¿Por qué?

Slowly, the meaning of a particular dream is coming out, one in which I am encouraged to learn Spanish by a foreign exchange student. Before this weekend, the library copy of Teach Yourself Latin American Spanish was languishing on the shelf. I'm not going to say quite what is in store yet, as I am not sure how it will take shape, but it's not to run with the bulls or sip at a resort in Baja. Some indications have come out in the form of a recent newspaper article, and discussions with a few folks, and the result is a quivering of energy within the body, something which may or may not confirm whether these connections are contributing to my being "on purpose". The excitement is currently associated with the "busy brain", the brain that gets excited about the prospect of a new project, and then realizes it wasn't right at all, energy can't be sustained, etc., so I know I have to get quiet to figure out whether this is really real and what He wants.

The great thing is that I have come so far as to recognize this within me, and what the next step needs to be (and that it's not necessarily to "take action").