| Mat Gleason
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Many Pens Have Passed Through This Loose Confederation
Late at night when I look out at the buildings I swear I see a face in every window looking back at me, and when I turn away I wonder how many go back to their desks and write this down.
Leonard Cohen, 1964
The names have been changed to protect the innocent. The accused have already fled the country. The guilty remain. They are entrenched, fat with power, emboldened and arrogant, harnessing all the new technologies that strangle the weak. But the writers, the artists, the poets, the painters...they stay free. They slip into the cracks. They sleep on friends' couches. They run away to fight another day. They ignore the illusions of "success" that a prostitute entertainment industry dangles in front of their sunbaked dashboards, cruising down Valley Boulevard from all points East and West. Gathering below the hills of El Sereno in the back room of an Italian restaurant purchased long ago by a Korean man who left the menu unchanged. They have come to this small space for six years and counting. They come for that rare sense of community one can hardly find in this fragmented city of devils. The Creative Writing Club. Once a week, whether you need it or not, a few beers, some salty food, some good writing, some that needs work, some chiding, some brawling, a little bit of magic and the occasional visit by the muse.
Six years and they keep coming every week.
In January of 1992, Cal State Los Angeles University Professor Mark Roberts decided to put the creativity back into his Creative Writing class. After the perfunctory hour-long lecture, his twenty students rambled down campus to Garfono's restaurant. There, together, they read, critiqued and shared each other's writing. Human connections confronted the academic process immediately. But the results were not conflict. No administrators were present. Buddy, as Professor Roberts will insist you call him, was a passive moderator at his most effective and a den mother at his most obtrusive. He was, most importantly though, a participant. He shared his writing as an equal, accepted students' feedback as much as he gave his. The results were an experience far beyond University education. It was Universal education. It expanded the consciousness of the participants to consider the ability to learn along with someone as opposed to learning from someone or some thing or some source. Social interaction with a diverse group of peerage and feedback triplechecked by the wisdoms of spontaneous reaction, friendly ribbing and serious attention--it was a university without a media, without tuition, without colleges, without institutions, without politics. It was a free public space in a little room as large as the human mind could imagine and write.
I think everybody got an "A," but you'll have to ask Buddy to be sure.
The sense of purposeful community established during that Winter made the group of students realize their desire for the class to continue beyond Semester's end. Every CSLA student learns the realities of the Cal State bureaucracy, so the students understood the futility of involving the institution’s "official" channels. But one student knew the intricacies of the CSLA student government. A group was organized to fill out paperwork and jump through the requisite hoops to obtain status as an officially recognized student organization by Associated Students Incorporated. Within a week, the Creative Writing Club was an official student club with no ties to the University administration or any of its academic departments. It was of the students, by the students and remains for the students.
In a world of increasingly powerful swords, it was another small triumph for the pen.
Cal State L.A.'s Spring 1992 quarter began with one less academic course, but possessed one new pitstop for the human spirit to charge its batteries. The fact that the Creative Writing Club celebrates six years now is a testament to the hunger in creative beings and the communal satiation available in the gathering of a few independent minds. Many pens have passed through this loose confederation. That they may persevere because they were here is the reason for it all.
Mat Gleason Los Angeles, May, 1998
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| B.D. Love
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Our Damned Club
Oh I just don't know where to begin...
That's Elvis Costello, the best songwriter of all time. I remember hearing this song, Accidents Will Happen, on the radio one night when my brother and I were U-Hauling my possessions from Syracuse, NY, where I got my worthless M.A., to my family's house outside of Washington, D.C. The snow and sleet were coming down in blasting tangents. The semis were zooming past, oblivious as ghosts, inundating us in a wake of slush and freeway filth. We almost got killed. Accidents will happen. My father had died two weeks before, on an airplane, over Phoenix, AZ. Got irony? I took my comp exams two days after his death, then jetted to the funeral. Then back to "defend" my thesis. What has this to do with anything? Fuck me, I don't know...
