You probably do not and
it has nothing to do with you it has to do with how much I am willing to share. So
I am going to share with you some of my feelings and/or opinions on certain aspects of life:
1. My biggest fear in life is NOT ending up alone – Actually, that is not a fear of mine
at all. If I was to die today I would not die alone, my faith is too strong to
believe that I would ever die alone. If your alone is that I don’t have a man,
then that is your perception of alone – my alone has always been and will always be, living my life without a strong belief
in a higher power. My higher power being God!!! Understanding and knowing that
He loves me regardless!
2. I don’t live in the past I live in the present. Yes, there
are things from my past that have altered the way I look at life, but that happens to most.
If as a child you touched the stove and it was hot therefore it burned, it may make you cautious of the stove as you
grow. It doesn’t necessarily mean you will never come near a stove again. Yes I may be cautious/weary of things, but if there is something I feel is worth looking
into further, I will. I try and follow my gut and if it tells me to walk away
then I do – my gut has kept me out of trouble so far, so I am going to stick with my gut versus someone else’s. So, if this cautiousness/weariness makes me untrusting, so be it…Trust to me is gained through your actions,
it is not an automatic given.
3. Life is about experiences! We all have different experiences
and what one goes through versus another does not make one person more knowing than another.
If you feel something is this or something is that, I feel you should not tell someone they can or cannot have an opinion
about the same thing because they did not have the same experience. I have never
had my face bashed in but, I am sure it is painful…I may not know how painful but I can rest assure there is some pain involved.
4. My biggest pet peeve is those who go through therapy who feel the need to push their therapist analysis
of their behavior on others. You pay for your therapy and I will pay for mine. Don’t make assumptions about my life based on minute experiences you have had with
me.
5. Yes I am moody!!! Actually very moody
– and I feel a little bad for those who only get to experience one of my moods (the unhappy one). But the last few months have not been my greatest and regardless of what one or many may think it has nothing
to do with others it has only to do with me. More importantly my body!!! When your body is in pain, your spirit may not always be the lightest and happiest. I don’t always feel the need to share my feelings (especially the bad ones) with others
and that may make me seem standoffish and for that I apologize! But I am overall
a very happy person, I love to laugh and more importantly I love to make people laugh.
My humor is dry…maybe I was a Brit in another life!
We can all agree on the
following things dealing with Jennifer Lopez
1. “Selena” was her best movie!
2. She is attractive!
3. “Gigli” is one of the many movies she should have not done!
4. She isn’t that sweet.
5. She may have some diva tendencies.
6. Her booty ain’t as big as Beyonce’s or Janet – so stop saying how big and perfect her ass is. We have all seen better…like Beyonce and Janet!!!
7. Her relationship with Puffy helped make her more famous.
8. And this new song “Baby I love U” could drive a nun to commit murder!!!
