Title: Virtually Yours

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Rating: NC-17

Category: Romance, Sci-Fi (a little bit)

Disclaimer: I don’t own JAG or any of these characters. Even the idea wasn’t mine.

Summary: AJ and Mac go undercover with virtual reality.

Notes: This all started as a dream by Lisa R. She sent it to me and I just had to write it up as a story. She helped me with this story from beginning to end with lots of different things. Thanks should go to her at LisaR567@aol.com.

Friday February 14, 2003

1030 hours

Admiral Chegwidden's office

The Admiral hung up his phone and shook his head. He had finally gotten everything together for this quote, unquote mission that the Secretary of the Navy insisted he take. There was only one more thing for him to do, involve his coconspirator.

“Tiner, get me Colonel MacKenzie in here. Now,” he said over the intercom.

“Aye, aye, Sir,” came the quick response. Moments later, there was a knock on the door.

“Reporting as ordered, Sir.”

“Come in and close the hatch.” Mac did as ordered, wondering what was going on.

“Secretary Sheffield has a, a job, for us,” he said sarcastically as he leaned against the front of his desk. “Have a seat. Unfortunately, he doesn't think that we should discuss the case here. The man had the nerve to suggest that the walls have ears.”

“He said that?” Mac asked in amazement.

“He doesn't know any better, yet. This case is a rather delicate issue and it needs to be handled as such. We need to go to Fredericksburg today and that is about all that I can explain here. He said that we can talk about it on the way.”

“Okay. When do we leave?”

“I'm going to leave for a meeting at the Pentagon in about five minutes then I'll be done in about an hour and a half. If you have anything on your desk that you can finish up that would be great. Especially if you have anything on your desk that might require leaving the office all afternoon. Sheffield doesn't want anyone to know what is happening, so he suggested that I be in meetings all day and you working on a case.”

“Very good, Sir. Where do you want to meet?”

“My house at noon. By the way, it's civilian dress.”

“Alright. I'll see you there, Sir.”

1200 Noon

Admiral Chegwidden's House

Mac arrived at the Admiral's house just moments after him. She popped her trunk then pulled out her emergency bag for her civvies before meeting him on the porch as he unlocked his door.

“Feel free to change in the bathroom in the hall,” the Admiral suggested as he continued to his bedroom.

Mac changed quickly and soon walked out of the bedroom. She opened the door and found a hanger on the doorknob. She knew that the Admiral had put it there for her uniform. By the time she had hung her uniform, he stepped out of his bedroom.

“I know this is not explaining the whole thing but this is somewhat an undercover assignment. It's nothing dangerous, that's why I didn't say anything before. Originally, Sheffield was going to ask Rabb to do this but he decided that Rabb might not be the most discrete about this.”

“About what, Sir?”

“About going undercover as a married couple.”

“Married?”

“Yeah. I'll explain in detail on the trip but we are to be a married civilian couple going for some marriage counseling. We actually have our 'therapy session' at 1400 in Fredericksburg.”

“We are going to be civilians? I only have my trench coat.”

“That's okay. I think Francesca left a coat or two in the hall closet, help yourself to anything in there. I'll hang up your uniform in my closet. Once you pick one out, follow me.”

The Admiral took her uniform and went into his bedroom. Mac looked into the closet and saw several jackets and coats. She looked through them and she knew that neither of Francesca's would be appropriate. One was a St. John's jacket and the other was an exquisite long black coat. She couldn’t resist a peek at the label, Piazza Sempione. Mac would have loved to wear that coat but even with her limited knowledge of Italian designers, she knew this was an extremely expensive piece of clothing. Mac reluctantly put Francesca’s jackets back in the closet and pulled out one jacket she knew would be okay. Mac walked into the Admiral’s bedroom and watched as he pulled out a box from his dresser.

“I’ll need your ring, Sarah,” he said without turning around.

“Excuse me, Sir?”

“I’m AJ for this case. You certainly can’t be calling your husband ‘sir’ unless we want to give these people an interesting impression,” he said with a smile.

“Ok, AJ. You need my ring?” she asked.

“Yes. We have to be civilians with no ties to the military, so you need to remove your ring,” he explained as he pulled off his Academy ring. He took her ring and opened the box he was holding. “And since we are to be married, I figure my bride needs a wedding ring.”

“That’s not necessary.”

“Yes it is. I don't want anyone to think that I can't afford a ring for you. Here, these were my mother's. She gave them to me so I could give them to Francesca and I just never have.”

Mac looked through the small box and finally decided on a ring she liked. It was a simple emerald pear cut stone with two tiny flanking diamonds. She also pulled out a plain gold band to wear before handing the box back to AJ. He reached in and pulled out the matching men's band when he looked at the rings she picked.

“That was my mother's engagement ring,” he stated.

“Oh, I'll pick something else.”

“No. That's fine. It will just sit here, forgotten, if you don't wear it.”

Mac looked at him and saw that he didn't mind her wearing them so she put the band on then the emerald. They fit her perfectly. AJ slipped on his band and then he finally noticed the jacket she picked.

“You're going to wear my old leather jacket? What about Francesca's?”

“They are too nice to wear to therapy and they don't go with this,” she said referring to her black jeans and turtleneck. “Is that okay?”

