By Anita Sands Hernandez

Imagine you have a paintbrush and by drawing a vivid cartoon, can create a reality you can live in. Creating your own future is similar to that. Creating events is about being able to hold pictures of the future in your brain while you pump up the feelings related to what you're seeing, and as you create this intensity, a new gestalt occurs, and you start to get feedback, from your higher self, that gives you hints as to how you could create this event. Those are the VOWS, the second part.

GETTING a new life is about you provoking 'feedback' from a higher source, NEW INPUT you might call it. Useful, new input. And then the vows to do the actions. Think of it this way. You are a president. You have workers. But a little more important than the workers is the HANDLERS, the idea people. Their input.

If you had this mysterious input, this million dollar advice from your own, private million dollar career consultant, you'd already have the life of your dreams. But you don't. Something's missing in your 'life arsenal'. It isn't going to come in the mail or in a book. No, it's IN YOUR MIND. You already know everything you need to know, as you essentially are GOD.

To really function like a GOD, and advise YOURSELF, all you have to do is get the mind empty and peaceful as an airport landing field, turn on the landing lights, get the control tower ready and invite this 'new input' to come 'land' on your field.

Let's practice this right now. See the picture of yourself enjoying the perfect life that you really want. The one you have almost tried NOT to think about as it too painful. No longer are you a hamster on a treadmill, working 40/7 and giving all the money to the landlord and utility companies. You're on the beach in Maui, your sweetheart by your side. I know, you gave up on having any of this, but turn off the pain, take a mental Excedrin and see yourself living that ideal life. See the details. Make it opulent. It's not a hotel it's your own vacation home. Your entire family is there. Even the dog.

Now, you are going to fuse feeling, emotion (probably JOY) with this FUTURE picture. Now, play handball off that vision and ask something. 'What do I have to do to get that situation? To go from here to there?' That's a good question to ask yourself. Or "Do I know anyone who could help me get it?' Or "what do I have to STOP doing? What am I doing wrong that I'm not achieving that life?" Now, most certainly, you will get something back from your unconscious, as you've posed a question. You will get an answer. It maybe is a NEW theorem. Me + X = Z. You know the value of Me and you know what and where Z is, so what is the value of X? What is the X equation that you have to figure out? What is the X you have to add to the ME?

This kind of mental algebra is difficult only if our minds are cluttered!! Oh admit it. Your brain is a clutter catastrophe. Every surface in your mind house is covered with dusty junk, dating back to birth, every teddy bear and squeeze toy, and every object that ever touched your hand. Every sniffly hankie, ever tear-soaked corsage.

What is more, that attic you carry on your shoulders is full of painful corners that you won't even GO INTO. You are filled with denial and aversion and scar tissue. You can't go in this corner as it reminds you of THIS. You can't do these things as you've created that LIMIT for yourself. You told yourself, I can't do that. I don't do that well. DUST those corners out. Hose them down. Open up your whole space.

The second you do, life will get EASIER! Now, how do you erase tears and scars? Remember the pain and have a good cry. When the tears leave, IT leaves. (And ask me for the file on Primal Emotional Release work. It's akin to disk wipe, that old DOS command that leaves the floppy totally empty.

The trick is to stop holding on to old stuff. DON'T BOTHER REMEMBERING WHAT YOU SHOULD HAVE FORGOTTEN! It's getting in the way of what you really WANT! So right now, start doing "HEAD Housekeeping"

Cleaning the 'brain' is the only practice that give you a 'l9-inch VGA mental monitor' where you're going to project color pictures of your future, where you're going to envision the life, the work required and even get feedback, a kind of 'e-mail' from heaven.

You can receive these messages and visions; you can create joy, peace, and harmony OUT OF THAT empty screen, that high-powered mental PC. You can create a fired up, high degree of creativity which can give you artistic talent that you don't SEEM TO have today. You can achieve fame, renown, rewards like huge earnings and new joys as you devise ways to spend that money doing what you and your loved ones dream.

All that's required is a clean attic, an empty brain or shall we say, controlling your own attic equals heaven on earth. Certainly, incentive to FLATLINE THE runaway stallion of the BRAIN.

