My Spiritual Journey

My Spiritual Journey

This weblog is my online journal. You'll find my opinions on a variety of topics as well as links to other things on the web that I find interesting.

Friday, January 14, 2005

Abortion

Twenty years ago I had an abortion. I was living with my first husband who was very abusive 3000 miles from home. He insisted I have it, so I did.

For 10 years I spoke about it to noone. I was so ashamed of what I had done.

I had recurring nightmares about murdering my own child. It got to the point that I hated to go to sleep at night.

For many years I couldn't forgive myself. So I was sure God probably wouldn't forgive me either. How could I even ask him to forgive me for something like that. I finally did ask him. And when I did I felt a peaceful feeling.

I have also forgiven myself.

I am telling this story now in the hopes that someone considering abortion may reconsider. Please think about what your doing before you make the same mistake that I did.

fri, january 14, 2005 | link

Thursday, January 13, 2005

Just Curious!

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Friday, January 7, 2005

Giving Thanks

Over the years I have known a number of people who always seem to be plagued by misfortune. Nothing ever seems too go right for them. They also all seem to have a long list of complaint's.

Many of them tell me they pray, but feel as though their prayers are often unanswered.

I have thought about this often. And at this point this is what I believe.

If my children don't appreciate what I give them. And instead constantly complain about their lack I would be in no hurry to give them more.

On the other hand. If they showed gratitude and were more appreciative. I would be much more generous.

Why would it be any different with God?

fri, january 7, 2005 | link

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