“Sure. I'll just wear my old denim jacket,” he said reaching back into his closet. Mac noticed for the first time that AJ was wearing a white shirt, well worn jeans and cowboys boots. “Did you manage to grab something for lunch yet, Sarah?”

“No. I was thinking that we could just grab something on the way down, if that's okay?” she asked as they walked to the garage.

“Sure. I guess we can stop and get you some Beltway burgers,” he said with a smile as he took the jacket from her hands to help her into it. “With two conditions only.”

“What's that?”

“One, no eating in the car, and two. Let me buy you a real dinner after this is over with.”

“You don't have to.”

“Sarah. I didn't even realize that it was Valentine's Day today so it's the least I can do,” he said as he opened the door to the garage.

“Well, it's not like I had plans anyway, Sir. AJ,” she said before she got a look in the garage. “You have a Mustang?”

“No, I borrowed it from a friend who owed me a favor. It doesn’t have any military stickers on it so it’s better to drive than either of ours. I'll pull the Mustang out if you don't mind pulling yours in. Just in case anyone drives over.”

“Sure, not a problem.”

AJ pulled out the Mustang put it in park and waited for Sarah to pull her car into the garage. He walked to the garage door, pulled it down once she stepped outside, then went to open her car door. Soon they were on their way and stopped at the closest fast food place. Once they finished eating and they were back on the road, AJ explained the entire case.

"We are going to meet with a Doctor Hunter. He has two degrees, one in computer programming and the other in psychology. It seems that he discovered a way to put his degrees together. He created a program that tracks couples and any problems that they had. Somehow he came up with a virtual reality program of some sort.”

“Bud would love this.”

“True, but he would also be so excited about this it would be difficult for him to keep quiet about it.”

“Good point. What does this computer program have to do with JAG?”

“It seems that Doctor Hunter wants to sell or even give the program to the Navy.”

“He wants to 'give' it to the Navy? Why?”

“He believes that this program could improve morale, homesickness, and even cut down on extramarital affairs.”

“That's saying a lot. How is it supposed to work?”

“I'm not sure. That part wasn't explained to me. Sheffield said that it would all be explained when we got there.”

“Okay. So why are we going to couples therapy, hubby?”

He looked at her startled for a moment before laughing.

“I guess that we have problems with my age,” he said too casually as he looked away.

“What's wrong with your age, AJ?” she asked making sure that she used his name, not his rank.

This time he looked shocked and not just surprised.

“Sarah, I'm quite a few years older than you.”

“I've noticed. So?”

Once again he looked surprised before he spoke. “Well, I guess that will be why we are going then.”

They fell silent for a while and soon they were pulling off I-95 onto Route 3. AJ drove into downtown Fredericksburg then stopped at a non-descript building just off Princess Ann Street.

They walk into the doctor's office then sit and wait for Doctor Hunter to come and get them. Staying true to their cover, they both were silent. AJ was thinking about what Mac, no Sarah, had said about their age difference. Could it really not matter to her? He mentally sighed, knowing that there was more between them than their age difference. Before AJ could get too lost in thought, he noticed a man walk into the waiting room. He was a short man in his early fifties. He was wearing a lab coat over his blue shirt and khaki pants. He spotted AJ and Sarah and called out their names.

"AJ, Sarah? I'm Doctor Jeremy Hunter. Would you like to step back into my office and we can talk about what is bothering you?"

They both stood up and, always the gentleman, AJ let Sarah lead the way. Soon they were settled into Doctor Hunter's office.

“May I take your coats?” They both shed their jackets then sat down on the leather couch.

“So, if you can tell me a little bit about yourselves we can get the prelimaries done before we go to the lab to use the computers.”

They were both happy that they had talked about this on the trip down.

“AJ thinks our age is a problem,” she said before he could speak.

“Why would you say that?” the doctor asked.

“Because he keeps saying how much older he is than me. I keep telling him that it's not important to me but he just doesn't listen.”

“Okay. AJ tell me a little about your relationship.”

“We've known each other for about 8 years now. I've been attracted to her since the day I met her but I don't stand a chance in the long run,” he said with a touch of sadness.

“Why is that?”

“There's another man.” Sarah gasped. “A younger one.”

“That's not true. He's just my friend, AJ. That's all. I promise,” Sarah said honestly as she stared into his eyes and unthinkingly reached out to touch his hand. He didn't realize it but he clasped her hand in his, holding tightly.

Doctor Hunter sat there a moment silent before speaking.

“Okay. This seems to be simple miscommunication. If you two will follow me into my lab, we can finish this up and let you two have the rest of your Valentine's Day to yourselves.”

They stood up then followed the doctor into the lab attached to his office. He shut the door then apologized.

“I'm sorry about that. I know that my lab is soundproofed but I'm not sure about my office.”

“That's okay,” AJ said. “At least we came prepared. So what is this thing you have to show us?”

“Let me start at the beginning. I was in the Navy a long time ago. I had never been away from home and I was terribly homesick. I did my job but I didn't put my heart into it. My time was finally up so I left and went to school to get more computer training. I also discovered psychology and in my spare time, I created a program that tracks couples problems.”

“And now you want to sell this program to the Navy?” asked Sarah.

“Not exactly. I took this program and then created a virtual reality system.”

“How can that help the Navy?” asked AJ.

