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Her arms were large
with coffee-stain freckles.

Her hair, red
like carbonated rage
leaking.

Her grin
she forever pulled
so that her upper lip
tightened and weathered away,

Forever baring her teeth
in a sneer that used to be a smile.

Sneering at us.
Because we all still have
our upper lips.



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The painted glitter
that sheathes your
weak eyelids
and lips.

Shining, wrinkled tissue.

Uncomfortable and burning
Dried, paper skin.
You are in
an extravagant cocoon.

Be careful not to blink
or smile,
cause you might tear through
and not like what you see.



Equinox


In the ballet of spheres
we balance.
A brief moment of perfection
in a celestial dance.

And we celebrate with red confetti
fading to life.
Red paper that covers and brightens,
and swirls around us.

Thrown by chilling gusts
that fly through brittle, wooden fingers,
and shake the paper butterflies
into soft applause.

Crunchy halos of tissue
and scales that cling
to cotton tweed.
Are our costumes of festivity.

A celebration littered
with beautiful death.
The end of life,
marked with celestial jubilation.


Zipper

I once looked behind me
in my bathroom mirror
and saw something I never knew I had...
a zipper
running down my spine.

Wondering what would happen,
I grabbed the metal piece
and slowly pulled the zipper downward
letting my skin loosen and open
like a blossom of flesh.

My muscles' grip faded,
and they fell from my back
hitting the ground with wet smacks
by now, my skin was loose enough
for me to peel it from my bones,

And then I let my skeleton
fall to the floor
with dry, hollow clanks.

And I looked in the mirror
and I saw someone I've always known
but I'd never seen...
me.


Post-it Notes From God

When the heavens tilt
and the sun becomes shy
and the trees humble themselves
by sacrificing their bright adornments

I like to stand in the grass
and stare at the land
covered in brown leaves

like hundreds of crunchy post-it notes from God
with the words "I'm still here"
scrawled on each one.


Enlightenment

To know the greatness
of all the universe,
stand under the night sky
and look up.

Hundreds of thousands
of diamonds
studding the celestial sphere.

Icy pinpricks
winking playfully

And shine a flashlight straight up
see the beam stretch and disappear
and realize
that you have made another diamond
in the sky
for another dreamer,
somewhere else,
to see.


Cafe Mocha Sky

Peering into a porcelain window,
a brown pool
yielding to another place.

Melted cream vapors
swirling in a warm pocket
like clouds.
The sky
held in a coffee mug

A metal wand
hand-held
I lowered into the pool.
Cold metal heated,
disrupting creamy tendrils.

And I was stirring
the sky above me.


Meaning

Crystal blades
Cold and hard
coating and refracting.
Shooting me up with beams of light.

I want to crack them open,
and that's where I'll find
what the meaning of all this is.

Tiny lights
unmoving, unfaltering
faint yet piercing
blind yet watching.

I want to gather them up and breathe them in,
and that's where I'll find
what the meaning of all this is.

No words
no numbers
no people to tell me
what I already know.

I find for myself,
within those tiny things,
what the meaning of all this is.


Roses

You will never really smell the roses
till you clutch them by the thorns
and drink the blood that runs down your arm.

The roses will smell sweeter
when you drink the blood they draw from you.
Accept it for what it is.


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I wish I could grip the equator
and force the earth to a stop.

I'd arrange it so it was perpetually night in my time zone
and I'd sleep for three days.

Then I'd give the world a light nudge
and see how I feel about time again.

I'd let it speed up
until everything was normal again.

And then I'd feel fine.


Figure-8

Yesterday never happened
and tomorrow we'll never see
I am I
You are You
here and now will always be

People pulse
through city streets
and globes will shift with every day
but all on some eternal "is"
that will never go away.


Man and the Machine

Two dancers
one in red
one in grey.

Red dances vibrant.
It is alive
Circles are organic
blood pulsates through the leaps.

Grey pulses lightly
percussion is its song
it mimics red in cannon
stiffly, but determined.

Red flies faster 'cross stage
and grey flies just as fast.
Stiffly, but determined.

Red is growing dimmer,
fades to blue.
Grey grows more alive,
fades to pink.

Pink is dancing fiercely.
Blue slows and sinks.

And now the stage belongs to pink,
no longer grey
And blue,
no longer red,
has died below it.