman's
nature when they suffer a long time to become morbid by being sensitive but that's all wrong to give way to such feelings.
I mean we must bear patiently what God sees proper to send. You know that all better than I do. When the fiery
trials are all over there remaineth a crown of everlasting life. I had a beautiful dream the other night that gave me
great joy at the time. It had been a day of unusual worry, Auntie had tried my patience beyond endurance and I lost
my temper the worst part, and at night felt almost too despondent to pray. I opened my Bible at random and the first
words that met my eyes were, "He forgiveth all thine inequities , he healeth all thy diseases." You know how that comforted
me, and after retiring to rest, I fell asleep and dreamed that Auntie was dead and we were moving home. It seemed in
my dream that Louis (husband) had moved everything and was just taking Henry and me in the house.
We entered a place so beautiful I can not describe it, a place so vast I could not see the extent, the walls were covered
with living flowers around and above. I could see but indistinctly millions of moving objects. The brightness
was so great it dazzled my eyes. I turned to Louis bewildered and said, "Where are we? I thought we were going
home." Slowly, sweetly rolled the music increasing in intensity as they sang "Dying is but going home, home."
A great wave of joy swept over my soul as I began to realize I was in Heaven and I seemed to lose consciousness for a while.
Still the music rolled on--one grand glorious chant of praise. As I became accustomed to the brilliant light, objects
became more distinct and the first face I recognized was George Batenan (a murderer) I said, "Oh, Louis, how did he get here?"
Again the music answered,"Though thy sins be as scarlet, they shall be whiter than snow." Oh that glorious triumphant
refrain. I can not describe it. Then to my bewildered senses came the thought of my lost loved ones. Before
I could look for them, two little hands clasped mine. Two little faces looked up into mine, two sweet voices called
"Mama". I clasped them in my arms in an ecstacy of love and joy and cried, "Oh, my precious babies, have I found you
at last?" Sweetly the song swept on, "Of such is the Kingdom of Heaven." Clasping our new found treasures we stood
together and presently saw old Mr. Boyd. Gloriously the music pealed forth as he welcomed us: "These are they
who have come up through tribulations, washed their robes white in the blood of the lamb." Passing through the vast
happy throng I met Pa, Ma, Jimmy, Clem and you. Joyfully I turned to each and asked "Are we all here?" The grand melody
answered again: "We are all here, Father, Mother, sister and brother, we are all here." My joy was so great, I cried
aloud and in making the effort awoke. God grant we may all meet where sorrow is no more.
Your Loving sister,
Maria Boyd

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