“By putting on this suit and helmet a person can relive any memory or live out a fantasy.”

“You're kidding?” asked AJ incredously.

“Not at all. Just image a recruit, away from home for the first time like I was, with this, they could be able to go home for a few minutes even if they can't have leave. So if a recruit can 'go home' for a short visit when they are deployed, just imagine how much morale will improve.”

“If it works,” AJ said skeptically. “Sheffield also said you claimed this will cut out affairs. How?”

“If a sailor can just use this, he or she can virtually be with a loved one, so then why have an affair while on shore leave? Or worse, an affair with someone in the same chain of command.”

“But what about the spouses at home? Would you really want to know that your spouse is busy having cyber sex and that it's endorsed and encouraged by the Navy?” Mac asked.

“Psychologists have for years said that fantasies are a healthy part of a loving relationship. The only difference with this is that it feels far more real.”

They talk about the details of the program for quite some time.  Dr. Hunter had to leave and talk with another couple so he left Sarah and AJ to review all his reports.  Sarah commented that she wondered how the Doctor can just give this program away if he worked for a practice.  She remembered how a lot of government people would create something and it would belong to the government.  She also knew that a lot of civilian companies use that to protect themselves against espionage.  He must have worked out something with that already.

“I think that this is all we can do until Dr. Hunter gets back.”

“He said he would be back at 4:30 so he should be here anytime,” Sarah stated. “I have a question for you, AJ.”

“What’s that?”

“Why did we get picked for this? Not that I mind certainly but I am curious.”

“The SecNav was going to pick Rabb but he decided that he would probably open his big mouth and blab to others or flat out say he was Navy.” Sarah smiled. “His words, not mine. He called me last night and told me he thought I should go instead and pick someone to go with me. Since our cover was a married couple, you pretty much were the default,” he said with a smile.

“By default?” she asked amused.

“I figured it would be enough of a stretch with our age difference, imagine what people would say if I brought Harriet or Manetti? They would say I was robbing the cradle.”

She frowned at him then said, “How about Meredith? I’m sure she would have been happy to help you.”

“True, and I would have except for three reasons. First, the SecNav didn’t want any civilians involved. Next, I was afraid she might take our cover the wrong way and three, we aren’t seeing each other any longer.”

Before Sarah could say anything about that, Dr. Hunter returned.

“I’m sorry it took me so long. Have you reviewed my papers?”

“Yes. It certainly looks promising. Just one thing, can we test this contraption?” AJ asked.

“Sure. Who wants to try? AJ? Sarah?”

“Hell no,” stated AJ.

“I guess that would be me,” Sarah said. “What do I need to do?”

“Eventually, I would like to have even more electrodes but right now all I have is 52. You’ll need to change into this jumpsuit, if you don’t mind. You can change behind the screen right there.”

A few minutes later Sarah reappeared wearing a skintight black cat suit with electrodes sewn on in strategic places and wired running everywhere. She didn’t meet AJ’s eyes as she was connected to the system. She put on gloves and then a helmet with a view screen on it. By the time she was finished there were electrodes and wires everywhere, specially her head, groin and breasts.

AJ looked at Sarah then back at Dr. Hunter. "Hope this doesn't offend you but I don't believe that this thing works like you say. It sounds too much like something out of science fiction! Sarah, we’re wasting our time."

“AJ, the SecNav gave us this personally to investigate. We are the only ones to decide if this is real or a hoax. I know the Navy can’t afford to spend any money to waste so it’s up to us to find out. And even if Dr. Hunter donates this to the Navy, we can’t afford the bad publicity if this falls through.”

“I guess,” he said.

“Also the Navy can spend the time and money on more worthwhile projects if this one is a fake.”

AJ sighed then said, "You're right. Ok. Let's get it over with. Sarah, are you ready?"

“As I’ll ever be, I guess. What do I need to do?”

“Just relax, clear your mind, and think of a favorite fantasy or past experience you would like to relive. That's it.”

AJ looked at him and "That's it? That's all she has to do? Just think of a dream or an experience in the past? And this contraption will do its thing?"

The scientist nodded his head. “Yes. This taps into the cerebral cortex and senses the neurotransmitters-“

“English, please,” AJ interrupted.

“I’m sorry. Basically, this taps into the brain and sees what she's dreaming about, and then turns it into a Virtual Reality experience.”

“Sarah, are you sure you don’t mind a machine messing with your brain?”

“There's safeguards built into the device, so no physical harm will come to her. I’ve tried it myself several times, and I have not been hurt mentally or in any other way. There is a bar in front of you or you can sit if you worry about your balance, which is the worst thing. But it's up to you, Sarah. If you don't want to do it, it's ok. I’m sure you could just use my observations and notes in your investigation.”

AJ turned to Sarah with a raised eyebrow, “We’re here already AJ. We might as well. Go ahead,” she said to Dr. Hunter.

“Okay, just think of a something you want to experience and in a moment it should appear on your screen.”

“Oh my,” she said when she saw a living room appear before her.

“What’s wrong? What do you see?” asked a concerned AJ.

“I’m fine and I see a living room.”

