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saturday, november 29, 2003
Slowly I step...
Today I was on a mission - return a whole bunch of junk, buy my
mother's X-mas present, pay some bills and get real girly by buying some make-up. I did it ladies and gentlemen, I did
it. I bought a whole bunch of make-up from NARS. Mr. Stanford Smith showed me how to apply this new found product to my lackluster face all with approval from
my friend Y. It was scary at first, a man filled with glee about a woman to be transformed coming at my face, with
brush in left and powder in right. But, in the end I spent a lot of money but, I was hot!!! Okay, not hot but
pretty damn good-looking. Who knew make-up could do all that???
friday, november 28, 2003
Oral Sex...
Literally two minutes after I posted "Who do I have to blow???" I got to see the Alicia Keys video. I love and hate how the quick mention of OS got the video played or am I looking
to much into this??? Anyway, the video is great and Mr. Mos Def was looking very good...making me reconsider my height requirement. Which (the height requirement) should've been reconsidered
a long time ago, since I am barely 5' 3" and wanting men who top 6' 2" -- What will I do with that tree...mmmm, a lot
-- oh, back to subject!!! The video was wonderful and I love the song. "You don't know my name" reminds me of
the old school songs, extremely soulful, damn near tear-jerking with a sweet talk interlude. I love it!!! I just
wish the song was a little bit longer.
wednesday, november 26, 2003
Who do I have to blow???
I am a TV idiot...I love to watch TV, but I don't get to watch it
as much as I would like, okay love. But, when I do get a chance to watch I keep catching the last minute of the new
Alicia Keys video "You don't know my name" -- It is driving me nuts. I have yet to see the full video...and before I get someone
who would like to comment but doesn't have the guts to do so, I know I can watch the video on the net. But I refuse!!!
I want to catch the video on TV, but I guess I will need to go down to BET, MTV and/or VH1 and blow someone for this to happen.
On a side note, can we stop playing Kelis "Milkshake" video every two seconds...for the love of God, please stop playing it. The video was okay the first
twenty times, but after thousand times it is just damn annoying.
I am ready...
For love that is??? Just thinking about the idea of love, I must
say it is out of force. Sitting down with the maternal grandmother last night I was given a time frame to find a husband.
Never in my life has anyone in my family stated that I needed to settle down and find love - NEVER!!! But, G-mama stated
that I had 3 years, 3 years to become engage or married or I am out of the will. Now being out of the will shouldn't
be an issue - but it got me thinking, how much money would make me truly turn into a "woman on the prowl" - not a fake one who never follows through? Would a million, two million, five million or ten million turn me desperate?
I am truly unsure!!! And since my G-mama doesn't have that kind of loot hanging around, I don't think I will ever know.
However, I do think she has enough money for a down payment on a house, you know the 20% down payment that would disclude
me from having to pay PIP insurance (I think that is what it is called). But, in a year when I am sick of living
in my basement apartment in the parental units residence, will that be enough for me to open my eyes, heart and mind
to be READY FOR LOVE?
tuesday, november 25, 2003
Discovery Two...
Make sure your doctor who is a specialist, isn't friends with a
current and/or former interest and/or flame. Especially when you won't to keep your private life private.
monday, november 24, 2003
Not feeling as guilty...
Okay, the below Boondocks script didn't make me feel as guilty about laughing at it because I don't really like Ann too much. But to say she is a man
because she has a huge Adam's Apple is a little wrong...just a little!!!
Discovery...Part One
Life is funny...I think we all know this. But my life has
a dark comedic cloud hanging over it. I spent a good portion of my life not caring if folks thought of me as beautiful
or not. Who cared what they thought of my physical appearance. I was only concerned that folks thought of me I
as smart. And to be really honest I didn't have to worry if folks thought I was beautiful to much because no matter
how I looked or how much I weighed there was always somebody who verbally gave me a compliment. There is someone
for everyone I believe - and crazy old guys I guess you think I am the girl for you.
So here I am 40 pounds
lighter (okay 25 pounds lighter -- I gained 15 since I was but on a new prescript to prevent some internal organs from dropping out my body in rejection mode)
and I haven't been hit on in some time. My ego is starting to get affected...which means I am becoming vain. I
spend an ungodly amount of hours in front of the mirror, except when preparing to go to work -- after two hours
in the office I look like hell runith (sp) over, so why even bother. Overall, I need to stop the insanity or get hit
on more. Since I only have control over one, stopping the insanity is the only option.
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