Mark Heinsoo
The Onion Pickers

Stale summer heat
tastes like my mouth–
Retched–
caked with raw onion
smell.

The once rich earth
begging for change
or tears
or the squeeze or touch
of flesh.

Many tears dried now,
like a slug's trail,
not by hand
or desired breeze,
but time.

Plenty of time.

Without fail
my thoughts bake.
They sizzle down
and congeal. They...
...twist,
like Grandma in the breeze.

Those summer days.
Oppression and dust.

Grandpa with a spade
beats the earth,
beats himself,
screams
like the winter wind,
still beyond reach.

Still
Grandma swings in the breeze.

It all curdles and stinks,
the land, the life,
my love for it.
Me.

It smells like my mouth.
It tastes like Grandma
smells.
It feels
like Grandpa’s hate...

...and God help me
I love it.