What Sarah didn’t say was that she saw his living room and not hers. She was actually standing in the middle of his living room. Watching AJ as a matter of fact. He was standing by his stereo looking through his CD collection. Since this was just a fantasy, Sarah looked her fill, starting at his boots. The boots surprised her and she really wanted to know the story behind them. Leisurely looking her way up, she took note of his muscled legs in well-worn denim. She then let her eyes wander across his broad shoulders then traveled up to his deliciously bald head. He finally selected a CD, dropped it in the player then turned to look at her.

“What?”

“Just enjoying the scenery,” she said with a smile.

“So you like the candles?” he asked referring to the scented candles all around the room.

“I wasn’t talking about the candles,” she said as Tony Bennet began to sing as he walked closer to her.

AJ held out his arms, Sarah stepped into them, and they started to dance. She wrapped her arms around his shoulders and let her fingers tease the tightly cropped hair as he pulled her closer. At first, his hands were on her hips and they were dancing very close together. AJ closed his eyes, and ran his hands up and down her back as they continued to dance. When the song ended, they broke apart, and just stood there staring at each other for a few moments.

AJ raised his hand to Sarah's face and ran his finger slowly down her cheek, and across her lips all while never taking his eyes from hers. Sarah swallowed hard, opened her mouth and latched onto AJ's finger, gently sucking on it. AJ let out a gasp causing her to smile as she released his finger. AJ reached out, grabbed Sarah, and kissed her passionately. Sarah groaned, ran her hands underneath his sweater and caressed his bare back, causing him to groan. AJ lifted his head, grabbed the hem of Sarah’s shirt and yanked it over her head. AJ groaned again when he saw that she had no bra on. He dropped her shirt on the floor then reached out and cupped her breasts. He then looked into her eyes, as he lowered his head and sucked a nipple into his mouth.

AJ suddenly grabbed her arms, lightly shook her, and called her name. She reached up and touched him on the cheek when suddenly her vision changed. AJ was still in front of her but she was once again standing in the lab instead of his living room. Sarah’s gloved hand was on his cheek and he looked very concerned.

“Sarah? Are you okay?” She simply nodded as she pulled her hand back. “Are you in pain?”

“No.” Sarah whispered.

“No? But why then are you panting and breathless? Are you sure you didn't feel anything?” he asked as he finally let her go.

“Oh, I felt something alright, felt a lot as a matter of fact, but not pain, at least not the bad kind you're thinking about,” she said as she smiled. AJ looked at Dr. Hunter confused but the scientist was beaming.

“Sarah, what the HELL are you talking about? If you didn't feel pain, what did you feel?” AJ snapped.

Sarah shrugged her shoulders, “Like I said, a lot. Whatever I was supposed to feel in this Virtual experience, I felt for real. For instance, when my virtual self was happy in this virtual reality, I actually felt happy in real life.”

“So it's for real? This sci-fi contraption really works?”

“Oh yes. It worked so well, after a few minutes, I forgot it wasn't real, that it was just a Virtual experience. You gotta try it!”

“Ok, guess I'll try it,” he sighed. “If you survived it, I'm sure I will too. One question though, why were you dancing? And what was that action you made with your mouth?”

“Y-Y-Y-You saw that?” she stuttered and blushed. AJ nodded.

Not noticing her nervousness, Dr. Hunter spoke up, “Whatever you're doing in the virtual reality experience, you're also acting it out in Real life, so anybody who's around you at the time, will witness your actions.”

Sarah looked so embarrassed. “I think we got what we need for the report. Do you mind if we leave now, AJ?”

“Excuse me? I thought you said I should try it myself,” AJ said as he lifted an eyebrow as she muttered something. AJ grinned and said, “So that's what I'll do, try it. Sorry, but we aren't leaving until I'm done.”

AJ walked over to the screen and changed into a suit that was there before returning to pick up the gloves.

“If only I could have your experience, Sarah, it looked fun.” Sarah just stood there, staring at her feet. AJ grinned again, then turned to the scientist and told him that he was ready to try it. The scientist helped him connect all the wires and cables to the central computer as Sarah slipped behind the screen and changed back into her clothes. Once he was done, he handed AJ the helmet.

“I just have to think of a favorite fantasy or experience I had? That's all?” AJ asked as he began to pull the helmet on. The scientist nodded. AJ winked at Sarah as she returned and said, “Still wish I could experience Sarah's it looked ...um...interesting. More interesting than anything I could come up with.” Sarah blushed and looked away. AJ grinned and started pushing the helmet all the way on. But before he got it completely on, the scientist leaned toward him and interrupted.

“You can experience what she did if you would like. The computer records and stores everything. That way the user can alter it as they like and re-experience them over and over again.”

AJ looked shocked said, “You mean to tell me, that Sarah's fantasy was saved? I really can experience it?”

“As long as it’s okay with her.”

Mac stared back shocked let out a sigh and then said, “Go ahead. After all, it IS just a fantasy.”

“Are you sure, Sarah? I don’t want to intrude on your privacy.”

“It’s okay, AJ. I trust you.”

AJ nodded, smiled at her, then turned around. “Play it back, Doc.” He then put the helmet on.

Sarah and Dr. Hunter watched as a look of surprise crossed over AJ’s face.

“So, Sarah. Was your fantasy about AJ?”

“Why would you think that?

“When I said that he could experience your fantasy and you seemed both nervous and excited. That kind of tipped me off.”

“Yes, it is about AJ. That’s why I was hesitant at first.”