Except that years later in January of 1992, I got accidentally assigned a Creative Writing class at Cal State LA. Now this was a serious misdemeanor. A CW class is considered something of a plum assignment normally bestowed upon full-time faculty, and, after all, I was and am and always will be a "part-timer," a wonderfully curious appellation, considering that "part-timers," so-called, typically work more than full-time hours for diminutive salaries and nonexistent collegial respect. Forgive me if I have an axe to grind. I just wish I had representation to grind it on. Union in a coma, oh, oh. It's really serious...
Anyway, when I sat down to prepare for that class, I had some serious soul searching to do. The easy thing would have been to run it as a "workshop." That was my experience at Syracuse U.,and it was awful, absolutely stultifying. You see, the traditional CW workshop is, basically, a game in which there are two "winners": the "survivor" who withstands the most abuse and can still walk, limp, or --most likely--crawl out of the seminar room at session’s end, and the "critic" who distributes the most verbal punishment--with an eye to impressing the Master, of course. It is a pathology masquerading as a pedagogy. I wanted none of it then and still don't.
In rethinking my first CW course, I hit upon a different metaphor for what I wanted to do. Instead of a workshop where a bunch of critical grease monkeys tear apart the machine until it ends up a pile of screws and scrap littering the floor, I came up with the idea of a greenhouse, where we'd grow us some writing in an environment of rich earth and plenty of light. (Well, this requires "fertilizer," too, which the Club has had in great abundance from day one.) It seemed to work. That class produced some brilliant writing from people who never even thought they could concoct a pungent sentence. I was happy. Delirious. But an academic quarter at CSLA is a mere ten short weeks, and, politics and class considerations being what they were, and are, I was about as likely to get a follow-up CW assignment as a tenured professor is to pass through the eye of a needle.
So, at the end of the term, we were all sitting around in the back room of Garfono's Pizza, beerily wishing it wouldn't end. That's when my "student" and co-conspirator Mat Gleason, then publisher/editor of the Student Independent, CSLA's first and only seriously muckraking newspaper, came up with the idea of forming a regular club and getting some student funding to keep us afloat. He did all the necessary paperwork. His first budget asked for five thousand dollars for "beverages." (Those were different times.) We got five hundred bucks, enough to publish the first CWC Journal, and recognition as an official campus organization. The Club was born.
We've been meeting in that same back room for more or less six years. Over this time I've seen some of the best minds of a generation refreshed by madness. I've broken bread (albeit often in liquid form) with every single writer in this book, every one of whom I am proud to call a friend. Our founding motto still stands today: "All Egos Must Be Left At The Door!" This is not to say we haven't had our ups and downs. Dysfunctional family, after all, is a redundant term. But whatever, I've gained an amazing lifetime family from this club, and I think our success has come from the fact we are family, and as such all equal partners in the process. There hasn't been a single meeting at which I haven't heard something amazing or learned something necessary.
The Club has never been about stars; it has always been about constellations. I'm pretty sure it will remain so in the future. Accidents will happen. Gleason calls it serendipity. I call it my dumb luck. I think back to the start, Gleason, sitting in the rear of the classroom. He'd managed to jump the rules and enroll in my writing course halfway through the quarter, having had to bully some dean or other functionary for authorization. All the regular students were staring at this bearded, disheveled individual, probably wondering, who the hell let the homeless guy in here? I introduced him apologetically, saying that while I realized it was unusual for someone to add a course in the fifth week, Mat had published seven issues of the Student Independent, which constituted a considerable body of fiction...
At which point, Gleason surged aloft, jerked heavenward by a prodigious middle digit aimed my way. "Fuck you, Buddy!" he shouted. The class went beige in disbelief. I just shrugged. Nowadays, I like to think everything started right there, at that moment, with that finger. Alpha and Omega Omega Omega. Anarchy at CSLA. Some of the best damned writers to come out of any writing
program anywhere, except that we did it ourselves, without a program. Thanks, guys. I love you all. |
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