Kick start your POWER by dumping mental static. No more automatic thinking, no more fear-based nightmare pictures, no processing stupid input from radios, TV., no endless correlating or tying in what you're hearing with YOUR life. No more inferring. No more reading MORE into things than was intended. No more deducing. No random brain jabber-static, no more letting random pictures 'out there' stimulate a receiver reacting, "IN THERE," and with it, all the fear, rage hormones.

You WANT to enter the brain-free zone where you're immune to it all. Put the brain in the deep freeze! That means those jack-you-up fuels you're used to swigging all day which make you thinky, have to be tossed. Sayonara coffee, Pepsi, Coke, tea as they make the ole brain shimmy and shake and buzz like a cement mixer. You want no skull static. You want a total FLATLINE on the brain-o-meter. NO LOAD IN THE HOLE! No mental static interfering with clear channel.  Brain 'lite!'

When you practice showing thoughts the door, gradually what will happen is, you enter into the utter silence of the grandeur of the Majestic Silent Forest mind. You will start to hear the silent rabbits that you never heard before. You will even hear those little burps from the infinite dark lake within, from the mud bed at the bottom of the soul, where it joins all souls, little burps of cognition.

When these tender pictures come, along come tender feelings. New to you. Tenderness for the people in your life. Caring, compassion. What they did doesn't irritate you. You're only compassionate that they were screwed up enough to do that thing.

If thoughts intrude, let their ripples spread, then die into a flatline. Note the thought passing, then you go back to flatline. Maybe after a half hour of peace, another little burp, something more significant. This new thought says "I'm real, pay attention." Say yes, and then go into flatline, letting that information GO........ If it's major important burp, write it down, then get off it immediately.

This discipline is about letting go, letting things move on. Not being like a static-y TV. screen, or not being constipated and HOLDING on to what should move away.

Gradually what happens is everything you THOUGHT was objectionable in your life passes away, too! The drama of the insults of fate. The searing pain. You created all those "tragedies" of joblessness, poverty, alienation, fights and break-up with your previously THINKY mode, the monkey driving the jet plane mode. You accidentally created disharmony. You let the devil in the door. But those decisions are gone. You don't have to live with the results of them. You thought that mess was here to stay. No way Jose.

When you are a clear, mountain pool, reactions to those things fall thru you like space junk and disappear into the huge ocean. They don't exist if you don't react to them. You don't bother to dramatize. You just think, "I caused it, I take responsibility, won't do that twice,' and you get OFF IT. No 'GOD, I did wrong! I'm so ad. I'm so sorry." Hey, you were perfect. You were ignorant at the time you did it, so forgive yourself ANYTHING no matter what size, and go on knowing it was perfect.

FORGET everything you ever knew or heard or cared about or thought was a guiding philosophy of a fact relevant to your history. Forget the Drama of "MY LIFE". Any memory that comes up, let go. Your likes, hates. Vendettas. People you don't phone anymore and why. Forget it. Let the anger go and envision this person with you holding their hand. This will get you the people back. These events, vendettas and memories didn't add up to anything but you with some bigtime present time irritations. So don't cherish pain!

DUMP the causes of those irritations. And stop being so tacky, cheap and mean to all those people. Why would you be --- if the vendetta died out of memory? Tell you what -- Let's go flatline and see what soul wants to do about those people and your life. See what God wants to do about tutoring those jerks but loving them as you do it, loving them the way a puppy or a retard loves, ardently.

Next, to have better, higher level events, let the soul drive. Quiet the monkey mind down. Let some higher force (higher than a few cups of gray mush programmed to over react) make those life shaking decisions! The brain only sees black and white, so why we call it 'gray' matter puzzles me! Ask the supremely wise unconscious for insight. Keep asking until an answer comes, either in dreams, meditation or while you're washing dishes. But if you don't ask you don't get.

Now here's the hard one. Cuz the others are EASY. LET no new 'low grade' info into your head to LODGE in your brain. Any trivial info comes, look at it, then absolutely forget it. Say you're reading a book. (Books are ALLOWED you know,) handle the data, write down on note pad, then get off it. FORGET IT.

Letting thoughts loll around making themselves at home in your brain is like inviting tramps into your living room. They babble drunkenly, lips flapping, eat like pigs, mess the floor so don't even let 'em in. Tend to them at the front door, then say 'goodbye' nicely.