“Then why did you let him?” he asked softly.

“I’m tired of pretending,” she sighed. “Maybe it’s time to let AJ know how I feel about him.

“I understand. It’s a difficult thing to tell someone how you feel about them.”

Just then AJ stopped, took off the helmet, and stared wide eyed at Sarah, while panting heavily. Sarah stared back worriedly until she unthinkingly glanced down and noticed his erection. She then smiled at him as AJ gasped.

“Your fantasy was about me? About us together?” Mac swallowed and nodded her head. AJ kept staring at her until he was breathing normally again.

“How long?”

“How long what?”

“How long have you felt this way about me?”

“A long time,” she whispered. “So long, I’ve forgotten exactly when I started feeling that way.” AJ looked dazed and he shook his head. Sarah asked, “Sir? AJ, are you ok?” She met his eyes once again. “Don't worry, AJ. I know it can’t be more than a fantasy.”

“I'm fine. More than fine,” he said touched her cheek. “But you’re wrong.”

“What do you mean?” she asked confused.

“We’ll talk about this later, Sarah.”

Dr. Hunter then helped AJ disconnect from the system then AJ slipped back behind the screen and changed back into his clothes.

“Thanks for the enlightening time, Doc. I’m sure that the SecNav will be in touch with you soon.”

“Good bye, you two. Enjoy dinner,” he said as he turned his attention back to his computer.

After saying goodbye to him, AJ and Sarah walked out of the room heading toward the entrance. They walked a short way then AJ pulled her into an empty room.

“Sarah, I can’t wait. We need to talk now.” Sarah swallowed hard but nodded. AJ walked over to her and stopped a little bit in front of her. “Do you really want to do this?”

“Oh yeah. I never wanted anything as much as I want this to become real.”

“I feel the same,” AJ smiled. “And that if you can be patient I’ll find a way to make it happen.”

“I can be very patient, AJ,” she smiled back at him. “You can have all the time you need.”

“That's my girl,” AJ said as he hugged her close. “I need something to hold me over.”

“For what?” she smiled.

“Until the day when we could be together as we were in your fantasy,” he leaned down and finally kissed her.

They walk out of the building, trying to keep in character, but this time they were a couple that were much happier and more at ease with each other.  It wasn't difficult for them to act this way.  They were even holding hands. 

“What did Dr. Hunter mean about dinner?”

“His date canceled on him so he offered us his reservations,” he said as he dropped her hand and opened the car door for her.

“That was nice of him,” she said as she climbed into the car. “Will this be okay to wear?”

“I guess so. Dr. Hunter said that it was a nice Italian place but people show up in jeans all the time.”

“The reservations are in about an hour. How about we drive to the restaurant then take a walk?”

“Sounds good.”

They drove to the restaurant, parked then walked down William Street then decided to turn right on Caroline Street to some of the little shops that dotted the historic area.  They mostly were window-shopping until Sarah spotted a store called Irish Eyes.  They decided to go inside.  They saw crystal, china and even foods imported from Ireland.  Further into the store, they saw the clothing.  Sarah eyed the black watch cape but knew that she wouldn't have a chance to wear it so she didn't say anything about it. 

AJ finally commented on the time and they decided that they really should get back to the restaurant.  Sarah noticed the jewelry then.  AJ stood behind her off a little to one side, smiling gently as she raved over the claddagh rings and the shamrock pins with real emeralds.  AJ looked down into the case and saw a pair of earrings that he couldn't resist looking at closer.  He watched as Sarah walked further up the case and he slipped out his credit card and quietly pointed to the ones he wanted. 

The sales lady, looked at the earrings then at Sarah and noticing his surreptitious movements understood perfectly.  AJ was amused when she actually winked at him, picked up the earrings and quietly ran his credit card.  After a quick signature, he pocketed his card and the small box she put the earrings in.  He walked up to Sarah and lightly touched her on the small of her back and again commented on the time. 

“Okay, but I want to come back here sometime,” she said as they left the store. 

They walked back up to the restaurant and arrived in time to see a limo drop off some elegantly dresses diners.  Sarah once again commented on her attire but AJ said she looked fine.  They walked in to the Italian place and he gallantly took her jacket.  Moments after they walked in they were met by the tuxedoed maitre d. 

“Welcome to Ristorante Renato. How may I help you?”

“We have reservations under a friend’s name, Jeremy Hunter,” AJ said,

“I hope all is well with Signore Hunter.”

“I believe he said his date canceled.”

“That’s too bad,” said the maitre d with a smile as he picked up two menus removed a pink sheet and replaced it with a blue sheet.  “If you will just follow me?”

Sarah was sure that they would be seated somewhere in the back, near the kitchens considering their clothes but was pleasantly surprised to be seated just across from the fire place in a dimly lit booth.  The maitre d laid her napkin across her lap as he explained the special for the evening.  Sarah opened her menu and was shocked by the prices, until she saw the hand lettered blue sheet with the weekday special.  Appetizers, salads, entrée, dessert for two and a bottle of wine for only $50. 

“I think Dr. Hunter is a loyal customer. I saw the maitre d switch the specials sheet in our menus. I can’t believe that they would have such a great special on Valentine’s,” AJ said.

“Good evening. My name is Guiseppe and I will be serving you tonight,” he said. “Are you ready to order?”

