Now
if this isn't just the most exquisite scene I could cum upon... First I can hang out at the top of this smooth and slippery
phallic outcropping here, resting my little faggot wolf ass and seein’ for Miles an Miles an Miles... Oh I Do like to
just sit and stare as far out into space as I can... Wow... It’s a Wolf thing ya know… Oh, but then I let myself slide down a bit thrut he vines and the mud and leaves and it’s soo nice
to be sliding down thru the vale of green like this. It just feels so good to be alive in it – the rotting moist smell
of the creekbed and the plants slowly dying and birthing along it. Ths is really truly Home for me – all the gardens
everywhere. I’ve always felt most alive in gardens, the wilder the better
usually,, but then I’ve visited gardens hundreds of years old and they are stupendous just as are these mountains, in
their wn ways.. As a long time gardener and landscape designer I’ve even made a lotta Real Nice gardens myself.
I’ve
felt this energy with this Wild World stuff since I was a little bitty kid and we’d go up into Yosemite and King’s
Canyon/Sequoia National Parks and have picnics, and I’d jump around from rock to rock, slipping up and down streams,
bumping a few knees and elbows sure, but feeling so At One with it all – like No Barriers. Running into bears, or cougars,
coyotes, moose and deer, rattlesnake and black widow – I’ve never felt the slightest fears. I still feel it the
same today – but these days I have to work harder to feel it, to find it. There’s so much out there to stop it.
Weirdo psychic energy that forces us to separate from our birth roots – from our Radical beginnings… But I don’t
wanna talk about that right now. I’ve been doing plenty and I Do have a bit of a Story to tell…
So,
seeing as how I’ve Always been so tuned in and turned on by the natural Green Green world all around me, it’d
only be natural that if I Were to ever have some kind of Divine sorta eneygy manifestation cum over me it’d probably
be one who was, like Greeen - ya thinK??. So here I am, diggin hangin’ out along this shady crik, trippin’ on
the sounds and smells and the cool moist fecundity carried on the breezes tru the leaves… and so Guess What?????..…Of
Course--- I get “taken over” by this Sweeeeet and luvly Green
Faggot God - even tho I don’t even Believe in Gods!!!… so what’s This lesson eh?? … If You’ve been “taken” like this you’ll Know what I mean, and how very very wonderfully
Awe-Fully Intense and oh so Life Affirming it is and how viscerally Merged you are with Everything there ever is, has been
,now always will be never ever again so always must Be…… fuck, you Really can Not describe it can you??? And if
you haven’t had the joy of this experience yet, gurls – Get down on your Knees and Pray for it….!!!).
He’s
cum onto me, into me all thru All of me… , So Fucking Strong. He keeps wanting me to Go Green – hair, clothes,
scarves, nails, wall hangings, lights all over my fucking Living Room! – Geeez… but… it’s sooo sweeeeet…
so…. I do it, and I am so Blessed by my Beloved, for that is Who He is.… Wow…
When
life overwhelms me, as it so often does, I weep uncontrolably, I lose my Connection in horrible ways that rip me from my moorings
with this sacred earth and with this faggot god of my own Beingness - How can you separate from what you ARE?? Fuck, It makes
me cry so many tears… but if I can just stop for a breath or two, He’ll sit by me, cradling my head on his shoulder
and stroking my hair, soothing me, allowing me to feel my feelings and let them flow freely. What a gift. He helps me Heal
from it all... so I can keep going, doing what I can to help others, as I help mySelf.
And
this from a "Spirit"?? Feels pretty real to me…
Oooooooohhh
Baby…… Beloved... Hold me… Please… Touch me, Comfort
me and keep me safe from the cruel world outside my door.
Love
me… Fill me with your Essence.
I'm
Wide Open and Ready for you.
OH
MY!....... Darlin' ......
That
Tickles!!!!