Do not let a single low-grade thought lodge in your brain. Thoughts are tricky. They try to engage you in processing, they want to convince you they're super meaningful; they want to get you clay-squeezing around in your own viewpoint, as if there were decisions you'd have to make or re-make after you checked your viewpoint.

There isn't anything to decide so don't review incidents looking for viewpoint. That's meaningless babble. The source of all irritation, insanity, grief, bad personal vibe and all losses. CUT YOUR LOSSES. STOP IT! Stop letting thoughts be the lieutenants giving orders to your brain to do research.

You are not some alley tramp's 24 hour a day secretary! You are a glorious, empty kind person and your NEW, unfrowning FACE is gonna SHOW IT when you've thoroughly emptied the room upstairs and put a FOR RENT sign on it so that you can do your creative work in peace. And when you create, what happens is the MUSES visit you. The BIG GUY upstairs, with his infinite interest, can come visit your work place.

For people who still want logical REASONS, on why should we want to STOP processing, reviewing, doing viewpoint checks, liking, hating, deciding if we like or hate? The reason is because they are all examinations of the PAST. THEY ARE NOT RELEVANT to now. A viewpoint is just a photograph you made yesterday of some other event and is another damn thing you should have forgotten.

Do you want this LEAD CHAIN around your neck with pounds of stuff rattling? This 'charm bracelet' around your neck? NO! Get rid of it, all the stolen silverware, all the flatirons you were going to take into be repaired, you're WEARING THEM!

Get and STAY absolutely EMPTY. The only chain you want might be a bead bracelet or mantra prayer beads. Like a rosary, hold it in hand, pull it thru your fingers. Keep a sentence you love going, "God and I are one, God and I are one." That mantra stuff is magic, and penetrates and dyes the mind a nice color of lavender, and it will also build an epoxy firewall to keep thoughts out.

Stay empty as a jar and you'll be more relaxed, more perceptive and you'll sleep longer. Important that you do sleep longer too. As we get older, we have those 'repeated awakenings' which come from low blood sugar, that isn't perceived as hunger. But low blood sugar will wake one. So reach out and eat. Yes, have a piece of cheese or avocado wrapped in napkin or a plastic bag, have it hidden under the pillow, take a one inch square, chew, swallow. Then, rinse mouth, without getting out of bed, with a jug of water and glass that you keep by the bed, then go back to sleep. SLEEP LONGER. 8 is barely enough. 9 is better.

PRACTICE all these things. Memorize the list, FLATLINE EMPTY, FORGET, TRAMP THOUGHTS STAY OUT. SLEEP LONG AND DEEP. Cuz only if you memorize them can you practice them constantly. Catch yourself when you fall off.

Now, with all that sleep and empty head you'll be bright as a penny. The spark of life will make REAL thoughts come, deep ones, perceptions, a sense of your truest yearnings. The willingness to commit to the work necessary to 'bring these ambitions' to fruition.

Another thing, your brain synapses will start to crackle and pop. That only happens in an oxygenated (think 'rested' mind.) What's nice is that if you want real depth of thought and gorgeous cinerama thoughts, you have only to go to the mountains near water, hike for a while, smell flowers, eat fruit and inhale deeply and you can create a mental feast of high grade realizations, epiphanies, or as we said in the sixties, 'a trip.' So now you have the handles on your own dashboard, in your control. Air. Good air.

Feed your brain oxygen, the unconscious comes awake. It can more easily get thru to a clear, rational mind and you'll have multi-dimensional thinking. You will have ideas pingpong off gray cells, creating new ideas. New gestalts. You never have one idea, you will have progressions. Abundance is the central principle of the universe. Mitosis. One creates two creates four. Everything grows, left on its own, ---- well -- FUELED with oxygen, but basically left on its own.

You will come up with instant METAPHORS, perceive SYMBOLS, perceive synchronicity and coincidences and HEAR the HIDDEN VOICE-advice that the universe is giving you. The true path will open as your faith in a supreme guide is restored.

You will begin to frequently hear the words of the higher self as your own mind is no longer babbling some trash agenda. You will create a new, vigorously fired up creativity in your waking hours from this practice, and become a millionaire in a year. Your unconscious will figure out the way to do it if, from time to time you ask it to do so. Because the LINE of communication will be crystal CLEAR, open.