“Yes,” AJ said. “We would like the special. Sarah?”

“I’ll have the mozzarella in carozza then the filet and scallops.”

“How would you liked that cooked?”

“Medium well, please.”

“Very well. Sir?”

“I’ll have the shrimp cocktail and the scalloppina Romeo and Juliet. Do you have sparkling cider instead of wine?”

“Yes, Sir. I’ll bring that right out,” he said as he slipped away from the table.

“AJ, I don’t mind if you have a drink.”

“I know. But I don’t want one,” he said amused at the stubborn look cross her face. “Honestly. I don’t want to have a bottle of wine and, also, I promised my friend that I wouldn’t have anything to drink if I was driving his car.”

They talked about the restaurant for a while before falling silent when the appetizers and meals arrived.  AJ looked at her and said, “I’ve enjoyed today.”

“I agree,” Sarah said. “I meant what I said earlier.”

“About what?” AJ asked as he took a bite of his chicken and veal dish.

“Everything I’ve said today was true,” she said as she looked down. “Harm really is just a friend.”

AJ was about to speak when suddenly a man walked up to the fireplace and picked up a guitar. He began to play soft classical music causing much conversation to stop for a moment.

“Everything I've said today was true too, Sarah,” AJ said breaking the silence. “We need to see about making a decision about what we’re going to do.”

Sarah ate the last scallop and said, “We do. Thank you for not trying to make the decision by yourself.”

“It does affect you too,” he smiled. “I think the easiest is for me to retire.”

“It might be easy but I don’t want you to give up the Navy for me. I’m sure we can come up with something else.”

“That might not be easy, Sarah,” he said as he reached out and touched her hand.

“I know. But, AJ, you love the Navy and I don’t want to be the reason you leave it.”

“Okay. We’ll see if we can find something else but I will retire if I have to. Because, honestly Sarah. I don’t want to wait for too long.”

Sarah smiled at AJ, lightly squeezed his hand then pulled away as dessert was served. They both enjoyed the Orange Kiss that came with the special. It was an orange sorbet served in an orange peel. They ate their dessert in silence, while listening to the guitar music until the musician took a break. Guiseppe returned when they were finished and cleared away the dishes before returning to hand AJ the check and Sarah a red rose. AJ handed over his credit card and then once Guiseppe was gone he pulled out a box for Sarah.

“Happy Valentine’s day,” he said.

“What’s this?”

“Open it,” he grinned. Sarah opened the little box and discovered a small pair of earrings. “I saw them at the Irish Eyes store while you were looking at other things.”

“AJ these are beautiful. I can wear these with my uniform.” She looked at them closer and saw the small, engraved claddagh symbols on them. “Thank you, AJ.”

Sarah reached to remove the ones she was wearing to put on her new ones.  As she did, she heard someone singing.  She looked over to see a man at a table in front of the fireplace singing to a woman at the table with him.  He was singing in Italian and she looked at AJ to see if he would tell her what he was singing.  AJ unobtrusively stood up and slipped into the booth beside her to whisper the words to her.  Sarah thought that was wonderfully romantic, both the man singing and AJ’s whispered words. She was not the only one in the restaurant to gasp when the man suddenly dropped to one knee and handed the woman a ring.  The woman took the ring, and with tears in her eyes, she nodded then kissed her new fiancé.  The other diners applauded for the happy couple then got back to their meals. 

“I guess we need to leave,” AJ said after he signed the bill that was dropped off.

“Do we have to?” she asked, not wanting to go. 

“We probably should.” They pick up their coats and soon they were headed out to the car.

Friday March 21, 2003

Outside Admiral Chegwidden’s office

“Tiner. Is the Admiral available?” asked Sarah.

“Let me check, Ma’am,” Tiner said before turning to the intercom. “Admiral? Colonel MacKenzie is back from her meeting and she wants to speak with you.”

“Send her right in.” Sarah turned to the closed door, knocked then entered. “Have a seat. How did the meeting with Sheffield go?”

“It went well, Sir. The SecNav was pleased with our report. He most definitely wants this system and he has already taken steps to acquire it from Dr. Hunter.”

“That’s good. Does he foresee any problems with the acquisition?”

“Not particularly. But he does want legal representation available.”

“That shouldn’t be a problem. You already know what is going on with this so-“

“That’s the problem, Sir. He wants me to be the permanent legal counsel,” she said with a bit of regret.

“Permanent?”

“Yes, Sir. He suggested that I transfer to his command but remain here at JAG HQ so I can help out on the bench when ever necessary.”

“You’ll transfer from my command but you will remain here at JAG?” he asked not daring to hope anything.

“Yes, Sir,” she said with a small smile. “He wants me to be here to work on any cases involving CUPID-“

“Cupid? Don’t tell me he named the system Cupid?”

“Unfortunately, he did. The SecNav thought it would be amusing and easy to remember. It actually means the Cyber Unit for Personal Interactive Dreaming,” she said amused as he shook his head in disbelief.

“So, Colonel. What do you think of this job opportunity?” he asked.

“It will look good on my fit rep and I think it would be a good move. Not just for me but…” she didn’t say anything else.

“Did you already accept it?” he asked.

“No. I told him that I needed to think about it and that I needed to talk to my CO.”

“What do you think?”

