Rhonda Johnson
On the Wings of a Wild God

The religious people put a saddle on God
A bit, bridle, reins and spurs
Kicked His side to shuttle to and fro
On the track of human certitude
He roared and stomped a quake into the Earth
Many people died
They said "As a horse you are a failure
Perhaps you don't exist"

The religious people urge me to get on the track
Lest I fall prey to dangerous freedoms
Slipping off the narrow spine of their decrepit horse
I grasp at the reins
I yearn for a rule
I've committed a great sin
What can I buy?
I hurry to scurry
But I do not find Him

Until I am still with nothing that I can do
And not a fig leaf to my name
Only a core of hot anger and cold knowledge
Pain clouds raining in between
He, untamed and unfettered Touches me
He goes where religion's illicit morality cannot
I rise up on His wings
In the wind His free mane
Whips away my tears one by one