So, FLATLINE, FORGET everything and DON'T LET NEW INFO IN. Stay empty. Sleep more. Use CHEESE if you wake. Occasionally ask your Godhead to produce something MATERIAL. See, He's the only one who can create miracles. Not you. Not your brain. The brain has about as much depth as a pool of spit, as much will power as a glass of orange juice. The brain is what gets addicted to all time wasters, energy wasters. IT FEEDS on them. It's addicted to them. That's what being bored is, a sign the addicted brain is feeling itself to be still. And yet the stillness of the soul is where you get the 'juice!' And to think, all these years, you've been relying on this monkey to guide you. You abandoned the OVERSOUL because you thought the ego was GOD. You went with the EGO, forgetting YOU REALLY WERE GOD, on a higher level. Or as my guru says, "YOU INVENTED THE EGO BECAUSE YOU FORGOT YOU WERE GOD!" (For chapters of his unpublished book, give me your email address.)

PRACTICE this Clear Mind program. Sure, you'll fall off the practicing in the first ten minutes and catch yourself babbling with the tramp who suddenly seems to LIVE in your mind. Toss the bugger out and get back to the grande nada. Learn to eliminate the 'brigand thought' in one split second without holding on to it because the thought seems valuable. Why? Because it really is an enemy that pushes your buttons and causes you to react with negative emotions. You cannot tolerate thoughts that make you clench or cringe.

First thing that happens while you're trying to practice not thinking, is you find the mind virtually broadcasting like a radio left on. Diharrea of the mind. MUZAK. You're driving down the street, seeing this memory, that thought, that stimuli to some dumb, inner conversation, and suddenly, you're leaking energy all over the boulevards, worse than ever.

People have tried to shut this brain down. They give up coffee, thinking that would take the starch out, make them more peaceful. Almost the SAME battle as with caffeine. Then in that first week you're catching yourself making the thinking mistake all the time. You stop yourself, and then you do it all over again.

Have you ever had a tray of one inch baby plants, you plant a few, the sun hits them, they die. You plant a few more out in the yard, they dry up. Finally one grabs and you have riotous bloom. Practicing a new mental habit is just as hard. You try it a hundred times before you get one moment clear and golden and beautiful and then, a whole afternoon of it.

Brainlessness is the ground floor for miracles and power. When you're truly brainless, you can perfect the art of spending time daydreaming about the positive things you want in your life and seeing what chores or habits or efforts you're going to have to do regularly to get these cherished dreams. You're going to have to talk BACK to the oversoul when the channels are clear AND get your unconscious interested in these worldly agendas. And maybe even, occasionally, ask your unconscious what ITS agenda might be. What you might have promised God you'd do when you got here, this time.

And then you find there are two of you in the cabin. You don't have to steer it yourself all the time. You can relax. Funny, but how this works is that soon, 'those wild ideas replace the old banal ones. Life triggers recognition scenes, hunches, lightning bolts. Life sends you synchronicities and stimuli and you go Eureka! THAT'S IT! It all came together! There's a co-pilot here!

And when that kind of stuff is going on daily, next time that doorbell rings, it won't be a tramp. It'll be your ultimate DREAM... what you envisioned. At your door.

NOTE: In astrological terms, a fixed sign grand square with an eclipse (!!) is about manifesting things in reality. Making them happen with just thought forms. All planets, luminaries are in fixed signs when I wrote this,3 a.m, August 8th, l999, the exact minute of a momentous fixed sign convergence.

FIXED SIGNS rule the reality that endures, they are symbolized in astrology as the tamasic NOUN, Not the rajaistic CARDINAL signs which are like an action VERB and not the reacting, sattvic, mutable sign ADVERB. And the NOUN is what The Master Jules (self made multi millionaire) writes about in "I INVENTED THE EGO BECAUSE I FORGOT I WAS GOD” a website about developing talent and becoming wealthy by creating reality with thought forms. If anyone wants some of Jules chapters mailed them, email me at I was his typist/transcriber. 100 tapes yet un-transcribed, 100 available to you. Read CHAPTER FIVE on HOW TO CREATE A FIRE IN THE BELLY! Go to the MASTER JULES WEBSITE now.