“I want to think on it some more but I am thinking about accepting it. The SecNav says that he would want me to start a week from Monday.”

“Okay. Why don’t you take the rest of the day off and start thinking about your decision?”

“I need to finish up one file then I’ll leave, if that’s okay.”

“Very well. See you on Monday with your decision.”

Mac left the Admiral’s office and headed back to hers. She quickly finished up the file then gathered her things. Mac said a quick goodbye to Harm and Harriet in the bullpen before leaving and climbing into her car. She thought about going straight home but at the last minute, she changed her mind and pointed her car toward Fredericksburg.

Mac picked up her cell phone and called Dr. Hunter to see if he was in. After a few quick words, she had an appointment in two hours to see him. Since she had the time, she decided that she would do a little more window-shopping. Mac wandered through Old Town Fredericksburg stopping in at several of the little antique stores and specialty shops. She got back into her car and headed up Princess Anne Street to Dr. Hunter’s office.

Mac pulled into a spot and walked into the building to the receptionist. “I’m here to see Doctor Hunter.”

“Are you Sarah?” she asked.

“Yes, I am.”

“Dr. Hunter asked if you don’t mind waiting for a little while. About half an hour maybe, he’s just finishing up something.”

“That’s fine. I think I’ll just run to the diner and get something to drink.”

“If all you want is something to drink, you might want to walk up to Carl’s. They have the best chocolate malts.”

“Thanks. I think I’ll do that,” she said before walking out and toward her destination.

One chocolate malt and vanilla cone later, she walked back to the office. Just after she thanked the receptionist for her recommendation, Dr. Hunter walked out into the lobby.

“Sarah. I’m sorry to keep you waiting. I had a phone call I had to take care of.”

“Not a problem,” she said as he led her back to his office. Once they were settled, she continued, “I just thought I would update you about the program.”

“No, you didn’t,” he said with a smile. “You could have just as easily called about it. You came to try it out again.”

“Okay. I did,” she said slightly embarrassed but smiling. “Do you mind?”

“Not at all Sarah. You are more than welcome to stop by anytime. Follow me.”

He once again led the way to his lab, gestured to Mac to the screen so she could change into the jumpsuit.

“Since you were here last, I made a few improvements to the system. One of the biggest is the chair. It’s simply a recliner with a heat and massage feature. I hooked it up to the computer also. I’ll help you get all hooked up then I’ll monitor everything from my office.”

“Okay,” Mac said as she walked from behind the screen to sit down in one of the two recliners that was now in the lab. With in a short period of time she was all connected and ready to go. Dr. Hunter said that he would be just in the other room if she needed anything. Mac nodded then as soon as he shut the door on the way out she pulled down the visor and was again transported to AJ’s living room as she saw it in her previous fantasy.

AJ was looking at his CD collection then finally selecting one he dropped it in the player. He turned, looked at her, then walked to her and took her into his arms as Tony Bennett began to sing. He took her hand in his and led her in a dance. She rested her head against his chest but was surprised when he pulled her hand to his lips and kissed her fingertips before placing her hand on his chest.

Mac quickly thought that this must have been the other improvement that Dr. Hunter made because she didn’t remember her fantasy AJ being this independent. She decided to not think about this any more as she enjoyed the feel of being in his arms. She let her hand caress his chest before slipping around his neck to lightly massage there. His hand eased back around and lifted her chin as he lowered his lips to hers. She moaned lightly into his mouth as his tongue demanded entrance.

Mac lost herself to his kiss, their hands lightly roaming as their hips continued to sway in time to the music. She began to feel his erection growing and pressing into her lower belly and she heard him moan as she pressed a bit harder. He suddenly pulled back and swept her into his arms and carried her into his bedroom. AJ eased her to her feet and stood back a step as he watched her pull off her turtleneck. AJ then unbuttoned his shirt then pulled it off.

They stood there a moment and simply looked their fill until she slipped out of her shoes. AJ sat down on the edge of the bed, pulled his boots off then stood back up with a slight smile as if thinking, ‘Your turn.’ Sarah smiled back at him and keeping her eyes locked with his, she unbuttoned her jeans and pulled them off. She stood there in her matching black lace bra and thong panties as he stripped off his jeans to reveal white boxers. She was pleased to see his erection already straining to get free.

Sarah reached around, unhooked her bra, then after removing it, she slipped off her damp panties. AJ then removed his boxers as she tried to look as much as possible. She knew she wasn’t going to get a chance to actually do this for a long time if ever and she wanted to be able to remember all of it. Sarah looked away, worried for a moment if this was right. Sure, it felt wonderful and she knew it was just a fantasy but she didn’t have his permission.

“Sarah. I want this as much as you do,” AJ said with a huskier voice than she imagined before he pulled her back into his arms and kissed her.

Sarah no longer thought about anything other than his hands on her skin and hers on his. She stepped back and leaned back onto the bed pulling AJ on top of her. He quickly rolled off her but she followed him. Sarah straddled his hips and sat up, her damp flesh against his erection. With one hand she grasped him and then slowly lowered herself inch by inch. Once he was completely inside her, she paused getting used to the feel of him. Sarah splayed her hands over AJ’s chest enjoying the feel of his crisp chest hair. Soon the need to move overtook her and they both began to move their hips in a slow and easy rhythm.

