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Lonesome
by Jon Ballard

Pudding House Chapbook Series, 2007
ISBN 1-58998-536-2
Pudding House Publications
81 Shadymere Lane
Columbus OH 43213
Paper / 32 pgs. / $10.00 US


OUT-look: a review
  by
Simon Lloyd Dunbar


                                          Single Diner's Menu:
                                                        John Ballard's Lonesome

        When Eve Hanninen asked if I'd like to review Jon Ballard's chapbook of poems, Lonesome, for this issue of The Centrifugal Eye, I was eager to oblige. After all, I've come to love this online magazine, and absolutely trust any of its' editor's recommendations.


                "I think you'll readily identify with Jon's work," she informed me.

                "Great. What's this issue's theme?" I asked.

                "Fertile Feasts and Festooned Festivities."

                I paused, then chuckled. "I see. The challenge, then, is the tie-in
        with 'Lonesome.' OK, I'm game."


        Jon Ballard, simply put, has a gift. A gift that is all too familiar to some of us; this gift is often found in the pensive gaze of some family member who's sitting at the dinner table during any one of their forced yearly feasts, or behind the subtle smile of that introspective reveler masked amongst the mob of festive attendees — it's the gift of the silent observer, a smooth and deliberate hunter (whose solitary life is not always a conscious choice) fulfilled by capturing fleeting moments of brilliance: "As if he wanted to be lonely, the way a sole / Cloud can seem to shun the vast mania of blue."

        And for some, life may very well be A Walk In The Park, but no one ever wears the same shoes. Some also wear "Boots in stride, clouds of breath proceeding / Them like whooshes from the wands of fairies." And what of their moods? What propels their stride; their speed at which they pursue life's journey?


                "A girl with skates slung over her shoulder
                Like a medieval flail rushes past, towing
                With her into him the deeper chill of the day."



        Does the lone walker slow his pace in apprehension or captivation?


                "he has seen her figure eights, her delight
                So solitary, so impervious to the world beyond the ice.
                Once he'd watched her for an hour, but it didn't help.
                There were suspicious stares"



        Ballard takes us deep inside the quiet eye, that still shadow of solitude. In Dreaming Death, Variation #19, Jon exposes the soft underbelly of hunger.


                "I thought I loved one of the voices
                Trailing down like a line to me,
                Though reaching to take hold
                Meant one lively leap beyond"



        In The Story Of The Poem, my favorite of his works in this collection, Ballard serves up a witty entrée that immediately seasons the reader's palate with a taste for more.


                "I once knew a poem that resisted
                Any literary stance, coughing up
                Phlegm when I suggested it give
                Sentiment a chance."



        Here, indeed, is a fertile feast of insight, queued by the distinctive ménage à trois of a man, a woman, and a piece of paper.


                "She was moved. She'd read between
                The lines something about ‘longing'
                And ‘moving on' and ‘tears of the soul,'
                Though behind her back the poem
                Chided her for reading too much into
                Things,"



        A marvelous piece of writing this is! I won't betray the ending, but instead, hint at it by mentioning the "ten little pink-hooded executioners." Yet even within the air of this poem's light-heartedness, there lurks that darkness of being that is Lonesome, "like a preacher / Bawling down from the pulpit / How Eden isn't what it used to be."

        Jon's Walking The Back Stairs takes us into seedier territory, to where those of us who follow the solitary path are often led.


                                        "She can see
                The stragglers behind her, all
                Of which she is sure are hoping
                For a clean shot, which inevitably
                Comes: ruby and lace — a glimpse"



        These captured glimpses are the festooned festivities of Jon Ballard, a potluck of spirited teases, elusive tastes of the unattainable.

        What is Lonesome? It is what you'll find while Traveling Through Little Towns.


                "In one it was the church steeple that was crooked,
                Not the parishioners. In another not a single
                Diner's menu employed the phrase ‘World Famous'
                Though scores of flies decried such heedless modesty."



        Jon Ballard's Lonesome is a full-course meal I thoroughly enjoyed, and just as with most get-togethers, it left me feeling well-fed, but far from satiated. Bravo chef! Please sir, may I have some more?



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Simon Lloyd Dunbar lives beside an old cemetery in Northern Ontario, with his ferret and twelve hunting dogs. The long, cold winters and peaceful solitude provide ample opportunity for reflective inspiration. He's an avid reader and writer of science fiction and horror.

Simon is a regular contributor to and occasional reviewer for The Centrifugal Eye.


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