Their movements soon became faster and more urgent. Sarah trailed her fingernails down AJ’s chest lightly tweaking his nipples before she slipped one hand between her own legs. AJ’s fingers quickly replaced hers and moments later she was crying out his name.

Sarah struggled to catch her breath and exhausted, she rolled over, with him still hard inside her. This time he followed her and making sure he didn’t crush her, he began to thrust slow and deep. Sarah reached up and touched his face and his torso as much as she could. She knew that she would never forget what he looked like but she wanted to always remember what he felt like.

AJ must have enjoyed her caresses because in just a few moments he shuddered and moaned her name. Sarah wrapped her legs around AJ’s hips, not wanting to let him go just yet. She touched her left hand to his face as she finally spoke.

“I love you, AJ.” She watched his eyes reveal his feelings then as he took her hand in his.

“I love you, Sarah,” he said as he kissed her hand drawing her attention to the wedding band there.

Reality crashed down on Sarah as she gasped, knowing that she never imagined that. She flipped up the visor and was shocked to see AJ in the recliner next to her. He had just removed his helmet and was watching her with smoldering eyes.

“How long have you been here, AJ?” she asked quietly.

“Since the beginning. This is the other improvement Dr. Hunter made; so two people can have a fantasy together and alter the others. I guess he didn’t mention that,” he said with a small smile.

“No. He didn’t,” she said slightly embarrassed.

“I’m glad he made this change. This way I got to experience something wonderful. And hear something I’ve wanted to hear for a long time.”

“Oh AJ. I’ve wanted to hear you say that too. I just never thought I would,” she said looking down at her once again bare left hand.

AJ saw the direction of her gaze and knew what she was thinking. He rose from the recliner and took her hand into his.

“Some day, hopefully soon, I can say those words again. Then I can really be yours not just virtually yours.”

Epilogue

Saturday September 27, 2003

Renato’s, Fredericksburg, VA

AJ and Sarah walked into what they considered ‘their’ restaurant. They were greeted by the maitre d and led to a secluded booth. Sarah was surprised when AJ sat beside her instead of across from her but she didn’t mind, she was just a bit concerned.

“AJ? What if someone sees us together?”

“It’s okay, Sarah. You aren’t in my chain of command so there is nothing wrong with this. Besides, Sheffield already knows.”

“He knows?” she asked surprised.

“You mean, he didn’t say anything to you about it?” AJ asked equally surprised.

“Why would he? When did you tell him?”

“A few months ago. Actually, just after Harriet had the baby. He knew that I was short staffed with both her and Bud gone, he suggested that you come back to JAG full time. I told him that wouldn’t be appropriate. Sheffield asked why, I explained, he didn’t seem to have a problem with it.”

“Really?” she asked before smiling. “Nelson would have had a fit.”

“Very true,” he smiled in return as he took her hand into his. “Since Sheffield is okay with us, there is no reason not to tell our friends. I know that you haven’t liked keeping it a secret.”

“It’s been difficult. You don’t know how often I’ve wanted to lock your office door and have my way with you. It might be nice to not hide anymore.”

“It will,” he said as Guiseppe arrived with their meals.

“I’m still surprised that Harriet never suspected. I thought she might have when she told me the baby’s name,” Sarah said.

“You didn’t know until after she was born?”

“No. Harriet said she was worried about this pregnancy and didn’t want to reveal too much too soon.”

“I don’t blame her. I guess that explains the tears then when you were holding MacKenzie.”

“I was surprised and touched. I still can’t believe that she’s already two months old.”

“Time flies with little ones.”

“AJ, Sarah?” Jeremy Hunter asked as he and a woman walked up to the booth. “I see you liked this place.”

“Yes, thank you again for recommending it,” said AJ.

“I’m glad you were able to use the reservations. My wife Mary Ann and I decided at the last minute to have Valentine’s to ourselves at home,” he said with a smile as he slipped his arm around his wife. “We better go and leave you two alone. Seems that my program did do some good.”

“Yes, it did,” Sarah said.

“Then it’s all been worth it. Enjoy the rest of your meal,” Dr. Hunter said as he and his wife headed out the door.

“I would certainly say the program did some good,” AJ said softly as one hand slipped beneath the table to caress Sarah’s knee.

“The fantasy was fine, the real thing was so much better,” she leaned up to lightly kiss his lips. At that moment, that Tony Bennet song began to play softly over the speakers. AJ smiled at Sarah and took her hand in his.

“Come with me,” he whispered as he stood up.

“What?”

“I want to dance.”

“There’s no dance floor, AJ.”

“I’ll improvise,” he said as he led her into the banquet room in the back of the restaurant. Knowing that no one was inside, he closed the door behind them and pulled her into his arms. They were quiet, just enjoying each other for a while, before he finally spoke.

“The first time we were together was so much better than that fantasy we shared. Except for one thing.”

“What’s that?” she said trying to hide the little bit of hurt that surfaced.

“The first time we made love, you weren’t wearing this,” he said as he held up his mother’s engagement ring. She looked from the ring to his eyes, shocked by what he was implying. “Sarah, will you marry me?”

“Oh, AJ.”

“I love you, Sarah and I want the world to know that I’m yours.”

Sarah held up her left hand for him to slip the ring on her finger. “And I’m yours.”

The end